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2005 27 December :: 12.31am
:: Music: Zeromancer: Lamp Halo
?U?N?D?E?F?I?N?E?D?
"There's something inside... that's freaking me out... please don't... leave me alone..."
In The Face.
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2005 22 December :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: The Matrix - Lobby Fight Scene
I could be the one that comes to set this right. I could be the one to fucking KILL YOU.
"This is Reality"
-Thursday, December 22: 4am.
[ Part of a waking dream with the beginning. Leaning more toward the previous nights notions. The feeling I got in my stomach when I got that phone call... blah. ]
Broken arm
Swings with broken fist
The walls echoing with subtle vibrations
I can feel the spark of kinetics as I draw back
Only to press forward again
The quiet friction smiles in a sense
Bloodstained brick dancing with torn skin
An endless choreographed murder scene of emotion
With a musical score set to the drowning of anger
To pain, to pain
It withers
My thoughts lay strew across the sidewalk
Glittering breathless and beaten amid shards of glass
And more circle my head
To soon follow suit
Silent tears scream louder
Than the rage falling incoherent from my lips
I collapse unto the wall's embrace
I feel something inside has been forced past its breaking point
Praying aloud with no one to hear me
Aside from the wall and my own ears
I wish I could be there
With you
And kill off each of your fears
My heart aches and my stomach twists knots
Slidding to my knees with only remnants of your words
Clinging feverish to the corners of my mind
And an echo of your voice
"...I love you..."
The random picture you sent is all I have to hold
I find it beside me here
As I shake kneeling down in the cold
Pushing against the wall with lethargic attempts to get back up
Stuck here with the weight of the world
And this half ingested overload
I'll wait until the very notion of time is forgotten
For you
I know you've heard it all before
But I always want to say it again
With bile and a rising pressure in my throat
And the winds casting stones
I'm here
Seek me out
Broken hands
Hold a broken comfort
It would be made whole for you
I'll be waiting,
So.......
In The Face.
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2005 17 December :: 6.14pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Amon Amarth - Death in Fire
...Dying...
Lack... of.... Dai G........ lack of... Orange Soda..... withering away.... choking..... cannot breathe..... .... ... .. . . .
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In The Face.
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2005 16 December :: 1.37pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Catamenia - Blackmension
STFU K?!
Ah. I remember this conversation well. No one else may find this amusing but I did. And still do. I don't know why I saved it, or why I still have it... heh. Rosa and Dai. You make me laugh.
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
-.-; gah damn
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
are you watching it?
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
go. find. the. speaker. cord.
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
or plug in headphones
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
SOMETHING
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
i so did not send that for nothing -.-
{**{Waffle Whore Chains}**} - SHUT UP, I banged your mum. says:
Shut the fuck up
{**{Waffle Whore Chains}**} - SHUT UP, I banged your mum. says:
Trying to watch
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
is there fucking sound?
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
it
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
it ain't the same without sound ><
{**{Waffle Whore Chains}**} - SHUT UP, I banged your mum. says:
YES FUCKING SHUT UP
[[::·×???????·×?c?ai?š·×?::]] - I wanna be Batman, all the ladies will *swoon*! says:
OKAY
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In The Face.
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2005 14 December :: 11.07am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: 10 Years - Cast It Out
Just Woke Up?
Rawr.
I don't now. Havn't felt the need to update.
Just been lazy and not wanting to write.
Actually... havn't had the desire to write...
anything at all... for like the past couple months...
O_o;; Sucks.
Anyway. Random update.
About a dream.
Sort of.
First part... I dunno. Was back at my old highschool.
Me 'n Matt get into my friend Adam's brother's car.
"The Beast" ... it's a cool car. I can't describe it at the
moment though. Anyway. Matt somehow has the keys
and starts it up. But it drives odd and he ends up scratching
the paint and shit. So he's like.. "Oh shit, Emil is going
to kill me!" And takes off. I don't know why. I tell Emil,
since he is sitting outside the school with a bunch of his
friends. And they all take off after Matt. XD Lmao. Woke up
at that point. Fell back asleep.
Second dream.
Don't know what school I was at. Or what really was going on.
Me and a friend. I think it was Matt again, or someone. Can't
recall clearly at the moment. =/ ... All I remember is that
there was this classroom down one hall, in this alcove away
from others. And that's apparently where they kept kids that
went crazy and stuff. ... Before I got there though, me and whomever
were looking around for Dai. And we found Mary so I asked where
the hell Dai was. She said Dai had flipped out; gone crazy or something and was put in that class room. So me 'n whomever
book it over there. Starin' in through the window. Kids are seated like in a normal class. The one guy Dai is sitting next to reminds me of this guy David I used to know. So I get his attention and he eventually gets Dai's attention. Random hand motions and moving lips. And then school ends. Me 'n whomever go into the room; I think it was Matt at this point. I start to ask Dai why she was in there, and Matt's like "All right! Grab her! We're bustin' out of here!" XD ... And I was like "No! We can't." And the teacher lady came up and said that in order to get someone out or anything we needed a written consent of a parent that the kid could live with who ever. So... I was like... "Fine. My mom'll say yes. I'll be back." .. So I hug Dai and me 'n Matt start to leave. And I wake up. ...... O_o;;;; Pretty randomly odd dream.
So yep. That's it for todays random fuckin' update.
In The Face.
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