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2004 29 February :: 4.04 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: MxPx
Yeah we went to the attic friday and saturday it was awesome lol we met sooo many people....We met Alex, Andrew, Brandon, Mark, Kinda met Craig Matt and Zac, some other kid i forget his name lol and prolly alot more well anyways Alex is in a band with Craig Matt and Zac called Bank 9 and they're REALLY awesome!!!! He doesnt think they are but whatever.....anyways Alex is really hot i think him and Tiffany like each other :D well i dont really have much to say.....im not in the best of moods right now im sick and i loosed my voice....yeah. hmmm. i went and saw the passion yesterday....it was really really sad. but good too. I think this andrew kid likes me. maybe. yeah he does he told tiffany. well anyways.....goodbye-
Leah
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2004 26 February :: 10.22 pm
:: Mood: SCARED!!!!!
OH MY GOD THAT WAS SO SCARY DANIELLE SENT ME A PICTURE WITH THIS GUY I GUESS HE WAS AT THIS PLACE AND ASKED HIS FRIENDS TO TAKE A PICTURE AND THEY DID AND THEN HE SCREAMED AND DIED AND THE DOCTORS SAID IT WAS CUZ OF A HEART ATTACK AND WHEN THEY GOT THE PICTURES BACK THERE WAS THIS CHICK NEXT TO HIM AND SHE WAS LIKE ALL DEAD AND SCARY LOOKING IT WAS SOOO SCARY I CRIED AND MY BROTHER RAN OUT OF THE ROOM......
BUT other than that the concert was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the other bands did good but Mest was by far the best.....when Tony was singing "i hope i get my dick sucked" everyone, including the girls, were singing!!!!!!! And when Tony jumped out into the crowed he KICKED ME IN THE HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WooT w00t!!!! lol And then i grabbed i grabbed his arm and he LOOKED at me!!!!!! YEAH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol well stephen didnt even go down there at all and Erika wanted to go in the mosh pits but Jen didnt and she felt bad about leaving her so i was the only one who went....lol i got knocked around in one and pushed into another it was sooooo cool!!!!! after i made my way up to the front this one guy was like "i feel sorry for you" and i was like "why" and he said "cuz your like the smallest one in here!!!" lol it was awesome.....we were soooo smashed against each other i seriously couldnt breathe at all (when i got sick of it with the other bands i would just crowed surf out but with Mest i did but i went right back in YEAH YEAH i mean its Mest come on.....) and we were sooooo packed.....it was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM NEVER WASHING THAT PART OF MY HEAD OR MY HAND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Woot w00t!!!! OH MY GOD I CAN'T STOP THINKING OR TALKING ABOUT IT IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!! I WOULDA STAYED AROUND AND MET THEM CUZ THEY WALK AROUND THE VENUES AND STUFF (SOMEONE SAID TONY WAS WALKING AROUND DURING MATCHBOOK ROMANCE) AND THEY HANG OUT OUT BACK AFTER WORDS...BUT MY MOMMY WAS TIRED SO YEAH BUT HEY AT LEAST I GRABBED HIS ARM!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH YEAH I DIDNT GET TO MEET HIM BUT HE KICKED ME IN THE HEAD NEXT BEST THING RIGHT!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-
Leah
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2004 23 February :: 9.32 pm
:: Music: stabyouintheheadandeatyourfaceoff- local band from SoCal
TIFFANY CAN'T GO TO THE CONCERT TOMMOROW :( :( :( :( :( THAT MAKES ME SAD.....anyways today was boring.....i had detention and when i was walking out tom was like "leah come here" and i went over and he said "come one i'll walk with ya" and yeah i guess Britny thinks tiffany wrote that thing even tho she didnt and is really REALLY pissed and wants to kick her ass or something....yeah that wont be happening anytime soon. ANYWAYS.....god im so bored in this life....and Andrew didn't win the lottery...just thought id tell you all BUT ANYWAYS....goodbye-
Leah
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2004 21 February :: 12.30 am
:: Mood: pshhafied
TROGDOR THE BURNINATOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BURNINATING THE COUNTRY SIDE!!!!!!!!BURNINATING THE PEASENTS!!!!!BURNINATION COMPLETE!!!!!! okay first you draw an "S", then you draw a more different "S"....S is for Suck. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i like it!!!!!!! ANYWAYS DUDE we got 3 and a HALF days left!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!anyways today was super gay and im tired...goodbye-
Leah
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2004 19 February :: 8.16 pm
:: Mood: depressed
WO dude ericas cousin is SUPER HOT times TEN!!!!!!!! WO I WOULD SO DO HIM!!!! lol WO me and Dani talked to him today for like a million years yeah we played "name that song"......hmmm it was akward he kept wining and we kept loosing.....but anyways now im sitting in my cold basement and just got done eating sketi well i don't kno what to do. My mom wants me to go to the doctor cuz for all this shit. well TOO FUCKIN BAD IM NOT GOING. WO I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT YEAH ITS IN 5 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WO and Jessy from brand new is sooo effin doable i swear i'd be forced to rape him if i ever saw him.....BUT anyways....blah. Im tired. Goodbye.-
Leah
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2004 19 February :: 1.05 am
:: Mood: tired
WO im sooo tired its like 1 in the morning....but i can't sleep cuz this FUCKIN INSOMNIAS keeping me up....dude i think i have a cold or something........blah. I want to die. I also want some gauges....im ready to move to the next one. Pshh I want those shoes too but they're like a million bucks and im poor so yeah. I think im gonna start staying with my mom again. I dunno. DAMNIT WERE IS MY TATO CHIPS i JUST had them......blah. I don't feel like writing...goodbye.-
Leah
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2004 17 February :: 7.13 pm
:: Mood: boredizzle
Blah. Kno how many boreds i am??? LOTS MANY. Thats how many boreds i am. Hmmmm.....today was boring....and my ear is AFFECTED!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
i had to take my earing out it hurt like a bitch i tell you what.....but anyways yeah i'll just wait and get it done again or maybe the other side this time, and yeah i'll use the peircing ring to peirce my nose!!!! WOOHOO!!!! :D lol yeah i have no life......WWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE MEST CONCERT IS IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 ONE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111 ::does happy dance:: blah. yeah thats right....im BACK to blah. AND IM REALLY PISSED OFF I DON'T KNO WHY BUT I THINK ITS CUZ I GOT A BAZILION HOMEWORKS AND ALSO I HAFTA GET A SHOWER TODAY AND ALSO I HAFTA DO LAUNDRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111 ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111 pshh watch me not do any of it....BUT HEY i get out of school early tommorow to go to the doctor about my affected ear (that means i wont see tom tommorow before 7th....which is good in ways and bad in ways.....well at least he can't mess up my hair and call me fat again....:( but hey......) ANYWAYS....as dani would say MOVING RITE ALONG lol dude she spells right wrong.....WO its "wrongafied" lol WO she said "your smashing my pumpkin" WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hmmm....well im bored so im leaving....goodbye-
Leah
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2004 16 February :: 11.27 pm
:: Mood: painfull
my ear hurts. Right were i got it peirced a few months ago. I think its cuz i've had my head phones on alot this week cuz i was on vacation.....WHICH was boring btw.....anwyas...eh, i still had fun cuz its like 80 degress down there....SERIOUSLY....hmmm....well im hungry, so goodbye-
Leah
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2004 13 February :: 9.10 am
:: Mood: cranky
Pshh. I woke up too early. Blah. Im tired. Well anyways now were getting ready to leave florida for georgia....so i won't be able to get online all weekend. hmmmm...it seems that one of my friends suddenly thinks i talk about Tom too much....and expects me to stop just because she wants me to....i just find it funny considering she was the same way...and when i asked her about it she said "when someone told me to stop i did".....well im sorry that im not like you, and im sorry that i don't care if you think i talk about him too much. I can give you this: if it bothers YOU i wont talk about him around YOU but when its something i care alot about, how can i not? Me and Tom are just friends....thats it....and honestly, again, I DON'T CARE IF BRITNY DOESNT LIKE ME BEING FRIENDS WITH HIM, I DON'T CARE IF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE THINKS I TALK ABOUT HIM TOO MUCH, AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK I CARE. Thats all i have to say on that subject. Now anyways......I feel kinda bad. My friend Joe was talking to me online, and i guess apparently him and his 2 other friends really really like me, but he keeps saying that hes a failure with women and stuff i guess just cuz i dont want to have a boyfriend right now, and yeah, i mean hes a nice guy but i just see him as a friend and although he didnt ask me out he feels like i turned him down. :( i hate it when stuff like this happens. These guys i swear. I should just become A sexual (means you don't like guys or girls). lol. WO then i wouldn't have to worry about anything. Hmmm. Well were gettin ready to leave, so yeah, for those few who acctually do read this lol i wont be on till monday probably. Love you guys, see you later!!!! -
Leah
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2004 12 February :: 5.26 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
WO im buying warped tour presale tickets....i think im goin to the one in cleveland, cinci, and columbus....lol yeah i don't even have rides figured out or who im goin with but i KNO im goin to all three....i have to....its against my religion not to....lol well anyways im not really doin anything other than that cuz i tried to do my homework but i just can't concentrate on any of it....so yeah...i dunno i can't concentrate on anything anymore. Its pissing me off. Even things that I wann do i cant. Also i miss Tom. Alot. I hope hes not going out with Britny but i dunno cuz i haven't been up there in almost a week. DUDE I CAN'T WAIT TILL WARPED TOUR!!!!!!!!! lol IM SOOO EFFIN EXCITED WE DIDN'T GET TO GO LAST YEAR CUZ SOMEONE NEVER DID SOME STUFF...YEAH HEN LOL BUT I AM GOIN THIS YEAR FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111 anyways.....gotta go....latter kiddies
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2004 10 February :: 11.18 pm
:: Mood: depressed/tired
:: Music: Rancid
Im so bored. And tired. Dude seriously i could live down here if i had Tom and Erika and the rest of my friends. I LOVE it down here. We went fishing today with my grandpa and cousin, it was like over 80 degress. I love the ocean and the river.....i don't kno why but i've always loved the water. I could live down here, seriously. I think im going to. Anyways....hmmm....right now its like 11:13 and im really really tired, but i guarantee you that i wont be able to fall asleep untill at least 3 or 4. Im not looking forward to this family reunion....i don't kno why, i just kno its gonna be boring. Well thats really all i have to say, so latter kiddies-
Leah
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2004 10 February :: 8.21 pm
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
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2004 10 February :: 12.55 am
:: Mood: tired/depressed
:: Music: blink 182
Dude...i really don't feel like living today. Hmmm...well right now were in florida, doing nothing, and yeah theres no Tom here. :(. well even if there was it wouldnt do me any good. Obviously. I love that boy so much, i don't get it. WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 GOD fuckin DAMNIT!!!!!!! I can't do this shit anymore....i can't stand it. I don't kno what i'll do, but i kno i'll do something. Im so miserable all the time...does anyone read these??? i doubt it. And you kno what, just typing all of it pisses me off....so im gonna go now. Bye
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2004 7 February :: 11.40 am
:: Mood: Tomafied
:: Music: some gay shitt they're listening to
WO dude im sooo bored im sitting here at Jens house and Danielle is touching my head okay now shes not anyways........i went to kroger yesterday to get Danielles birthday cookie cake thing and when i was walking out i saw Tom :( he gave me like ten hugs and bit my neck lol then he was like "what are you doing after this" and i said "going to jens house" and he said "oh never mind i was gonna ask you to go to the movies with us" and yeah ive been sad ever scince (i shoulda gone) oh well maybe i'll see him today scince im gonna be gone for a WEEK in florida.....dude seriously i dont even wanna go i dont wanna go a whole week without seeing Tom. That boy is really getting on my nerves WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111 jeez well anyways i gotta go im gonna call him latter kiddies-
Leah
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2004 5 February :: 8.47 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: kill hannah
Hmm....im bored. Yeah. Anyways....hmmm. Dude i can't stop thinking about Tom....i like him sooo much. I feel bad, he wanted me to come over yesterday but i was getting ready to leave so i didn't :( i hope he didn't think i just didn't want to. Anyways....dude i was walking home today in the freezing rain and my hair froze....literally....its insane....i pulled peices of ice of my bangs lol but yeah nothing ever goes on in my boring life i don't know why anyone would bother reading this.....hmmmm. I think im gonna change the color. Anyways....yeah im gonnna be gone for a week in florida/georgia. I don't really wanna go but only bcuz i dont want to go without seeing Tom and TIff and Erica and everyone else lol for a WHOLE FUCKIN WEEK god damn but hey my grandmas gettin old....and yeah i love her so i'll go. I got the new Kill hannah cd and lost prophets cd today. YEah. I like Tom ALOT. well hey i gotta go i don't kno why but im starting to get really pissed off probably cuz of my "family" yeah thats usually the reason....they can all die for all i care ( my dad especially....i dont kno why he thinks i hate him, but im starting to) so latter kiddies-
Leah
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2004 1 February :: 7.59 pm
:: Mood: depressed
Three things that scare me:
1: the dark
2: heights
3: people
Three people who make me laugh:
1: tiffany
2: Tom
3: erica
Three Things I love:
1: my friends
2: SOME of my family
3: music
Three Things I hate:
1: The feeling of everyone hating you
2: Not being good enough
3: things that bug tiffany lol
Three things I don't understand:
1: Tom
2: love
3: guys/people
Three things on my desk:
1: a plate
2: a sock
3: my foot
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: thinking about.... stuff
2: talking to danielle B.
3: wanting to die
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: start a band
2: produce a record
3: get the hell out a here
Three things I can do:
1: sing
2: make people laugh
3: piss people off
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: weird
2: cynical
3: Funny
Three things I can't do:
1: roll my toung
2: stop liking someone....((starts with a T and ends in o m))
3: go on living like this
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2004 1 February :: 7.52 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: rancid- and out come the wolves
Dude...this weekend was kool in some ways and gay in others. Gay cuz when me and Tiff were on the phone with Tom i kept crying....i don't really kno why....its just hard because i really really like him ALOT. I dunno tho i mean i think i would be okay if i knew we would end up as really good friends....and not JUST friends, thats not enough, but him being someone i can talk to, ya kno??? But oh well i guess im not good enough for anyone so i might as well just die. I wish i could. Seriously tho i was thinking about like, everyone whos ever come in contact with me they're lives would be much eaiser if i just died. I was thinking of everyone and all the ways it would, and for some people i could only think of one, but still thats one, combined with all the rest. Well im gonna get off here for now.
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2004 28 January :: 7.36 am
:: Mood: depressed
Hmmm....dude its like 7:35 in hte morning lol but i gotta update now or i wont be able too for a while....anyways yeah i just found out that my friend likes Tom too....and thats okay but she told me they might go out and yeah that really made me sad. Im not mad at her but it just sucks cuz this is the ONE time i acctually REALLY like someone ((ive liked him scince september but i never said anything cuz he always had girlfriends)) and yeah she likes him so if thats the case then theirs no chance for us. THIS is EXACTLY WHY i always say im never gonna start liking someone.....it never works out and i always end up getting hurt before theres even an idea of anything getting started. well i gotta go latter kiddies-
leah
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2004 27 January :: 6.25 pm
:: Mood: apathetic
WO dude im talking to my friend Jake and he told me that some dude is gonna sign his band and hes playing at a rock fest in columbus....were bands like blink182, metallica, mudvayne ect. all played. that is so effin awesome. I knew he was gonna get signed someday but i didnt think it would be when he was still a junior in high shool....dude thats sweet!!!! heh, now anyways...change the subjiect....to....TOM!!!! woah dude i like him sooo much...i mean ive liked him for a while and known him for a while but it was nothing serious and now its like suddenly i really like him....insane....BUT anyways i love you guys but im out a here for now latter kiddies-
Leah
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2004 25 January :: 5.56 pm
:: Mood: depressed
Hmmm...dude i went to the attic yesterday and it was awesome.....im gonna start going on saturday instead lol WO we saw Tom...hes so hot. Seriously i really like him, i dunno why hes insane lol it was really fun. Anyways tho now im back to my boring, depressing life of doing nothing, i swear i fuckin hate my dad. i wish he would just die. well im gonna get off here before i get more pissed. latter kiddies-
Leah
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2004 22 January :: 8.47 pm
:: Mood: confused/depressed
:: Music: fuse
| day at school: | we did farmer in the dell and we had to stand in a circle and hold hands and sing and i cried cuz the teacher made me hold hands with a boy.....lol | | kiss: | uhhh i was 12 and it was with Herman (justin) at my house....lol | | girlfriend/boyfriend: | my first real one was herman but i had one in 6th grade and one in 4th...for like 2 days lol | | time getting high: | never | | time drinking: | uhhh i was 13 and it was the first time i got drunk too....some importad shit...i dunno what it was | | date: | hmmm....prolly a gay dance or something...i dunno | | time having sex: | never | | time you asked someone out: | uhhh...never i dont think | | time you ate sea food: | i dunno i was a baby tho dude my grandpa fishes alot so yeah | | time getting in trouble for something really big: | never really....ive had the cops called on me for damage and destruction...shit like that, but nothing serious | | detention: | oh god.....like 3 grade or something | | time getting a filling: | never | | fist fight: | hmm...i beat a few people up when i was 10 but the first real fight was with some guy thats in 8th grade....lol i beat his ass and then he got it again for hitting a girl..... | | time you cut yourself: | uhh like 12??? yeah 12 | | questioned existance: | everyday....i dunno when it started |
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2004 22 January :: 5.16 pm
:: Mood: depressed
Dude ive tried to update this thing sooo many times....but tiffs computers bein gay and also i dont have one no more....nothin muchs been goin on tho...im might move back in with my mom im not really sure......i swear i fuckin ahte mrs perna she was sayin today something i dunno she was just complaining and she goes "like you do at home" and i was like "OH REALLY.....LIKE I DO AT HOME.........ARE YOU THERE WITH ME EVERYDAY??? I DIDNT THINK SO, AND IF YOU WERE YOU WOULD KNO THAT IM THE ONLY ONE THERE FROM THE TIME I GET HOME TILL LIKE 1 OR 2 IN THE MORING....SO UNLESS I TALK TO MY SELF OR MY CAT THEN YOUR WORNG AND FRANKLY ITS NONE OF YOUR DAMN BUISNESS WHAT GOES ON OUTSIDE OF THESE DOORS IN MY LIFE SO DONT ACT LIKE YOU KNOW CUZ TRUST ME YOU DONT KNO THE HALF OF IT!!!!"
i fuckin hate that woman....and im so sick of everyone acting like they kno me....honestly they DONT yeah my dad seems to have a problem with that too.....i just wish i was dead. seriously. well anyways im gonna get off here before i get even more pissed.........
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2004 22 January :: 4.54 pm
:: Mood: depressed
WOAH dude i dont have a computer no more so i cant get on as much...well nothing much happend really. i might move back in with my mom soon tho...im not sure....i just want to die. honestly. i seriously just wish i was dead. anyways tho....yeah ya ever seen the comercial were the guy gets stuck in the bending machine for the doritos??? yEah THATS my boyfriend....!!!!! thE gUy iN thE comMerCiAl....lemme tell ya....anyways i gotta go latter kiddies-
Leah
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2004 17 January :: 3.11 pm
:: Mood: deduckafied
dude....seriously...your all effin gay. Well anyways im at dAnis hosue and wree bein boredizzle cuz the roads are all ice and we have no life anyways so yeah we prolly wont do nothing all effin day....hmm...well anyways i just wanted to say i love you guys and your fat hehehe latter kiddies-
Leah
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2004 17 January :: 12.18 am
:: Mood: indifferent
well guess what guys my uncle got his computer so now i cant get on at my dads anymore (grrrr) so yeah i might bring my computer from my moms house over cuz im never there anyways.....HEY TODAY IS MY BROTHERS 13TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!OHMYGODHESGROWINGUPSOOOOFAST!!!!!!!! anyways....yeah its like super late and im at tiffanys house.... were talkin about makin our own clothing line called dAniC....lol its AWESOME!!!!!!! our logo is a broken arrow too its sweet. Anyways....well i gotta go cuz tiffanys sittin here rambling on about something.....later kiddies-
Leah
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