"If you live to be one hundred, I want to live to be one hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you" ~Winnie The Pooh "Life isn't fair. It's just fairer then death. That's all." ~William Goldman Always look on the bright side of death! Just before you draw your terminal breath Life's a piece of shit, When you look at it. Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true, You'll see it's all a show, Keep 'em laughing as you go Just remember that the last laugh is on you! -Spamalot

 

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:: 2004 3 October :: 11.21 pm
:: Mood: okay

I do not want a friend who smiles when I smile, who weeps
when I weep, for my shadow in the pool can do better than that.

Are you a purple cow?


:: 2004 30 September :: 12.47 am
:: Mood: pissed off

It isn't too hard to do, in theory. Why is it so difficult then?

I'm dissappointed in myself, honestly. Truly dissappointed and pissed off at no one else but myself.

Why am I such an idiot?

Eeeeerrrg.

Forgive me for the lack of update-age followed by a few rather negative entries. It's like...a dam kind of. Everything all blocked up. And yeah. The damn dam is breaking. I'm dying. Expect some angst here. Wooopie. I'll be ok in person though. People don't like angsty people. You're always "mad at this person" or whatever. You know? Assumptions suck. That's my deep thought of the day.

I don't know.

Find me a way to clear my head for a few hours, and I'll be a happy person. Maybe.

-Me.

Are you a purple cow?


:: 2004 27 September :: 12.22 am

I love Garden State
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.

Did I mention I love Garden State??

Ok. Good.

-Patrice

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:: 2004 26 September :: 11.58 pm
:: Mood: listless

I feel like such an idiot. This sucks so bad. I don't know what else to say. Damn.

Don't ask me what or why I'm saying this. You'll just think I'm overreacting.

Just..wow.

-Patrice

Are you a purple cow?


:: 2004 24 September :: 9.41 am
:: Mood: Not bad

So my computer has been down for a while. It¡¦s back up, but I¡¦m too lazy to go on at night anymore. I think I half cured my addiction. I¡¦ve been sleeping before midnight. Woo me. On my way to recovery. :-P

So yeah. Update on me. I¡¦ve started propping and I¡¦m so incredibly excited for this show. I¡¦m actually designing a lot of things for this show. Before it was more ¡§buy this, buy that¡¨. Which is fun, but this is uber-fun. I hope it works though. Especially my blood transfusion device. ƒº You all have to come see it. Well, most of you are working on it. But everyone has to see my blood transfusion! This show is going to be good, I think. I hope. It better be.

So I¡¦m working tonight. Closing box. Woo. :-P. It¡¦s going to be weird though. And that¡¦s that. I¡¦m shutting up now.

I have like two minutes left. No insanely detailed update of my life. Sorry folks. Maybe later, dudes. Maybe.
-Patrice

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:: 2004 17 September :: 12.09 am
:: Mood: Weird

So yeah. I spent all day at Ryan's house. With his friends. Which was weird, I admit. All boys. Lol. Too much boy for one girl. Plus, it was kind of awkward. I don't think his friends like me too much. ::shrugs:: Not much you can do, I guess.

I ate pizza tonight though. :-) I'm uber proud of myself.

That brings me to my next point, if you know I haven't eaten all day and you see me refusing to eat, telling you I don't feel well, make me eat a little something, ok? Or just make me drink something. I'm not good at this.

Ok. that's that. Insanity. Weirdness. Football tomorrow. Woo.
-Patrice

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:: 2004 16 September :: 11.49 am

I just had the funniest conversation EVER with the madre today. Ooooo man. Ask me, I might tell you.

her- "Im serious, Patrice."
::as I die laughing::
me- "So am I"

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:: 2004 16 September :: 9.07 am

Dreamtime
So I had this dream. It was weird. Jackie and I and Elisa were at school and Jackie offered to drive us home. But then she remembered she forgot her car at home. (?). So yeah. We had to walk to Elisa's house then to my house then Jackie was going to walk back to school.
Then Elisa turned kind of into Jill. And we were walking down Milwaukee and all these stores were there that I never saw before. Jackie told me it was because I never took the time to look for these stores, but they were always there. It was because I was walking instead of driving past them.
So we went into this one and it had all these weird dresses and such. Then we went into a christmas store and I started coughing up blood and the store owner told me to stop before I ruined her xmas decorations. So then we left and Jackie was complaining about walking back to school, so I told her my dad would drive her back. Then we got to my house and my dad wasn't there and everyone's stuff was gone except mine. So I figured they moved without me. But I really didn't care.

So yeah. That was that.

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:: 2004 14 September :: 8.05 am
:: Mood: crappy

Schools not going to be fun today.
I feel so gross, I haven't had a good nights sleep in about a week, my back hurts, my head hurts, I can't stop coughing, and just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

-.-

Ok. I'm done complaining. Adios Chicitos.
-Patrice

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:: 2004 12 September :: 11.08 am

-.-

:-\

The two greatest faces ever.

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:: 2004 11 September :: 12.57 am
:: Mood: blah

Today was not my day.

Work was odd. Was $40 under because of damn Ken and damn ticketing and damn damnness. Urrgh. Saw Jackie and David and Melanie though. That was fun.

Took a box of popcorn home from work. The sister and I are still working on it. Yuuuuuuummmm.....

-Patrice

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:: 2004 7 September :: 10.49 pm
:: Mood: Hmm...
:: Music: Grease


"We convince ourselves that life will be better after we graduate, when we get a boyfriend/girlfriend, when we break up with the boyfriend/girlfriend, when summer gets here, when we go to college, when we get married, when we have kids...and on it goes. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when we get our driver's license, when we get a car, when we get a nicer car, when we can afford a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Alfred D. Souza said, 'For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin-real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first-a rough week, the big game, an injury of a cold. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.' This perspective helps to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with special people, special enough to spend your time with...and remember that time waits for no one.

So stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until sport season, until you turn 16, or 18, or 21, until your song comes on, until this day is over, or this week is over, or this month is over, or this year is over. Like who you are. Like who you are with. Like what you have. Like where you are. Happiness is a journey, not a destination."

Thanks Sarah-dude. You started a trend. ;-)

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:: 2004 7 September :: 9.00 pm

Dream
So you know those crazy flashback dreams? I had one of those the other night. It was weird. 6th grade stuff. Which means no fun. Yeah. Ok. Bye.

Are you a purple cow?


:: 2004 6 September :: 1.28 am
:: Mood: Congested. Yum.

Awww Look At The Dog
So. I am officially sick. Woo yeah.

Saw Garden State again. Amazing, as usual. Can't stand Zach Braff still. Urgh.

Sandy was so funny. There's a part..where the dog humps the guy's leg. Right before that, the dog walks up and everyone else in the theatre can tell whats about to happen. Sandy goes "awwwwww.." then the dog starts..umm. yeah. I almost died. Haha. Good times.

Work wasn't bad. I'm too "innocent" I decided. Don't know what a "square" is. Well. Now I do. Poor innocent me.

Now I really don't feel good. So I'm going to try sleeping. Although it won't work. ::shrugs:: I want Caribou, in case anyone's wondering.

You know what I'm going to tell myself wheneveer I feel like complaining alot or over-reacting? There are people who have it worse. It helps. makes you feel bad for wanting to complain.

So yeah

Much love my friends.

-Patrice

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:: 2004 4 September :: 3.45 pm
:: Mood: chipper

Chipper makes me sound like a bird
So. my horoscope told me today that either I should A) completly slack off all day and not do anything productive or B) Finish all my "chores". Then my other horoscope told me to over-indulge. That made me think of chocolate cake. Haha.

So. Screw photo. Screw lit. Screw trig. Screw cleaning my room. Screw colleging. I need a day off. Atleast until 5:45. :-P

So take that. Ha.

Are you a purple cow?

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