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:: 2003 27 January :: 7.53 am
:: Mood: scared

*sigh*
crap this cant be good something bad is coming and i can feel it i dont want to feel it but i do and there is nothing to stop it...

what is going to happen some thing that was bound to happen or is it just a test there is no way of knowing and the outcome could do one of two things

1.make it
2.break it

3 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 25 January :: 4.14 pm
:: Music: nirvana lithium

well hello and how is everyone?im fine i had lots of fun at the late nighter i had fun with jessica oh yeah and david im not scared anymore im just happy thats right im happy again.

17 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 24 January :: 4.27 pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: The Used

well not much to do hopefully later me jessica david and whoever else goes will have fun but yeah tonys a little worryed but if you dont know why then dont worry in the long run some one always gets hurt and i wish that no one ever gets hurt i just...AGGGHHH
like Jessica alot

Step on my dreams


:: 2003 21 January :: 5.06 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: the used tast of ink

going to the swirl (WOOHU)with jessica and well its a dance and we all know what happens there fighting,crying and some times nothing...oh yeah and dancing and i truilly think the real king of the dance is jay,i mean just watch his feet "faster than lightning,
well me ryan and marty are going to play at THE BEAN in April hope the majority of youguys come
life is better to a extent i just dont like hurting feelings.im happy with jessica shes really cool,i like her alot, alot.
The used are a cool band imean the lead singer throws up whin he is singing all the time and to do that you got to have guts (ha ha get it guts haha i crack myself up)
oh well ill se you all later

4 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 20 January :: 8.07 am
:: Music: The Used

goin crazy
AHHHHHHH i dont know what to do with my life this sucks execpt for a small proportion that means alot (jessica)i mean its about time that this happend we have been waiting for like almost a year to get together its pretty damn cool were goin to the swirl to dont know what we are going to do befor it it its gona be good

3 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 17 January :: 1.34 pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: the casuilties nightmare

yea know what im in a really good mood i havent been this happy in a while well i have but never mind on that so yeah i was thinking that tony hasent had a party in alonge time so it might be a good idea but then again who would come the uusual or not even that but i dint knoe becouse of the grade that im getting in math and in science the suck so bad but whats the worst that could happen to "Tony" nothing your right i love my parents they just cant stay mad at such an adorably slimy and hairy kid like me......i guess they just feel sorry for me hehe.

3 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 17 January :: 9.27 am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: The used "mabye memories

DAMMITE
FUCK FUCK this is so gay i just failed my math exams with a wopping 44 percent now i get to go to FOUNDATIONS woopitdy frecking doo this is so gay......ehh oh well ill get over it its only......MATH!! what do i need with math im just gona me a male stripper so eeh

2 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 16 January :: 6.04 pm
:: Mood: TONY
:: Music: the Abandoned

im back
well my friends if i have them still which i hope i do i realized that hte entire time u guys were just watchin out for me. and im sorry for sometimes ignoring you which i didnt do on purpose im just kinda dumb. Jay im really sorry buddy i just want to be friends again im gona act the way i used to back to normal(hahaha normal)tony im gona try as hard as i can *scratches head* well all im really tryin to say is that im sorry jay justin jimi brad all u guys i apoligize for all the things that ive done and all that ill ever do i miss u guys alot ur more than family ur like my life and resently its been kinda empty

i love u guys

Step on my dreams


:: 2003 16 January :: 3.43 pm
:: Mood: depressed

Me and David are starting to realize that we should have died in that car accedent that one spiecial night...

14 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 12 January :: 1.11 pm

well i lose friends and loved ones that mean the most becouse of the way that i act well then im just going to comepleatly change if thats what you guys want im sorry if i have problems and it gets in your way so ill just change. im sorry

7 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 10 January :: 4.05 pm

i am the biggest dumb fuck in the fucking world i ruined the greates thing that ever happened to me i fucked up i cant belive me i cant live with what ive done Erica Grannis i LOVE you so much i love you and only you for ever and i will ALWAYS ALWAYS love you i am so sorry...

5 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 2 January :: 4.13 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: nothing but my brain humming

iv decide that the world would be a happer place if i just stop,stopped what i due. everone deserves someone or something good, i am neather so i am to be alone like i am ment to. love will always me in the back of my head "she is the greates thing that happend to me even thought you see me how i am in tears but she dosent deserve me she deserves some one better i love you erica"

good bye my friends see you in my next life

7 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 1 January :: 7.53 pm

ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU



ERICA

1 Bastard | Step on my dreams


:: 2003 1 January :: 7.38 pm
:: Mood: empty

it was all a dream......or was it
its like i woke up frpm a good dream...it seemed like it was all over in my head thats all i was thinking about bad thought racing by and then i relived that i was truilly in love...people tell me she does stuff like this on purpose but i dont belive it i just cant... later on as i lay down to sleep i hear a familiar voice wisper i my ear.........."sweet dreams"

11 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams


:: 2002 29 December :: 5.52 pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Sum F4rty 1 A.N.I.C

i have any idea
well i just thought of a great idea i have a camera(video) and a lot of energy so energy+video camera=fun home movie so i need an elite crew of ruffieans and hellraisers so first come first surve its guna me a blast just dont be afraid to get a few bumbs and bruses and a few cuts so i need a list of about ten kids and at least three girls and were set!!!

5 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams

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