Hollywood
Hollywood was fun. We watched movies. And ate. ALOT. Tomorrow's gonna be freezing, so it'll probably be return to Hollywood. We still have to watch the Ya-ya sisterhood.

You know what's a pretty song? The song I'm listening to. The Luckiest. Melanie told me to download it soo long ago and I like it alot.

You should all listen to it. I should put it on a cd, but it's probably on my other one. So I don't need it again.

I think that's what I'll do tonight. Make me a cd.

"Now I know all the wrong turns and stumbles and falls brought me here...And where was I before the day..that I first saw your lovely face?? Now I see it everyday...And I know that I am, I am, I am the luckiest."

Not that I an relate to the lyrics any, I just like them.

So this entry isn't some long thing somehow connecting a seemingly random song to some event in my life so that the few people involved will know what I'm thinking. Nope. I'm not that deep. Lol.

Just listen to the damn song. Hehe.

It's over now. That's sad. Disney now. I can't tell you all to go out and listen to it, because if you don't know it, I'd kick you.

Hmm..I wanna talk to someone. Someone without a life come online! Please? I'll use my powers...Come online....do it....wooosssh..

Nope. Nobody. Poop monkeys.

I want to something to change. I don't know though. I'm bored with me. Maybe I'll cut my hair or something. But then I'll hate it. I don't know. I'll be me. I've been me for 16 years, it won't kill me to continue.

Woo! Someone's online! O..it's charlie. :-P Poooopy. Ok. Good bye all.

Lotsa Love,
Goose Girl

Thinking sucks. I hate it. I was fine until people made me think by asking me stupid questions. yeah well, you know what? No answering your questions. Nope. :-X

Really, I don't mind, its just that you know me, thinking take alot out of me. It hurts. hehe.

Well then, night!

Grades and Dreams
Ok..so grades came today. My grades aren't bad, in my eyes...
Alg-D+..alot better then then 60% I had before
Lit- A
Chem- B
History- A
Gym-B..Who cares?
Band- A
Theatre-A

So I'm overall happy. My dad on the other hand doesn't understand that a D+ is good considering. But now I'm getting A's and B' on tests, so it'll go up. Hopefully.

So dreams. I had freaky dreams last night. I really remember one of them, so here goes.

I'm watching over these cages of animals that are in the props nook. They were all harmless animals, like birds and cute mice and those things. And these two little girls walk in with a furry animal, about the size of a cat, and I thought it was a possem(sp?) But it didn't look like one. So I was like "Omg?! You let it out! It bites!" But it was being totally sweet to them, so I took it from them. And I didn't have a cage for it so i was feeding it and letting it run around and it was being sweet to me too, but I did something wrong and its mouth was all AHH...and it started to jump towards me, but I kept backing away, so i tried to run out of the room but my foot got caught on something and I fell and it bit me in the leg and I got up and it looked calm, but it bit me twice in the finger. So I took a bird out of its cage, it flew away, and put the animal into it. Then later, I went to take teh animal out and set it free, but it went into its "im about to bite" mode right away and I tried to run again, but it bit my finger, but foam was all over its mouth and it kept biting me, then my friend from nc (Danielle) her mom came and took the animal away and I showed her the cuts with the foam, cuz it meant rabies, but she wouldnt listen and we went to her house. And my mom was there and lotsa stuff happened but I forgot. I remember I was worried about the bite marks because I thought I would die but no one would listen.

Then danielle came up to me and we were trying to decide what design of window would let the most light into her house, and she just wanted to get it over with and decide, but I kept talkign about it and finally I found the best way and she was all "Wow! That's great! Thanks" all happy and such.

And another dream something happened. I was talking to someone about it and they were upset but not crying. I was freaking out and crying and the other person tried to comfort me. I wanted to stop crying, but it made it worse that he wasn't crying and I felt that he should have been and I had no right crying. I forget what happened that made me cry, but I remember thinking that I thought it was a dumb reason to cry while I was crying. That was one of those crazy dreams where you wake up crying a little bit, ya know? Yeah, weird dreams happen when you sleep 12 hours.

Okie days, now that I have bored the pants off you. See you people later.
~Patrice

Meow
It was funny. My brother was looking at the picture I have as the background onthe computer and he didn't understand it at all. And then I tried to explain symbolism to him and he's just giving me this blank stare. And I'm like..oh god...to much english class. It's weird though. That in fifth grade we had no idea what symbolism was and everything was just what it straight out said, but now everything symbolizes something and nothing is just straight out what it is. If that makes sense.

So first night of spring break was fun. Yasamin's party was fun, lol. Even though that movie made me mad. Didn't get to see the end of it. Damn dad.

Happy future birthday Yasamin!!!! :-D

Last night went to sleep at 11:30ish and I woke up at 11:30ish. So it was a fun 12 hours of sleep that I needed. And it's so pretty outside. But I most likely have to go shopping with my dad and brother later. Which sucks. It's gonna be so pretty out and I'm gonna be at the mall. The funny thing is my brother wants to go a billion times more then I do, he's such a girl. It's funny.

My cat's here. Fatso. Hehe. She's pretty though. She needs to lose weight, she used to not be able to wash herself all over cuz she was too fat. But she just got declawed so they cut off all her fur clumpage on her back and she's pretty again :-).

my other cat, Kiwi, she's nuts. There's this space in the wall in the crawl space and it leads to my room, cuz the cover to the area where the electric box is is uncovered. So last night I heard meowing in the wall, which isn't uncommon, so I opened my door and let her out and usually that's that. But she came back and refused to leave so she stayed in my room all night. Then she followed me around all day today until she saw my dad, all the animals are scared of him, so she ran away.

I can't find BC though. She's probably outside doing something. I'll find her. That sounds like fun.

I got a black cow today.It was soo good. mmmm...My brother stole the lacrosse ball I stole from the security dudes at school. he's a butt. I'm gonna go beat him up.

Anything else to say? I don't know. If you're bored, call me. I'll probably be bored too. Okie then. Good bye dudes.

~Patrizzle

What would you think if I sang out of tune?
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not to sing out of key
~Woo! Random Lyrics! (Well not so random, I'm listening to the song..)

So next week, in theory, won't be as bad as I thought it before. Jill and I made some plans that all you people going out of town should be dead jealous of. :-D hehehe...

I don't know, you're right, I don't have to be busy all the time, and I won't. I think I'm just gonna have a relaxing break. Hopefully. So dude, we're gonna go fishing. I haven't fished..since forever. It'll be fun.

And dudes! No rehearsal tomorrow! Yasamin's party is then though. So I'm going there, yay.

So, today was weird. I overall liked today though. And tomorrow sounsd good from my point of view. No tests, no work. Algebra we're getting back tests then free time...movie n lit...garbage movie in chem(another one lol) and I don't know for history. Hopefully something good.

Hmm, my throats dry. I think I'll drink a lil something, then shower, then who knows? i always say sleep, then I come online. Cuz I'm an idiot like that. Oh well. Power to the idiots.

To end.. a little bit'o beatles
::clears throat::

She loves you..yeah yeah yeah, she loves you.. yeah yeah yeah, with a love like that, you know you should be glad.

Peace, Love, and Rice Cakes,
Patio

Dudes, I am hating this week. It should end But it shouldn't. Cuz then it'll bring spring break. And most of my friends are going out of town. Except for Jill. Maybe. I'm not sure. And I'll be stuck in the house all week with my dad and brother. This break is gonna suck. I don't want it to start.

I want to write something happy here. Hmm..so here goes. Happiness...umm...I'm listening to Hanson. And...umm..no rehearsal friday. But that's kinda sucky too, another night with my dad and brother. Oh well. Might as well get used to it.
:-)

Gym sucked today. Jill wasn't here, so no partner. And those girls I was playing against pissed me off soo much. Gr. But on the bright side, it was 15 to 5 the first time..and second game it was 15 to 12..and I was by myself, so I lost well. It was a good lose.

I'm thinkign about changing the background. Snow's over. I think I'll do that before my paper. Woo procrastination!

So..i'm hansoning and bored. So random hanson lyrics time. I know you're all excited :-) We'll make it a game..guess the Hanson song!

1)Good-bye four leaf clovers
Hello gone awry
Don't cry the fight ain't over
Unless you let it pass you by

2)Suddenly the sky is falling
Could it be it's too late for me
If I never said I'm sorry, then I'm wrong, yes I'm wrong
Then I hear my spirit calling
Wondering if she's longing for me
And then I know that I can't live without her

3)We're all on the ground crying out
Would somebody save me please
I won't sit around just thinking about
The troubles that tomorrow brings
Yeah

4) Isn't it weird? Isn't it strange? How we're just two strangers on this runaway train. We're both trying to find, a place in teh sun, we lived int eh shadow, doesnt everyone? Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes?

Isn't it hard standing in the rain?
You're on the verge of going crazy and you heart's in pain
No one can hear, but you're screaming so loud. You feel like you're all alone in a faceless crowd.

You don't stand out..and you dont fit in.

5) Mmmmmmbop..dup da doo wop...turn it up a doo wap...da dooo

The last one's the hardest ;-) And if you don't get four, I'll eat you. Lol. Ok..bye folks.

Late start tomorrow
Concert was tonight. it was too long. Kinda boring. The end was funny though. Jill screams out "OMG! ITS HUL!" Haha. I'm surpised they didn't hear it onstage.

So i had another healthy dinner. Yummy burger king. I seriously feel like vomiting. I can't tell you the amount of greasy-restuarant food I've eaten in the past 2 months. I feel like I shouldn't eat for a year. Bleeech.

But I will. Foods good. It's too good. It sucks in that way. You need it to live but it kills you quicker..if that makes sense.

Ok...time for crap hour.

Crappish thing 1- Sisters and mom gone for a week, left with brother and dad during spring break. :-( Crappy.

Crappish thing 2- I'm getting a ride from spencer all week to school. He's going to breakfast. Jackie and Jill aren't. I'll have no one to talk to.

Crappish Thing 3- term paper moved to thursday. Sounds good at first, but blah. because instead of tonight sucking, I get to put off the stress until tomorrow. Oh yay.

Good thing! Found my journal...turns out I wrote in it last night before bed. It was laying on my floor. Phew.

Crap thing 4- People are awesome. People suck. People confuse me. All people. You all suck, but you're awesome. You all confuse me. lol.

Hm. Ok. I could list more, but you don't care and I'm exhausted. So yay to procrastination. Yay to sleep too. Wooo.

Today's Horoscope
You like to know what is real, but reality is a bit of a slippery slope now. Although you may not be clear about your place in the outer world or about how others may judge you, you are pretty sure that something feels good and this is enough for you to pursue it. The problem is your senses and your imagination are being stimulated beyond normal and it makes it difficult to maintain good judgment. If things end up disappointing, remember that this is reality's way of telling you the truth.

Blah
So I finally finished. After 4 failed attempts...yes...my criticism on the bell jar is COMPLETE!!! Yes, you heard me correctly. No longer must I slave away in front of this screen. Oh no. Not until this weekend when I write my two term papers that is. But until then. Wooo! Nothing can stand in my way.

Oh..btw..remind me to fill in the equations tomorrow on my lab..thanks...you.

Doom di doom.So I missed my interview today. Totally on accident I swear, my mom forgot and wouldn'tpick up her phone...so I just went to rehearsal. and I called my dad later and somehow it's been twisted around that I forgot so it's my fault that I won't have a job this summer. ::nods:: Makes perfect sense.

I can't wait until we no longer have to eat out. My family is so embarressing. All they do is fight. I've come tot he point where I just sit there and watch them. It's something out of one of those crazy movies. Grr families. it's annoying. The only time people pay attention to me in family situations is when my dad is calling me a "damn liberal" and saying how I'm a "teenager and one day you'll see the light and you'll be truely happy.." Shit like that. i don't know. Or when I'm being accused of being anorexic. Cuz I order a kids size...that makes me anorexic. :;rolls eyes:: Stupid stupid stupid stupid.

This week has been weird. Nothing has hapened yet its been crazy. I don't get it, do you? Noope? i thought so.

Ok..off to bed then I think. Then school..wooo...bowling though! The best class of the day. I get my math test and chem test back though. I think i did half good on my math test ::knock on wood::But whenever I thinkt hat, I made stupid mistakes. Oh well. My grade can't get lower. I have a 65.7 in that class..and it's funny, cuz on my last test I got a 65...so it did nthing to my grade. Thank god. Whew.

Ok..dudes...no more writing...Bed time..geez..stop distracting me. Good night!!

~Patty Ice Melt (Ghetto ES name..lol...remember melissa? I was thinking out the class after we talked about it, so yeah...good times..)