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2008 26 April :: 1.52am
weird isn't it?
how you see someone you went to school with and they are pregnant.. and having twins.
seems like just yesterday we we're playing on the swings at recess.
my how time flys.
in other news, 5 days. I'm nervous about the move, but i've got a good feeling about it at the same time, i got my bill paid tonight. fuck you chase mastercard i don't owe you shit anymore!!!!!!
heh.
anywho, off to meet the sandman.
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2008 25 April :: 12.36pm
probably should have posted this earlier.
tomorrow night is my going away party at jenny reed's house
BE THERE!!!!!!!!!!!
call me for directions 616 835 2734
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2008 23 April :: 10.38pm
okay, so the deal i made with my credit card might not happen.
i was expecting a paycheck today, boss is in chicago and won't be home till friday, fucker forgot to write me a check and now i'm missing a little more than half the money to pay my fucking bill tomorrow.
its a last chance for this. fucking stupid
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2008 23 April :: 7.38pm
andy came over, we got the cutlass running, it breathed its last breath by me, then it ran out of gas.
it made me smile with it running again.
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2008 22 April :: 9.05pm
anyone else find this extremely attractive
http://cgi.ebay.com/ebaymotors/Honda-CB-CB400F-Honda-CB400f-CB400-F-four-supersport-Cafe-racer-1977_W0QQitemZ260232384972QQcmdZViewItem
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2008 21 April :: 7.04pm
:: Music: Love is a long road
Soul
God dammit, I said I was going to keep at this, and I took another X month break. Well whatever, I'm going to try again, if only to try to be social.
These past few months haven't felt real in the least. Its just like I've been dreaming or watching everything from the outside. Everyday at school has just felt more temporary than anything else. Its scaring me because its the same feeling I had at central my first year. Where nothing was real, and I was just being pushed through something.
I'm horribly fucked for physics. Once the professor told me not to bother coming to class anymore, I took it to heart quite well. The rest of my classes are so blah. I'm most likely doing well, but who knows? Professors don't talk much til the end, though you are welcome to go to their offices that they aren't in during their office hours. Terrific. But thats all kind of meh right now. I've been in kind of an immunity type mood for now. No idea why, but I'm not going to question it.
Went with Chris, Kevin, and Chris's friend ben out to FOUNDERS, not POUNDERS like I thought I was hearing. Whoops...
But, went out and had a pretty good time. Lucas showed up with his new fiance Heather and friend Dusty. Good times. Things got and felt awkward a bit later on during the night, but I feel like that all the damn time, so I'm sure it was nothing. Was nice to see that Finger band that Chris and Kevin assured me was on par with the second coming of christ. I hope to get out and do more shit like that in the coming months since being anti social is starting to bother me, but we'll see.
Anyway, gotta get back to work on this lab report, so you woohu kids keep...uh...woohuing it up.
Oh, and go Delpha Omega Phi!
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2008 19 April :: 11.32am
You'd think I'd be used to this bullshit.
The feeling like shit because my mom puts rolling cigarettes and shuffle board before me.
Especially when its for something I NEED.
I need her to find her 2006 Tax info.
There isnt a want for it, it is an important need.
I need it for Financial Aid.
I need it to get money for college.
I need it so that i dont have to ask for money elsewhere, and take out loans.
But whatever.
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2008 18 April :: 6.04pm
:: Music: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
I didn't go to Ohio.
I stayed home to relax, and do some more self-cleansing.
I visited Katelyn today.
I haven't seen her in a very long time, and I feel as though I have abandoned our friendship.
Financial Aid stuff is cluster-fucked.
I just watched the movie Juno.
I liked it.
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2008 16 April :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: tired, hungry, etc.
:: Music: my professor
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i hate looking for jobs. i mean, i get excited about all of the opportunities. but i also get really depressed about how i feel like i'm not good at anything. and all the things i am good at, aren't interested in having me.
whether it's true or not, even partially, doesn't really matter. it still feels crappy.
then again, maybe i just need to eat.
and i feel guilty for not listening to the lecture today. but it's just review. so there.
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2008 16 April :: 1.37pm
i'm kind of a hard person to be friends with sometimes, i think.
not all the time. and not in all respects. but there are a few areas where i'm definitely lacking.
but that's okay, because i'm still not really that bad.
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2008 15 April :: 9.35pm
Spending the weekend in Ohio.
I hope it brings some sort of solution to my madness lately.
Doubt it though.
For the moment, the tears have stopped.
The uncomfortable feeling is still there.
Still burdening me.
I feel.. blah.
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2008 15 April :: 7.16pm
i walked out of class today because i was frustrated. probably not a good choice, but there you are.
at least i made amends with my groupmates. that's the important part.
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2008 14 April :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: better
:: Music: radiohead - no surprises
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i feel much better after today. i'm still kind of pissed about some stuff. and the wings lost. but at least, for whatever reason, i managed to evade the same sort of funkiness that's been haunting my shadows for the past week or two.
and there's nothing but good on the horizon. so, shut the fuck up, brain!
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2008 12 April :: 11.48pm
16 games of bowling played so far this week.
3 more tomorrow then i'm done.
http://grgrusbc.org/rslts/yr0708/OpnChmpSngl.htm
i'm ranked 52 our of 600 something in my handicap game from last weekend
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