I love YOU , coordinated ladies!

I love YOU , coordinated ladies!

:: 2002 23 September :: 8.30 pm
:: Music: Incubus - I miss you (acoustic version)

hmmm
I had a good laugh with spud today. I needed to laugh. My life is going down the pooper. I was really cool, but now I can't go anywhere without feeling really uncomfortable with someone. even Robby. It's really wierd. I think the only time I felt comfortable with my surroundings all day was when I was at work. Hmmmm, I need to listen to some of my good old time happy music, all this sad stuff isn't helping. I'm growing my hair out. I hope things get better.

4 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 22 September :: 10.56 am

What became of everyone I used to know?
where did all respectable convictions go?
the words don't match the story that your actions show
but what do I know?......

5 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 22 September :: 10.28 am

this won't mean a thing tomorrow
and that's exactly how I'll make it seem
cuz I'm still not sleeping thinking
that I've crawled home from worse than this
so please please, I'm running out of sympathy
I never said I'd take this
I never said I'd take this lying down.

2 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 21 September :: 9.13 am

My mom asked me if my dad was taking me to get the flowers, and I say yeah. Then she asked me how I was getting to the Half Way House, and I said, I'll ask a friend. And then.. She gave me a hug, said she was sorry, and started crying. What the hell is going on?

2 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 21 September :: 9.05 am
:: Music: Rival Schools - Echoes

I downloaded this song along time ago, but I never listened to it. Oh well, I think it's kinda catchy, and I like the lyrics.

Three voices on the phone
Between me, you and my echo
Decide to let me know
That you can�t hear at all
Constant interference of my echo
Can you give me clearance, Clarence?
Some relief, I long to be back home
Given the options I�ve had
To cover a meaningful, wise conversation
I only want too bad
It�s not a pressure you feel under
A silent wonder
Constant interference of my echo
Can you give me clearance, Clarence?
Some relief, I long to be back home
I�m getting tired of holding your hand
Suddenly sick of proposals and questions
I hope you understand that you�ve been no help at all
End of call

1 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 21 September :: 8.45 am

what the.... sure, why not.

I am Mario.

I like to jump around, and would lead a fairly serene and aimless existence if it weren't for my friends always getting into trouble. I love to help out, even when it puts me at risk. I seem to make friends with people who just can't stay out of trouble. What Video Game Character Are You?

1 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 20 September :: 2.59 pm

Read it , and CRINGE!!!!. This was a pretty good Idea andy.
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
why do you hate me so much?
�~*��d�*~� says:
two main reasons
�~*��d�*~� says:
and really its not a "hate" more like a strong dislike
�~*��d�*~� says:
but anyway, one: you were a real prick to me when i didnt even know you
two: you were a prick to jessie and it hurt her, but she cant seem to see any of ur flaws
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
alright
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
one: we all have flaws, and don't think I didn't feel bad about it
�~*��d�*~� says:
and jessie is not mad at me because you came over at lunch and started the conv.
�~*��d�*~� says:
now**
�~*��d�*~� says:
now mad at me*
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
two: The only reason I was a prick was because I asked you about tom and all you said was he's a tall stupid gump who runs funny, but I just got kind of mad
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
it was a mistake
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but you never really talked to me otherwise
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
and it just kind of bugs me that you don't like me
�~*��d�*~� says:
well, i'd be nice if i could just say "ok well lets get to know eachother a little more and see if we really are the pricks we are" but that'd probably never happen
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I never said anything against that, but, I dont' know, the only thing that you ever said to me is "Your an asshole," and I was getting that from everybody, so I don't know, and then I tried to talk to you the other day, and your turning everything on me and I just decided that it wasn't worth it
�~*��d�*~� says:
yeah, i coulda actually talked to you, w/o bein a smart ass about everything. but i guess i wasnt in one of those moods. I will apologise for that much
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
did you ever get the reason why I broke up with her
�~*��d�*~� says:
nope, last thing i heard about that was that steph was talkin to you about somethin, and that probably made you break up with her
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
well, kinda sorta
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I've known stef for a long long time
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
and then a minute later, all I could see in jess was this little 6th grader who had a crush on me, and I felt really wierd, and it's better that I did it then, then later
�~*��d�*~� says:
did you break up to her face to face? or over the net? phone?
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
ehhhhhhhh
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
your going to rip me to pieces
�~*��d�*~� says:
most likely
�~*��d�*~� says:
but go on
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but I honestly don't think I could have pulled myslef to do it to her face
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
out of whole truth, and just to show you that I'm not a heartless prick, I probably would've started crying
�~*��d�*~� says:
yeah, well its good that ur bein honest. but how'd you do it?
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
ugh,
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I e-mailed her
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
ugh
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I'm not proud of it
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but you'd have to put yourself in my position to really know
�~*��d�*~� says:
yeah, i can see how it would be hard. but email. wow, i think i woulda gone for atleast over msn, so she could respond instead of juse leaving her, sitting at her cpu reading that her boyfriend just broke up with her and not being able to confront you about it
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
listen kid
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
that doesn't make me feel any better
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but you would've done the same
�~*��d�*~� says:
i would have atleast done it to her over msn
�~*��d�*~� says:
atleast
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
imagine sitting there, thinking about her, and her bright blue eyes, and her bright white smile, and tears going down
�~*��d�*~� says:
if not via phone
�~*��d�*~� says:
oh i know kevin, i used to feel for jessie like that. now im more of a protective figure, who really doesnt apreciate guys who are pricks to her.
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I'm not a prick to her though
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
and I'm bigger then you
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
so either way
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
just don't
�~*��d�*~� says:
bigger how? like as a person or physically?
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
physically
�~*��d�*~� says:
ok, just makin sure
�~*��d�*~� says:
but i have to just add that i have a lot more older, bigger friends too. so dont push it
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
yes, and I just sit alone, all by myself
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but if you really wanna have other people fight your fights
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
go ahead
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I'm going to speak my mind
�~*��d�*~� says:
thats not what im saying
�~*��d�*~� says:
im just saying if it comes down to it, and i manage to get my ass wooped. im not sure what i could do to keep them off ur back
�~*��d�*~� says:
but if we got in a fight jessie would hate me forever
�~*��d�*~� says:
so i dont think i'd let it go that low
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I'm not going to
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
alright
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
just, cross out fighting
�~*��d�*~� says:
yeah
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but, don't be so damn cocky
�~*��d�*~� says:
heh, lets both take that advice
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
ugh...
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I must ask
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
what makes me cocky?
�~*��d�*~� says:
you
�~*��d�*~� says:
words, choices, etc.
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
ugh, kid, You don't know
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
you just don't know
�~*��d�*~� says:
ok, pal. you keep calling me kid
�~*��d�*~� says:
and i may very well go insane
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
sorry, that's what I call people
�~*��d�*~� says:
yeah, np
�~*��d�*~� says:
with you and i, its not the best word to use. makes you seem like ur tryin to show that ur the bigger man.
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
yes, but you see, when you go, hey, why don't you go sit with your "little friends" over there, and the way you said it makes you seem like your trying to show that your the bigger man
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
basically, I'm not great, I'm efffing ugly, I don't know why jessie liked me in the first place, and I suck at everything
�~*��d�*~� says:
yes, i was quite cocky for the duration of that conv.
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
and you need to not think so highly of yourself
�~*��d�*~� says:
what do you mean, when have i showed you that i think "so highly of myself"?
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
that's the only attitude I've ever gotten from you
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
is your high above everyone
�~*��d�*~� says:
i think im a better person than you, but not necisarily better than everyone else
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
*draw drops open*
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
now honestly
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
how can you have the audasity to say that?
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I was likin where this was goin
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but then you had to go and say that
�~*��d�*~� says:
because i dont think i would have just left jessie, via email. then about a week later been on to crystal, no offence to crystal of course
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
God, we all make mistakes, but your going to make mistakes too, there are people 50 million times worse then me, why the hell can't you just see past that?
�~*��d�*~� says:
oh god kevin, you are deffinetly not the person i dislike most in this world
�~*��d�*~� says:
i can name 2 right off the top of my head
�~*��d�*~� says:
1: ryan gorter
2: mike ...damit i never remember his last name
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
mcdermed?
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I'll agree with you on ryan gorter
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
he is a little fuck
�~*��d�*~� says:
yes!
�~*��d�*~� says:
mcdermed
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
he's cool, you just , I don't know, he does whine alot
�~*��d�*~� says:
we may have more incommon than we think
�~*��d�*~� says:
he was a real prick to me, when i simply went up to him to try to talk
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but, just a piece of advice, if your ever having a conversation with someone that your trying to maybe make ammends with, don't say you think your better then them
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
you just ruined this whole thing
�~*��d�*~� says:
eh, the truth hurts pal. sometimes we all got to realize that
�~*��d�*~� says:
woo, that was one smart ass remark if i've ever seen one
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
please God tell me you were kidding
�~*��d�*~� says:
about what? me being better than you, or " the truth hurts" part?
�~*��d�*~� says:
hmm, technically they're one in the same
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
oh
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I really don't want to talk to you
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
anymopre
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
I thought , you know, man to man
and when the day ends, I'm sure she feels the sorry, the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change says:
but your just fucking full of yourself

17 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 19 September :: 7.58 pm
:: Music: Boxcar Racer - Elevator

The building turned it's back ignored my call
the concrete looks too thin to break my fall
the sunsets stretched across this nighttime scene
I counted people as I neard the street below

I saw it all, I saw it all go down
the shadow grew as he approached the ground
the sunset stretched across this nighttime scene
I turned away as he came near the street below.

let's forget let's all move on.

4 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 19 September :: 7.56 pm

hmmmmm, I'm stuck. We have to play at skelletones in like 3 weeks, and I don't want to end up singing, so I need a singer, but we can't find someone that is our flavor, maybe I'm just not looking hard enough.

3 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 19 September :: 5.51 pm

SINGER WANTED!!!!!! If you can hit notes at all, and you live within driving distance of Cedar Springs. Call Me, My name is Kevin. (616)696 - 8673. PLEASSEEE!!!!!

7 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 17 September :: 5.43 pm

I fell asleep, and I had a dream, and it went a little something like this....

And when the day ends
I'm sure she feels the sorrow
the lonely guy I am I wait for her to change
I've been here three days and I'll still be here tomorrow
I'd eat her out if she were on my dinner plate

5 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 17 September :: 4.06 pm

Tuwang128: smore poptarts are effing good
xstereogirl: I LOVE YOU

didn't know it was that easy......

4 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 16 September :: 8.07 pm

hey, what would it mean to you, to know that everything comes around again
hey, whatever it means to you, just know that everything moves in circles yeah

Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 15 September :: 8.55 pm

semtember never stays this cold
where I come from and I know
I'm not one .. for complaining
but I love the way you roll
excuses off the tip of your tongue

she says, c'mon c'mon
let's just get this over with

I never said I'd take this lying down.

Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me

:: 2002 15 September :: 6.57 pm

nobody likes me
everybody hates me
I think I'll go eat some worms.........

7 Coordinated Ladies | Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me