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2006 10 December :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Phantom Punch - Sondre Lerche
I'm taking a ride with my best friend
I hope she never lets me down again
I was at this family dinner.
Not my family, of course, but my roommate, Tanya's family.
I ate... Potatos and salad. (As I have been a vegetarian for several monthes now. Except I still eat seafood. SUSHI!)
Then there were many sweet things and tea. I love sweet things and tea. ... Why aren't I fat?
I want a bagel.
And a boy who isn't a douchebag.
And actually cares about me.
And doesn't just want to fuck me. (Like I'd give it up to you, idiot.)
God damn, I hate people.
I return home tomorrow from school.
I am excited to see my friends.
I hope everything doesn't go to shit.
I know Shawna will love me. <3
I got her Beauty Pop Vol. 2 for Christmas, which she wants soooo badly, but I want to get her another little something too.
Any ideas?!
Goodnight Woohu.<3
Edit:
Oh god.
Did I just say I "want a boy"?
I've thawed too much.
Eugh.
I sound like a dreamy 14 year-old school girl.
If anyone needs me I'll be in the freezer.
(Speaking of which, the snowman that I built and stuck in my freezer has dwindled down to almost nothing. wtf freezer.)
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2006 6 December :: 1.26am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: space monkey - Placebo
we're sewn together
he's born to mesmer
With Malcolm's quote of "dating you meant nothing to me", as well as shit he's said to other people and myself, I have concluded that he never cared about me and was only "with" me to try and manipulate me into letting him fuck me.
Sweet.
Not only does this make me feel like shit to mean so little to my first "boyfriend", but I'm angry at myself for not kicking him to the curb.
This does not restore my lost faith in humanity.
I'm done my classes for winter semester, except for a final on Thursday that I have not begun to study for. English Lit, ugh. I should probably go to sleep or something but I think I'll sit in bed and watch The Omen.
Today I slept until noon... Probably because I was so tired from pulling the all-nighter to write that 1800 word essay on satire of Shakespearean characters in Goodnight Desdemona (Good Morning Juliet).
I'm going to watch the Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo anime soon. That has me a little excited. And I return home on Monday. Hopefully there is love there waiting for me.
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2006 4 December :: 5.30am
:: Mood: dying
:: Music: Depeche Mode
I hate you, English essay.
What the fuck.
Read more..
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2006 27 November :: 6.45pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Dir en grey - Agitated Screams Of Maggots
Lyrics!
I'm killing the haughtily fly
I'm gonna slash your wound just like mine.
I can't hear the voices of society anymore.
I don't understand. You're all fine hypocrites.
Shout The Joy
Your song's drenched in blood and it's full of shit.
You can't shoot the silver bullet into me.
Shout The Joy
It's the Black Flag, motherfucker!!
I wanna shout out to all the trash celebrity stars.
I'll rape your daughter on your grave,
I'll rape your daughter on your grave,
I'll rape your daughter on your grave,
I'm gonna slash your wound just like mine.
I can't hear the voices of society anymore.
I Shout Die!
It's the Black Flag, motherfucker!!
I wanna shout out to all the trash celebrity stars.
I'll rape your daughter on your grave,
I'll rape your daughter on your grave,
I'll rape your daughter on your grave,
Cold Blooded
-Dir en grey: Agitated Screams Of Maggots
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2006 26 November :: 2.47am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: N/A
Aww.
Malachi says:
I need a picture of me making you smile.. like. genuinly..
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