argghhh
well it seams that my friends get of to getting me into trouble
why does every one care when im happy
if its becouse i dont sit with you
well you guys dont talk to me so why do you care
i just dont see how you guys can get of and do that
im not ditching you
we hang out all the time
and if you guys werent so mean
but yeah thanks
for not wanting me to be happy
cause you know what im happy with her

well what else
well
i feel creative
i wrote 9 songs today they just keep coming out it was crazy
and the weird thing was
the all sound pretty good

well i went and saw BASIC with MC justin, Gravy, and J it was lots of fun
but as confusing as
FUCK
holey shit
couldent follow it

but yeah coming soon to your back yard
RED LETTER DAY
Tony putt- bass/vocals
Chris Best-drums
Dylan Ross-guitar/vocals

well you cant change me
yeah well look at me
im bad
bad tony
cant belive you
doing that
you know if people find out youll get in trouble
dont worry its not what you think or is it????
well youll never know its a secreat
well ill go know im expecting a phone call

HAHAHAHAHA
HEHEHAHA
this is funny ok get this
one person knows what im taking about mainly because that person was there
i stayed after school today to get some work done in BST II and stuff hehe
*wink*
so then my mom came into the school and was all angery cuz i was a couple minutes late
and that certain person that was with me is not very well liked by my mother apparently
she said i was "done"
hahahahahahahahahahahahahehhehehaaha
just to let u know i mean that certain person now
im great
ill be fine hehehe
*evil grin*

who you are never changes who you think you are does
today was fun actually
erica and i will and always be great friends
hehehe
i dont really care if any of you dont like what im doing about this but tough
ok
and LEAVE ERICA ALONE
she dident do anything ok shes still by friend
and if you have anything to say about it comeone tell me whats the worst that could happen
but if you guys really want to help quit blaming things on erica ok
she did nothing
k
shes a good person
and if any of you treather any differently ull have to deal with me
yeah i am defending her and i always will
so just leaveus alone
im happy
werenot together so you all should be hapy

you all should be happy
WELL
you all should be happy right know
you all got your wish
.................................
she got what she wants
shes happy now
she can do what ever she wants


but no
im not happy
this isent what i wanted
i wanted her
i still do
but its over
and no thanks to me and no thanks to you
every thing is gone
gone down the drain

in the end was any of it worth it

yes
and
no
no it wasent
not one bit of it

i cared to much
and let others make me belive things that werent true
i dident belive them
so i asked you

you took it the wrong way
then like always
you walked away
and i thought it was over i was right
but you know what i slept best that night

but no she is what i want
but hay that was our last fight

its over guys you should be happy

but as for me


well
lets hope i live right

i mean were still
............................friends

god DAMMIT
well what the fuck
i do every thing for her
ive spend around $90.00 dollars on her
i do what ever i can to make her happy
so she walkes away when i need her
i ask her to talk and not to walk but still nothing
it was cold
she dident care about me
i gave her what she want
she gave me a cold stair
and a broken heart
some say to end it
and its logic but i cant
i thought i was in love
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
what a fucking joke i dont know anything about love
fuck im dumb
but will this ever end who knows
does she want it to end
if she wants to come out and lift the burdin off your shoulders
kinda feels like you want to
do you see what you do to me
do you care how i feel
do you
cause i dont know anymore
come on
talk to me and we can work things out
my friends were right and some were wrong
ill see how things go
this is a simple question for you erica
YES
or
NO

my shitty life
emotions are spinning around my head
twisting my thought
tears are cold
so am i
the words wont come out anymore
speechless
my heart still beats
and at a fast pace
ive poured my soul out to you
my heart is dry....

what now
what will happen
you say love is meaningless
to me
its what i feel for you
and nothing will change that

some say the worst is yet to come
i say
"your crazy"


whats wrong with me.......

the big game
well to get my mind off of things
and by things i mean bad things
and by bad things u know what i mean
the guys [david,jay,james,chris and justin]
are all gona stay after on wednesday to play some basketball like old times it will be fun and maybe it will help me clear my head a lil bit
well good day and see u all tomarrow

meh
well today was fun and so was yesterday i painted a lil girls room yesterday
theres a kitty on my shoulders and he just lyed down hehehe umm yeah
im prly not gona do anything for the talent show now and that pisses me off heh ull hear me though
its a good week tho and hopefully next week will be good too

me go BLA BLA
weee
fun day except no erica
god im annoying when shes not with me and im gross to oh well not like it maters your not reading this anyways