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2005 23 December :: 6.56 pm
My house smells like fish. Amanda and Gabby are teaming up against me. I've been called more names in the past half hour than in a long time. Hence the reason I avoid family gatherings at all costs. Got sick of it and I'm chil-laxing by myself in my room.
Christmas sucks. No....wait....my family sucks at christmas.
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2005 14 December :: 1.41 pm
Poop on a stick.
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2005 9 December :: 3.10 am
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!
I'm a fucking mess. I don't even know why.
Plus, I'm tired of drunk people. I just want to sleep.
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2005 27 November :: 12.29 am
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: Vienna- Billy Joel
Yay for feeling worthless, jerky, and just all around crappy.
Ryan Hoffman and I ate ice cream and watched Firefly. We were being girly. So that was fun. Until I got sick from the ice cream, lol.
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2005 23 November :: 1.34 pm
:: Mood: Jerky
I feel like a jerk.
I need to go shower though. The boy will be here soon so we can go to work.
I hate work.
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2005 20 November :: 11.09 pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: Hanson
My Flowers Are Dead
How sad.
My newer ones are okay, though.
I got myself a good guy.
I love him very much.
Today was kind of slow, which sucked. But that's okay.
I ate good food.
That, my friends, is why I'm fat(ish)
-patrice
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2005 16 November :: 11.19 am
:: Mood: Smelly
:: Music: May It Be- Enya
Lay Ze
I woke up at 8am, got out of bed, turned on my music, turned the lights on, then went back to sleep. Poop, I know. Another day no running. I am definitly not getting un-fat anytime soon.
And that sucks.
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2005 10 November :: 10.54 pm
:: Mood: depressed
remember when saying you felt depressed made you a target for days of yelling? Yeah, I'm glad people are calmer now.
Anyways, I'm insane. I think about the future too much. Blah blah, what else is new.
Now I have to think about my test tomorrow. Poop.
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2005 6 November :: 12.17 am
My flowers still haven't died. It's been a long time.
That's a good thing.
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2005 30 October :: 11.11 pm
Soooo tempted to go am AIM. I must CONCENTRATE. Not working. -.-
The world is against me.
Rather over-dramatic, no?
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2005 28 October :: 1.02 am
I'm getting a D in theatre. O.O
Only because I haven't shown him proof that I saw Charlotte's Web. Hopefully that brings it up.
:-\
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2005 26 October :: 11.56 pm
:: Mood: Not Very Shiny
:: Music: Rent- Goodbye, Love
Crisis Averted.
Music has been restored to my computer. Thank God for the restart button.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
And that's about all.
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2005 25 October :: 11.04 pm
To No one
To You: Do you ever really hear what I say? Or is it that you just don't care?
To You: You promised me you'd never do it. You promised. Looks like you're just like the rest of them.
To You: I'm sorry. That sucks. Move on.
To You: Don't worry, I still know my place.
To You: Stop trying to sound smart. You're just making yourself out to be an annoying dumbass.
To You: What's really important in your life right now?
To You: I don't talk to you because I don't like being yelled at.
If you think it's about you, it's not. Probably not about anyone who reads this. Maybe. yeah.
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2005 24 October :: 11.08 pm
:: Mood: Worried
I feel really rushed right now. I wish I had time to slow down and not make this decision. It's too hard. Things need to just slow down. I'm serious. I mean, it's only my future we're talking about here. Not that that's important at all.
:-\
I need to talk to Ryan. He's about the best person to talk to about these things. He's surprisingly un-biased. And that's cool. Plus he's much more level headed then I am.
Damn me being a girl.
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2005 19 October :: 11.20 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
Puzzles
Today went pretty well overall.
We bought a puzzle! It's so exciting. We're already like an old couple. Sweet.
Then I talked to him about stuff. Which was nice. Because I actually talked. I've tried starting that conversation a half billion times and I actually did it this time. Yay?
Anywho, Patrice is happy, but can't keep her eyes open. Her Mom is making her take the driving test tomorrow, even though it's obvious that I'm going to fail. Oh well. I'll find some way to convince her. Hopefully. Plus I realllllly don't want to start paying for gas.
Poooo on gas.
And that's all. Nights.
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