sorry its long
noises and kisses by the used

Look in my eyes, i'm jaded now, whatever that means
By sharing these things, i rip my heart out
It's worth my time, whatever that means.
Hard to see up, my neck feels stiff
Until i wake up, the orange i choked
Back to my neck
It's worth my time, whatever that means.
Share with me cause i need it right now
Let me see your insides
Write me off, cause i'd rather starve now
If you won't open up
Give it to me, give me all, whatever you want
It's never been me to want this much
From you i can see
Share with me cause i need it right now
Let me see your insides
Write me off, cause i'd rather starve now
If you won't open up
You won't open up
It tears me up...it tears me up.
Look in my eyes, i'm jaded now, whatever that means
But show me these things, i rip my heart out
It's worth my time, whatever that means.
Share with me cause i need it right now
Let me see your insides
Write me off, cause i'd rather starve now
If you won't open up
You won't open up
Share with me (yeah it tears me up)
'Cause i need it right now
Let me see your insides (tears me up)
Write me off, (and it tears me up) cause i'd rather starve now
If you won't open up
You won't open up

whats the word that you use when you conect memories with music
well i know julie reads this so im really cant go with her ok sorry i just dont want to anymore
so me ryan chris dylan are going to start a band fun
got new strings for my bass hung out with
erica ands sment the night with ryan and learned some guitar stuff had alot of fun so woohu so ill talk to you all soon ok luve to yea all later

it sounds good i wrote a good song
well some of the guys are bringing ther guitars to school and im bringing my BASS!!
woohu
its like a lunch room concert that dosent even matter
are you guys going to the dance tommorow(friday) i am but yeah it dosent matter
i made a portrad of me out of wire
i wish i was that wireriey
i wrote a song today it like number 15 but this is like the only good one
i really like it ill post it some time to see what you guys think
well today was fun and now its done so ill talk to you guys soo
have a Great Night

a poem on the spot
~the end is the end~
not much to say not much to do
not like it matters it dosent concern you

you dont listen and you dont care
my life is a blake and empty hole
a body with no mind and a heart with out a soul

but a i lay and start to stop and my heart skips a bet
and i realize my friends were waiting to meet
at the top of that hill right beneth my feet

as our soul collect and we feel what was sweet and we come to relize it was the tast of defeat

and as the day ends and we see what was there we relize that love,hate a fear were just a step to the end and our life was a story and that life is you friend becouse once it stops it really is the end...and that once you are gone so are you friends
~Tony P.~

:that came from my mind not like it matter call me names or what ever you want its how i feel and thats something i do to get out what i want to say so criticize me i dont care anymore mabye ill write something about how big of a dumbass you are....... love to you all

life as of now
well this weekend was fun
i get my licence in like a week then i get to drive to
i really really want to see the movie "underworld"
and "the order"
soo if anyone wants to come with me there are open spots
school is fun so far and its
no promlems yet i think
going stag maybe
dono
how is everyone doing
bet you wont reply but it dont matter ill just get some dumbass an anonymous ass hole saying i should die
but all is well

went to michigan advantures with my cousin jazimind and ricky erica and sam lil tony and charlie.
it was alot of fun i road alot of rollercousters
went into the water park illegally
you cant were normal shorts into the water park its against state law
(me and erica got kicked out of the park twice)
mom and dad came back yesterday darn oh well it was fun well they lasted

talk to you all later

somday its going to be alright
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when

pitty for the poor
well im glad that the majority of you are having fun in school
i on the other hand am not mu shit happens right....i mean shit like this must happen to me for a reason for fucks sake so i just got to stiff it out oh well i manage
i stepped on a pencl to day (it just gets wors for me doesent it) and i think i hit a nerve or it just plan out hurts but it was pretty cool thats four times ive been stabed with a pencl
segment two is almost done its pretty cool i get to drive
its funny when you meet a new friend no names will be said and you think that thay respect you yea know feelings and ways you feel about some one

so far no good
well i guess i get to see jason vs. freddy tommorow with ryan erica and keith and watch house of 1000 corpus but that movie blows
its fun having the internet and all but theres never really anything to do on it i dont have any games
i dont know how this hole band thing is going to work out with the way thinks are but i really dont know its getting odd
but im getting better
im gona have a party like the second week of school when Ben comes back
i cant wait to see him
if you know him you would know why im so excited hes like my brother and i miss the hell out of him
boy the stories i could tell
but you all dont have the time to read my pointless gibberish so ill end on a note that doesent matter what so ever

i find myself trying to swollow a hole four dollars in change and so far i have a buck 25
in quarters