<center>We gonna hit the town tonight, we were born to rock </center>

:: 2006 12 February :: 3.39pm

snowcoming
well last night was alot of fun. most fun i've had in a while. but now i have a migrain and it sucks so i'm going to go eat some soup then go to my grammy's house and i hope i dont miss too much of desperate housewives...=(

:: 2006 11 February :: 11.34pm

Shake that laffy taffy!
Swirl was fun. I'm glad I went, but my feet are in agonizing pain right now.

"I get fast really ready."
"This sad is so song."

I could not talk today..

[Oh, and pictures from Swirl and Spring Hill are soon to come]

Night ya'll.

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twiggypuff

:: 2006 11 February :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: good

I drove today.
It was scary.
It was exciting.
I don't like driving.

:: 2006 9 February :: 7.39pm

Every line makes me cry, 'cause every word was a lie.
There I go again, reading old journal entries.

I don't suggest doing that.

twiggypuff

:: 2006 6 February :: 10.11pm

It's like I'm stuck.
Who likes being stuck?

:: 2006 6 February :: 9.18pm

THE PLAY.
What an awesome night.

The show went great. I am so proud of everyone. You guys are all amazing, seriously. For the amount of time we had to do this and all the stress we all went through.. I just can't believe we pulled it together. But, we did and I am so happy.

Yeah, I messed up a line. I was completely beating myself up over it. But, ya know what? For having a two page monolgoue and only messing up one line, I should be thankful. And when a few other people sort've messed up like I did, I didn't care and it didn't stick out in my mind. It was just normal and ok, so that helped me a lot. Some people said they noticed, but I picked it up so fast that it didn't matter. Others completely didn't notice, so whatever.

After the show a lady came up to me and told me that my scene made her cry and it was one of her favorites. That made me so happy.

Thanks for all the other compliments as well. Whoever showed up to support me/us: thanks. [Thank you Matt and Jake for coming. It's good to see some old friends]

One more night. I hope I don't mess up that line again, haha.

Oh, and H apologized and said that he was very proud of me. So, that helped.

I am good now. And not to sound full of myself in any way, but I am proud of myself, because from the start I didn't think I could do this. I didn't think I could memorize more than a line. I didn't think I could get up in front of all those people being only a few feet away.

But, I did.

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eddy

:: 2006 5 February :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Sawyer Brown - All These Years

I really don't think this is correct.........ARBITRARY!!!

Take the quiz:
How emo are you?

Holy Shit You're Emo
Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser.

I thought there was a picture with it, but aparently not.
These were my scores I guess

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

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:: 2006 5 February :: 6.05pm
:: Music: Cliff Ritchey

Arbitrary!
Something that struck me as interesting was when my group leader from Spring Hill came up to me and told me she was impressed with how well I knew myself. She said that it was awesome, because most girls have no idea and can't answer those kind of questions that fast. And I am going in the right direction. It made me realize how much I really do think and how much I pick myself apart. I was asked what the three things I would change about myself were. I said unmotivation, being too dependent on other people, and how I am always mad about something/can't relax. Another question was what my biggest fear was and I said making the wrong choices. We were also asked what truth was. When you think about that, it's actually extremely hard to answer. I think there's only one kind of truth and those are solid facts. But, the truth we live by isn't always true, because solid truth is lost. People choose their own truths (even though logic is ruled out). Everything is turned into something else. I don't know, it's hard to explain. We talked about other things as well, but I won't bother boring you any longer.

I know none of this matters to you. She just made me see something in myself. I know exactly who I am and that's comforting, because no one else does and I didn't think I knew either.

moomoo

:: 2006 5 February :: 4.44pm

This weekend was Awesome. I went to spring hill, it was great. I played broomball a little bit and our team took 1st place. I went horse back riding which was awesome. I haven't went in such a long time. I wanna do that again soon. I climbed some rock walls. I made a cool belt and shirt. The god talks actually weren't that bad, I thought I was going to be bored to tears. The band was actually really good. The lead singer was pretty cute 2. I hung out with lots of people this weekend it was great. The best part I had no work all weekend, don't remember the last time that happened. Then next weekend its the 70's dance at Chelsea's school. Its going to rock I already got my outfit. I think I look weird, but oh well. I also have to take my acts again, don't even know why I signed up again cuz I put no effort into this time. I find out about my internship Monday, I cant wait. I think there going to be so much fun.

:: 2006 5 February :: 3.40pm
:: Music: Cliff Ritchey

Get dressed.
Spring Hill was awesome. I actually had a lot of fun. I'm glad I went now, because I wasn't excited about it for a long time.

The band, Cliff Ritchey, was amazing. I don't really care for Christian music, but they were really good. And the lead singer (Cliff) is honestly the cutest man I have ever seen in my life. I'm pretty much in love with him, haha. I think I liked him so much, because he looked a lot like young Bob Dylan and his voice even resembled him somewhat. And the guitarist was the hottest Asian I have ever laid eyes on.

Wow. I am such a girl, lol.

Anyway, I'm happy I decided to go. I think I'll go again, but I'd rather go in the summer if I do. I'm not exactly a winter person.

Well, tomorrow night is the first night of our play. Wish us luck.

Time to shower, eat, and sleep.

Edit>> Oh my God. I was just reading Cliff's journal from his website and he talks about Bob Dylan all of the time. Man, I am good. I wish he wasn't married now though, because he's the closest I could ever get to a young Bob Dylan. Hahaha. Awe man...that's pure dissapointment right there.

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:: 2006 4 February :: 8.02pm
:: Mood: ouch
:: Music: blink 182 - feeling this

my back hurts
so today we had a compitition, we sorta sucked. we got 3rd place on our kickline but in both our dances we didnt place. so yeah, that sorta blows i would have to say. oh well...it's all Deb's fault. fuck her. i cant wait till the guy/girl dance. me and alex smith are going to have a blast! our part is going to be so cool cause that's just how we are, cool...lol welp, i have to go to my grammy's house soon. bye!!

eddy	:: 2006 1 February :: 10.47pm :: Music: Matchbook Romance - My Eyes Burn Sigh The closer and closer it gets, the more I want to turn back time, and do this all over again. And the more depressed I become. I hate time.... write

:: 2006 1 February :: 3.22pm
:: Mood: crazy bored...
:: Music: black eyed peas - my humps

i'm bored. someone should come get me and we'll go get food cause i'm hungry too. lol...i'm sucha moocher! but seriously, haller at your girl yo

:: 2006 1 February :: 3.12pm

ADVANCED DRAMA PLAY
Feb. 6-7th (That's NEXT Monday and Tuesday, bitches)
$5
Starts at S E V E N ! PM.

Be there or be killed with a square.

[Pass this on, everyone]

:: 2006 31 January :: 7.01pm

*rolls eyes*
so yeah...guess who just called me..again...i bet you'll never guess.

yup..mike...ugh