sometimes what is felt is more important than what is heard

:: 2007 24 September :: 11.05am

i died again in my dream.

i was some sort of warrior/hero in the roman era, probably 80BC or so, i went through this village and killed a bunch of people, i had mercy on the rest of the village and this guy decided he was going to kill me, i wasn't armed at the time and i started running and the next thing i could tell is that my head was falling. it was weird.

i dont like dieing in my dreams.

:: 2007 23 September :: 7.59pm

worst part of the whole weekend, i left my laptop cable in the hotel.

FUCK, lucky my brother has the same lappy as i do.
i'll just make a trip to best buy tomorrow and get another one.

6 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams

rayray

:: 2007 21 September :: 9.26pm

Interesting things have happened lately.
I was in shock for atleast a 24 hour time period.

Wednesday night around 10:15 we heard a knock at our door. So Mike told whoeverit was to come in because we were doing one of his Criminal Justice Quizzes online.. But whoever it was just kept knocking. So he got up and answered the door. Much to his and my surprise, there stands a man saturated in blood. From head to toe. Covered. Mike jumped back about 2 feet, and my eyes grew as big as they could possibly get. Mike asked the guy if he wanted us to call 911. But he just kept repeating 'i crashed my bike, please don't call the cops.. please man, don't.. i'll go to jail.. im drunk" So we got the guy a wet towel, so he could put it on the gaping hole he had in his head. Mike followed the guy out to the pavement when the guy realized he was at the wrong apartment. He took him down to his nephews apartment and the cops showed up. When Mike was talking to the cop, and the guys nephew one of them asked the guy if he got beat up. And the guy, who entirely intoxicated, said "yeah I did. that guy punched me in the face" (pointing at Mike) and Mike was like "dude, you just showed up on my door step, I don't know who you are". I went outside after swallowing my stomach, and there was a massive blood trail. Blood all over my door, bottom of the door frame, side of the door frame, our door mat, steps. In the mean time we're trying to find out where this guy came from, and what happened.. And we notice that his BICYCLE was leaning against one of the garages out back, and the door as well as his bike was covered with blood as well. So then we followed the trail back the other way, and found the spot where he crashed. He either hit a parked truck on his bike, or just simply fell over. There was an extreme puddle of blood on the ground and then smears on the front of the truck.

I haven't ever witnessed ANYTHING like that in my life.
When I went to try to go to sleep that night, I had knots in my stomach so bad that I thought I was going to puke and everytime I'd close my eyes, I'd picture that guy. When I did fall asleep, I'd start sweating so bad that I'd wake up, or Mike would wake me up.
I had nightmares.

Now Im just paranoid of everything and anything that could possibly be in the dark.

:: 2007 21 September :: 4.05pm

i got ambitious today and decided to make our lawn look good.

:: 2007 20 September :: 1.12am

things i need to do.

1. Quit drinking
2. quit smoking pot
3. "Quit quitting."

:: 2007 19 September :: 12.59pm

things have gotten interesting.

my mind is playing games again.
fuck.

:: 2007 15 September :: 2.34am

still sore.

averaged $12/hour tonight.

if i could get 30hours a week that would be awesome.
some people need to quit.

:: 2007 12 September :: 11.50pm

averaged $10 an hour tonight driving pizza.

truck averaged 17-20mpg, not bad.

driving pizza is the best job for the money i've ever done.

:: 2007 11 September :: 11.12pm

tomorrow i work 5-close at h2.

2 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams

:: 2007 11 September :: 12.35am

i start cleaning tomorrow.

2 Bastards stepped on my dreams | Step on my dreams

:: 2007 10 September :: 9.30pm

man, i think this is the most depressed i've ever been.

fuck.

the good news is that me and box found dave mirra free style BMX 2 at software ect toinght for $3.99

:: 2007 10 September :: 2.10am

tonight's adventure was interesting.

we rolled past best buy and there was a bunch of people outside, i asked what they we're waiting for and one guy said "we're waiting for PS4!"

it was hilarious.

:: 2007 7 September :: 11.59am

last night, i downloaded

Clutch, live at the orbit room 3-17-07 not the best recording, but i was there :D