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2002 7 October :: 9.46 pm
with the wors, slaying me slow
and verbs that just don't flow
confusing use of time
partial stoning of the heart
waiting for something to start
confusing use of time
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2002 2 October :: 7.34 pm
the truth is that you could slit my throat
and with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt.
3 Coordinated Ladies |
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2002 2 October :: 3.27 pm
When things are outta whack
And they might collapse
And at the end of the day
You still can't relax
And physically you ache
Like a cavity feelin' the bind
On your mind and the rest
Of your body
Listen to your heartbeat
Flow and imagine
now, if you can name this... I'll love you forever.
7 Coordinated Ladies |
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2002 1 October :: 8.18 pm
I told you I would return
when the robbin makes it's nest.......
... I ain't ever coming back
1 Coordinated Ladies |
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2002 1 October :: 7.31 pm
in a week and a half, that mixer board is mine!!!1
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2002 30 September :: 3.03 pm
A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, like you've been drink jack and coke all morning.she can make you feel high. She's the single greatest comodity known to man. A promise. A promise of a better day. A promise of a greater hope. A promise of a new tomorrow. this paticular aura, can be found at the gate of a beautiful girl. In her smile, and in her soul. And the way she makes every single wrotten thing about life seem like it's going to be ok.
2 Coordinated Ladies |
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2002 29 September :: 8.57 pm
I went back about 1740 or 1760 entries on my friends page. Then I stopped, cuz I couldn't read it without burning up.
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2002 29 September :: 7.52 pm
Tuwang128: hey
xcrappyXdrummerx: what's up home slice?
Tuwang128: just huntin some turkeys, g dogg
xcrappyXdrummerx: turkey hunting?
Tuwang128: true that
xcrappyXdrummerx: is "turkey hunting" some form of ghetto slang that i am unfamiliar with?
Tuwang128: yep
Tuwang128: killing me some white boyz
xcrappyXdrummerx: dizamn foo
xcrappyXdrummerx: why you wanna up and kill you some crackers
xcrappyXdrummerx: ?
Tuwang128: shiot
Tuwang128: they all be like geezy up this biotch
Tuwang128: they are all wizackin with my hizead
xcrappyXdrummerx: ah, fa sho
Tuwang128: so, I all be rollin up on 20's
Tuwang128: to their pad
Tuwang128: their crib
Tuwang128: and I'm like, you wigga, I gon bust a cap in your azz
xcrappyXdrummerx: i skatin' on 22s fa shizzy
Tuwang128: and then he all like , yo, is it gettin hot in herr
Tuwang128: ?
Tuwang128: and I'm like, yo g, shut your mutha fuckin mout
Tuwang128: biiootch
xcrappyXdrummerx: this cracker ass nigga cumz up to me da ovver day an' i'm all like "you best watch yo self foo, don't come up in ma hood frontin' like that"
Tuwang128: tru dat nigga
Tuwang128: hehe, this is going in my journal
xcrappyXdrummerx: so...ma ho tellz dis biznatch in ma stable to "stay away from my man, bitch"
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2002 29 September :: 6.26 pm
Your Existing Situation
Uneasy and insecure in the existing situation. Needs greater security and a more affectionate environment, or a situation imposing less physical strain.
Your Stress Sources
An emotional relationship is no longer running smoothly, has proved deeply disappointing, and is now regarded as a depressing tie. While on one hand, he would like to free himself from this attachment altogether, yet, on the other, he does not want to lose anything nor risk uncertainty and the possibility of further disappointment. These contradictory emotions aggravate him to such an extent that he tries to suppress them beneath an aloof and severe attitude.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Conditions are such that he will not let himself become intimately involved without making mental reservations.
Emotionally inhibited. Feels forced to compromise, making it difficult for him to form a stable emotional attachment.
Your Desired Objective
Pursues his objectives with intensity and does not allow himself to be deflected from his purpose. Wants to overcome the obstacles with which he is faced and to achieve special recognition and standing from his success.
Your Actual Problem
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to stress and anxiety. He wants congenial contact with others and scope for development, but feels that his relationships are empty and his progress impeded. He reacts with an intense and zealous activity designed to achieve his aims at all costs.
Your Actual Problem #2
Anxiety and restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced stress. He tries to escape by intense activity, directed either towards personal success or towards variety of experience.
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2002 29 September :: 10.49 am
Wyoming Park is a bunch of prudes...
2 Coordinated Ladies |
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2002 25 September :: 8.03 pm
don't ask
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2002 24 September :: 9.44 pm
:: Music: 311 large in the margin
Large in the margin
my drama unfolds behind closed doors
told on the downlow
I believe that I'm sold but really, I don't know
maybe it's better but I can't think so
maybe it's better to fight
one never ever knows
believe the rumors that grow like tumors
more fun than the truth that we know.
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2002 24 September :: 6.57 pm
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