rooftop
god have you guys ever been on top of the school "i have" is soo cool but im all cut up i guess i have sensitive skin
its really cool sliding down a twenty foot metal roof at 4 o'clock
fun shit i tell you what
but thats all i have to say and oh yeah
see you in nine days.......i think

school
well school starts soon and all kinds of thinks will happen and people will change and its going to be fucking crazy to see everone again
just can wait yeah know
gona be fun
its all almost done
a couple more years and were in the "real world"
hahaha
real hahaha
the only real world is the one that i live in when i sleep

After long, the weight is too much to bear. We've raised our glasses to the wonders of freedom, advancement, and indiviiduality for so long, only to celebrate their absence. This is the era when childern view horrors from satellites mixed between syndicated sesame street. Our wondrous tools bred a new form of youth , one that casts of all absoluteness, and believes in little other truth than that there is no true answer... strange that a childs fall from innocences can be the greatest form of wisdom. Conflicts inside , conflicts everywhere it is too much of a burdon to give the coming generation. the werfare nation builds its arsenals on the peripherals as our playground corrode from the inside out. The gods drive the flock into the darkness, where nothing can be proven and nothing believed. The world hasen't changed it still spins, suspended on an axis around the stars we have changed. This is our internal recession our inability to grasp the last piece of comfort we were holding so tightly.

Thanks for reading this for your absent minded rooftop liver
Tony P.

well its all getting better
the last couple days have been great fun for me i got hit in the eye with a banana and then we decided that there will be a lord of the bumble bee crabmeat three return of the can
me and erica have been hanging out quit a bit
i miss jay
me and ryan and erica and sam saw LXG it was really fun
well my birthday is tommorrow see how many people remember
16 on the 16th isnt that speical
well my party is on the 19 hope to see the majority of you there
see you all in silent hill

my b-day potty
mud wrestling
nude volly ball(or with clothing)
un-sex sleepover
music music music
im turning sixteen on the sixteenths
so its speical
it would be nice if you want to come
but you need to r.s.v.p.
696-9784
you dont need to bring a present
*but it would be great if you did tho so do it*
anyone can spend the night if they bring a tent
there will be a little bit of food
but there will be
MUD WRESTLING

erica i love you
oh my god i really need to see you and just hold your hand and look in your eyes
and to know that all along the "dream" was only a vision of something that was to come and now that time is hear to make the dream come true,
erica will you ma....................

why do people do this
for the last time people i.e. justin please stop taking cheap shots at her
erica i cant wait to see you i really really miss you i just cant wait
me jake and matt made really really cool movies
"ninja bagel bite baby"
love you erica,

this is great
well this summer has started of slow
im afraid i wont be able to see you
you know how i feel and if your my friend
you respect my choice
me and ryan are starting up the band again
anytakers
were going to play at stuges
my 16 birthday is on the 16s duh
your all invited
i feel like i let myself go (i need to shave)
my hair is falling out
my family is like blah blah blah
"SHUT UP"

the ends(to all )
the time has come to relize that all the times you spend lying in your bed woundering why you always sleep before you die in your dreams.
time to relive all the memories you have made and to make the dreams you want to relive.
you friends will show there true colors and trust me there not all bright,
but finding that out youll know why you fight, then trust each other with you lifes,
but when the end comes well all know why were her
but the end wont come for years and years
so the child inside should shed no tears
and the fears of losing everthing will arrive
but that is wrong we will thrive and live long with a good life and think strong
we will know what love really is
is it a word or a bernasesity of life
we will trully open our eyes for the first and true time and to see the one
but no one was there
you are confused and then
you closed them again and remembered of the one that was there in you dreams and then compare
that to the one that was there and the one in my dreams i choose
becouse the one that was there wasent really wasent there
but the one in my dreams the one in my head will always be there
you all are the one in my head and you always be there but know your in my heart and not in my head i love you all and you do love me some
and to live with out you all i would know no fun
you make me laugh and made me cry but never made me pull the gun to end the life that was truily there and know i know you'll all listen just like i will
(i dont know how to end this but in life there really are no ends only begginings)