:: 2003 10 August :: 8.46 pm

01. RELATIONSHIP STATUS? single
02. IF YOU COULD BE WITH ANYONE WHO WOULD IT BE? ... judy... :)
03. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Dale Earnhardt junior
04. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Monopoly
05. FAVE MAGAZINE? don't really have one
06. FAVORITE SMELL? Shampoo
07. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? rotted milk
08. FAVORITE SOUND? The song that I want to hear, right then, that fits my mood
09. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? loneliness
10. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? That was a fucked up dream
11. FAVORITE COLOR(S)? Green
12. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? depends on how long it takes me to get there, I've done it in a quarter of a ring. Cat like reflexes ;).
13. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME(S): Chester, Zoe, or Kylie
14. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE? NOt being sad, and love, respectably
15. FAVORITE FOODS? ribs, and my favorite sub I make when I go to work.
16. CHOCOLATE, VANILLA, OR STRAWBERRY? Chocolate
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO WHEN YOU ARE BORED? try and find someting to do?
18. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? no
19. STORMS COOL OR SCARY? relaxing
20. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? workin on that one
21. MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE WHO WOULD IT BE? Nick Hexum alive, and Dead I'd say Jimi Hendrix.
22. FAVORITE DRINK? Milk
24. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? yeah
25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? Professional Musician, but that's never gonna happen, so Linguist
26. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Orange
27. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? yeah
28. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? what the fuck ever
29. FAVORITE MOVIES? Braveheart, Cemetary Man, Dark Backwards, Magnolia, and Momento.
30. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE CORRECT KEYS? yeah
31. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? nothing, I'm proud to say, nothing
32. FAVORITE SPORT/SPORTS TO WATCH? I don't really watch sports, but I'd say Football, I do watch that.
33. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU: no one... sent this to me...
36. FAVORITE PLACE IN THE USA? Sharky's , in venice florida.

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:: 2003 9 August :: 1.09 am

I just ate a whole lot of brownie

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:: 2003 8 August :: 12.22 am

Judy: your sexy

This just keeps getting better and better

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:: 2003 6 August :: 11.53 pm

Judy: out of all the people ive evertalked to, your my favorite

the waiting was worth it.

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:: 2003 6 August :: 1.17 am

and yet again, for the 4th time this week, I find myself here. Waiting. When will the pitifulness end. And when will someone invent the word pitifulness

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:: 2003 3 August :: 12.58 am

soooo, I'm pathetic. I sitting here, waiting for a girl. *sigh*. Robbys' sleeping, y e t I'm sitting here waiting for a girl. bbbbuuuttt, she's a nice girl. so it's all worth it, I suppose. If you ask me, I can even show you pictures. buuuuttt, I want to sleep. And I'm sitting up, at 1 in the morning. Waiting for a girl. I'm pitiful.

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:: 2003 19 July :: 1.41 am

going to indiana for a week. SORRY ROBBY!!!! I was waiting for you to call me. until like 2:30. and then a friend of mine from Rockford came over and asked me to go hang out with him at like 1:30. and I said that I was going to wait until you called, I said like an hour. Then I left with him, and realized about 5 hours later that you didn't get home from work until like, 3. And remind me to pay you back for the tickets to the warped tour!!! WOO!!. once again , sorry rob. later.

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:: 2003 4 July :: 2.32 pm

So I'm listening to Biggie Smalls, and in his song Juicy , he drops a line that goes:

Now I'm in the lime light
'cause I rhyme tight
Time to get paid
blow up like the world trade

This song was release around 1994 or 1995, and the world trade didn't blow up till 2001. I thought I had found an unseen prophecy. Then I remembered that the world trade center was bombed before 2001 in like 1992. Well, attempted to be bombed. So my hopes are ruined. oh well, the songs still cool

Birthdays was the worste days
now we sip champagne when we thirstay!!

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:: 2003 22 June :: 10.19 pm

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:: 2003 17 June :: 1.19 am

I had a good night. I did, however, lose respect for a certain person. SHE did a very stupid thing, and is probably still being stupid right now. It bugs me to know that I got a speech against what she did. stupid slutty trash.

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:: 2003 13 June :: 11.58 am

YOU MUST READ THIS
So I had a crazy ass dream, It was so crazy that I decided to put it down. It goes like this.

Starts right when I fall asleep

I'm sitting in my basement on the couch , and theres noone around. Suddenly I hear a voice calling me from upstairs, so as any normal humanbeing would, I go to it. When I get there, I find out it's Beth Stutlick, which is a friend of my mothers that I also know. As I finish walking upstairs I notice that my living has somehow transformed into the middle school gym, and I'm standing on the stage looking out at about five-hundred people. Then I notice a grouping of about twenty kids who look to be about 7 or 8. They are all dressed up in baseball uniforms, spikes and all.
Beth tells me I'm late and that they are going to start soon.
I stand there, thinking about what part I could have in this play. I look down at myself to makes sure I'm not in any kind of costume, which I'm not.
When I pick my head up, I see Nick Hexum walking by and start to head downstairs. Ofcourse I follow him. WHen he get's to my couch, He plops himself down ( this is on the crappy brown one if anyone knows the couches I have in my basement).
Nick Suavely grabs a very nice acoustic guitar from a stand, that I didn't know I had. He looks over to my Gorrilla Practice Amp and says, " Kevin, why don't you go get your bass?"
"I suppose that's a good Idea," I say back to him, my voice being a little bit shaky from excitement.
Now I don't know how, but my first reaction was to go upstairs to get my bass. I don't know how I knew it was up there, but it was.
I get upstairs and I start looking, right about then the play starts and I hear an announcer say "this is the beggining the play. All of the actors and actresses in the play have gone through intense training to play the parts they play.
I see all the kids in baseball uniforms start to take positions as if there were a baseball field.
Now you may not know this, but Beth Stutlick is known to me through my church, so my first thought was how baseball and intense physical training could go hand-in-hand with the Childrens play at my church.
Here's the kicker though, when the play starts, I hear a band playing. I see Robby right in front of me playing drums, I look over and see Somebody I don't know playing guitar. And another kid I don't know playing Piano. On top of this kids piano, I see my guitar. So THAT'S what I was supposed to do. Oh well, Nick Hexum is more important at the moment So I run out there and grab it. I kind of dance as I hear the sort of , Oscar-Like Entrance music is being played.
Just then a girl comes up to me and hugs me. SHe was a black girl, A very pretty black girl, SHe stood about 5' 8", well "rounded". I guess she was my girlfriend because she said she'd been looking for me and she missed me.
I start to walk away with her under my arm when I see a convertible by the exit in back, if you know what I 'm talking about. I go out to the parking lot. It's Brandon Mars, a going to be senior at our school.
He's sitting in his convertible rolling a doobie right there, but if that isn't stupid enough that he's doing it right there, he's covered in it. It's all over his shirt and pant's.
"What the hell are you doing?" I said
"Man, we only got so long to live, I'm only going to get so many more chances to do this." He looked like he was already stoned.
"Your crazy, as in stupid" I said in a sarcastic tone.
"Want to take a hit Jen?" he said to the girl next to me. I guess then I knew her name.
"Don't give into his hippy crap," I told Jen
"What do you mean hippy?" brandon asked
"YOu know, you and your short time to live bull."
"No, man, didn't you hear it on the news, the North Koreans are going to nuke us, man, they've already invaded New York, Boston, and all these other east coast towns I dont remember which. Last I heard, they were on there way here to Grand Rapids, heading south."
" How could they head south?"
" Duh, the Canadians let 'em."
" Holy shit, I knew they were no good."
" Yeah, but anyways, they are all gonna bomb us and shit in like , 2 hours, I figure I'm gonna die anyway, so why not die stoned."
"fuck." was my final statement
I immediatly grabbed brandon by the shoulders, throw him out. I tell Jen to get in, and she does.
I dont' think brandon minded because he just kind of laughed alot. So I just went with it.
I started driving as fast as I could south. The landscape started to change into long country roads with big plain like fields.
I felt safe when, "bang". A tire had popped from me going ninety down the road.
I get out, get the spare tire, I'm working up a sweat going so fast.
Jen is crying the whole time, thinking of emminant death. This starts to get on my nerves, so I shout "For God's sake your not helping me any, just Shut up!!"
I don't know why I did that, but I guess in this dream, I was just really angry.
As I'm about to screw the last nut in, a convertible pulls up next to us. It's brandon.
" Shit guys, I'm not stoned anymore and I'm out of weed," he says in a worried-serious kind of way," There getting really really close, they've already taken Cadillac."
"They're going to bomb their own troops?" I ask.
"They're Communist you deuchebag!!!"
I finish the nut and get in the car. I say "Jen , get in back, I want you to hold on tight."
"Ok." She replied Calmly, probably scared to be cry from me shouting.
"And Jen?"
"Yeah?"
"I want you to know I love you and it's ok to cry, I'm sorry for shouting." I don't know why I said this, It was either the second hand from Brandon, or the end of the world. Hey, who wouldn't want to love someone at the end of the world.
I take of going from 1-60 in about half a second. We hit a hill and go flying into the air. I hear Jen scream as we land. THe landing was rough,but we keep on driving. I keep saying to myself that I need to get as far away as I can from cedar, Just to keep going.
I keep driving, going about a hundred now. The freeways are empty, I make it through Grand Rapids. Jen has calmed herself alot. I can tell she's just trying to keep composure to make me happy, which it did.
We get about 20 miles out of Grand Rapids, and the worst thing that could happen, does. We run out of gas.
Jen and I get out of the car, and head into the woods nearby. I finally breakdown, realizing that there's no escape.
I finally breakdown. I start to cry, and I keep saying " I don't wanna die, I really don't wanna die"
I grab Jen and hold her as tight as possible.
Then a ringing noise starts. Then I hear gunshots in the distance. They appear to be getting closer and closer. The closer they're getting the tighter I'm holding onto Jen.
I look to the distance, and I see a brigade of troops coming over the hill. They are all shouting commands in korean.
In the sky appears a bright light, It seems ot be moving.
Everyone stops, and looks up at it. It was falling. I knew what it was, but I don't think the koreans did.
And then there was a bang, and a wave, like a sudden rush of energy coming right at you, then I woke up.

That's the end, I want you to read this can comment, please, I spent an hour and a half on it.

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:: 2003 10 June :: 2.50 am

yeah, I'm really lost.

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:: 2003 10 June :: 2.40 am

So, I haven't really read stuff in about a month and I have a lot of catching up to do.

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:: 2003 7 June :: 1.14 pm

Badda boom, and it's done. coming soon, the Kuppet Chronicles part II !!!!!

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:: 2003 16 May :: 10.37 pm

So I have a new computer now, and it is ten million times faster than my old one. It is pretty cool except for the fact that it doesn't have sound or a 3-D accelerator.

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