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2005 14 October :: 11.53am
so my room mate left this morning and i didn't know where she went to. so i got up and took a shower, and being the exhibitionist that i am decided not to get dressed. and then she came back and saw me naked. and it was creepy. and i felt very violated.
but she only really saw my back. so that was good... but still definitley scary.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 13 October :: 4.21pm
:: Music: the postal service
I'm fine, K? i mean seriously, i will be fine...
just let me curl up in my bed this weekend and cry. after a few days of starvation, and crying and sad music... i think i will be okay.
maybe i should get councelling... that way i can figure out when it was that i messed up... and figure out why it is that no one can love me
*sigh*
i don't want to take my fucking midterms... i just want to die.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 13 October :: 10.28am
pardon me while i go remove my heart. it appears i don't need it anymore...
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2005 12 October :: 2.40pm
:: Mood: aggravated
i love how men think that i never use my brain. did you ever consider that either 1. i don't care what you think of me or 2. i am doing something that i think will benifit the person that i care about.
seriously, do not make threats at me. it is childish. if you want her to love you, grow the fuck up. she might love you now, but you have alot of maturing to do before either of you should plan on staying together for ever.
and now what i really wanted to say...
i love mike, i am going to visit him. idk when, but if there is one thing i know, different people need different solutions, and mine would be to go see this boy before i throw away the feelings that i have for him.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 11 October :: 11.49pm
i think i have a stalker... i don't like it so much.
and i want my micheal back*sniff sniff*
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2005 9 October :: 2.57pm
i couldn't help myself
| The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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2005 8 October :: 5.57pm
:: Music: Frank Sinatra
blue moon....
i broke up with mike
i am pretending to be juliette
i love lizzy, lisa, mishy, juliette, jack and all of my MS75/76 baristas.
good day to you
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2005 7 October :: 3.09pm
i have a phone again... yay.
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2005 5 October :: 9.36pm
so there is this guy that works with mike, his name is dave. he is fucking sweet. like candy.
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2005 4 October :: 5.15pm
okay. new rule, if you are at work, and i call you and i know you are at work don't answer your phone...
1. it scares the SHIT out of me
2. i already knew you were at work
3. i wanted to leave a message.
god.
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2005 4 October :: 10.11am
ummm. i want chocolate. and also mail...
someone should send me a postcard
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2005 3 October :: 8.52pm
so boys are stupid. i mean seriously.
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2005 3 October :: 3.17pm
hi so i am a bitch. boys are fucking stupid. i love mike more than he will ever be able to understand or appreciate and i had the best sleep ever.
certain things just make life more worth while. i wish that i could be in his arms for the rest of my life. i never want to leave this dream.
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2005 2 October :: 12.16am
I am very tired. very antisocial. i need a pick me up, and i most definatley want to be numb again. let me go back. give me more
i want to forget about him, i want this all to be done. let him love, before i am hardened once more.
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2005 1 October :: 8.15am
college findings
i went out to the burbs downs in illinois last night. partied all night... i really want soup and crackers. and i gotta sleep like fucking now
goodnight
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