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2007 22 October :: 12.34pm
:: Mood: not good
it's funny how quickly things change sometimes.
it's not funny how slowly i adapt to them. because just about the time i get settled in (if at all), it changes again anyway, and i'm just that much less interested in attempting to change for the next time.
funnier yet is how even when i don't feel like trying, i wind up changing anyway. it just seems like it should be more advertent and thought out.
this all adds up to me being listless and worthless, and me feeling all the emotions appropriate to those qualifications.
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2007 21 October :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: whelmed
:: Music: Extreme - Cupid's Dead
:: Romance Novel ::
Night is the time for deep conversations.
Staving off sleep for the value of a moment.
The haze tries to convince you to forget by morning.
Subduing it, you rise to face the afternoon, believing yourself a poet.
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2007 21 October :: 2.56am
darkside of the rainbow never ever gets old.
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2007 19 October :: 11.05am
So, this weekend should be pretty good. Leaving for central at 2, then me, Katie, and Brian are going to Brian's parents house for a weekend long slumber party! Oh and of course, plenty of partying at MSU! Kara and Sam are coming out Saturday. Should be oodles of fun!
Aaron is out in Cali right now with his sis, then he's going to Alabama, and hopefully he's coming home. I miss him!
In other news, my mom had her monthly check up at Henry Ford Hospital yesterday. For those of who are still in the dark, my mom finally got her liver transplant, actually on my birthday of this year. The appointment brought good news, they're starting to back down the steroids. Everything seems to be looking a little bit on the bright side! Have a fun weekend kiddies!
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2007 18 October :: 12.55am
today made me a little bit happier than i used to be. not sure why.
hmmm.
big list of todo's tomorrow,
sign up for classes
clean room
tighten wheel bearing on truck
some other random crap
bowling
drinking
ect.
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2007 17 October :: 4.29am
mmmmm cowboy bebop....
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2007 16 October :: 11.27pm
i don't want to think anymore.
it drives me crazy
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2007 16 October :: 4.11pm
okay, so i decided to change my journal layout a little bit.
black backgrounds use alot less energy than a white one i guess.
dunno, maybe i was just bored.
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2007 15 October :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: exhausted
so I was stumbling like a fool across the internet, bored with facebook and myspace, and all of a sudden, out of no where, it hits me smack in the forehead: WOOHU!
So I feebly remembered my password, logged on, and started to read. So many memories, so many lost friends, so much evidence as to how immature I was...:/ Really. Although, in high school I apparently had a larger vocabulary and was a tad more witty in how I structured my sentences. Meh.
The times may have changed, the people are different, and the situations altered, but undoubtedly, there is still issues with life. And undoubtedly, they will be posted here from now on. I heard it was good for the soul to release the tension through paper, or the keyboard. I need to be eased, starting tomorrow. The wine is kicking in and I have class at 8.
Until tomorrow,
Amylynn
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2007 15 October :: 11.23pm
the jessa and andy show huh?
what about "the beaver program?"
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2007 10 October :: 1.41am
there are just some things....
i have to much time at night to think lately.
i need less time to think and more busy time.
idle hands are the devil's playthings.
i lost my CD's, i can't find them, i'm extremely sad.
customers piss me off at work, they come in always ask for our $5 pizzas, i tell them we don't have any, they say that little Caesars does. They are always looking for a deal or a way to pay less.
i went to this delivery on cypress, well it was actually on 22 mile with a cypress address, it was rainy, i couldn't see shit, i finally found the place and the guy wanted to only pay $20 for his order instead of the $22 it was supposed to be, i told him i couldn't do it he replied with "fine, i hope you crash on your way back" what a stand up fucking gentlemen he is.
today, i guess i pulled out in front of this guy in a jeep or something, and he pulls up next to me in the left hand lane and says "watch where your're driving asshole" so i yelled back at him "fuck off" he was pissed be cause i pulled out in front of him, he was probably a good 100 feet away and should have already been on his brakes for the red light.
fuckers.
anyways, SoS tomorrow, wheel bearings. Shit like that. damnit.
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2007 9 October :: 10.52pm
:: Music: flogging molly whats left of the flag
i just like this song for some reason
"What's Left Of The Flag"
His eyes they closed
and his last breath spoke
he had seen all to be seen
a life once full
now an empty vase
wilt the blossums
on his early grave
walk away me boys
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
then the rosary beads
count them 1 2 3
fell apart as they hit the floor
in a garb of black
we must pay respect
to the color we were born to mourn
walk away me boys
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
In its place grew
an angry festered wound
full of hatered and remourse
where I pick and scratch
till the blood it matched
silent rage that now fills my lungs
for there are many ways
to kill a man they say
with bayonet, axe or sword
but son a bullet fired
from a shapeless guise
just put the shell of a Thompson gun
walk away me boy
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
from the east out to the western shore
where many men and many more will fall
but no angel flys with me tonight
though freedom reigns on all
and curse the name for which
we slaved our days
so every men chose Kingdom Come
But sure as night turns day
it's the passion play
oh my god
what have they done
with madmen rage
well the dogged craze
but the dead rise again you fools
walk away me boy
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
walk away me boy
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
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2007 9 October :: 12.08am
just another day in the life of a pizza delivery guy.
the end of this movie makes me want to get all teary eyed. (the devil's rejects)
i bought some apple juice today. i havn't been eating very good lately.
truck act's up in the rain, i don't like it.
anyways, thats all i want to talk about, good night.
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2007 7 October :: 9.51pm
good news, new haircut.
"they call me mr. clean"
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2007 7 October :: 8.38pm
66.07 hours for a hungry howies check for next week.
mmmm money.
the kegger went horriable.
there we're random ass highschool kids there.
people driving stupid
people making a shitton of unneeded noise.
so jenny kayleigh and i bailed and went to jennys
people came with us and took the keg.
people came after the keg, almost had a fight.
lots of douchebaggery
somehow i got blamed for a bunch of stuff, fuck you guys that tried blaming shit on me.
shit's weak.
anywho, going to do another starter in the yota, this one did the same shit as last time. fucking napa.
*sigh*
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