joslyn_julia
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2005 11 July :: 2.27pm
so then, i am looking for a third job. it's pathetic, i know but i have no money and i am never busy anyways. that's all.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 10 July :: 4.33pm
does anyone want to hang out??
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2005 10 July :: 3.47pm
so according to crystal, all i ever want to do is party, oh and she doesn't have time for my 'problems'. That's kind of funny seeing as i am always supposed to drop my world when she calls and asks for soemthing and she is the one who is always out partying. hmmm, i think i smell a hypocrit.
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2005 9 July :: 8.05pm
so this is my apology for messing up your journal and making it like a mile wide, but i can't help but laugh because we arent even kissing and that is how it looks. lol
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joslyn_julia
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2005 9 July :: 8.03pm
just to gross you all out
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2005 7 July :: 11.00pm
my new icon makes me happy. and so do all the other photos of us. they make me giddy as fuck
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joslyn_julia
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2005 5 July :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: smitten
so here i am bubbling with excitement because i finally talked to mike. and it is all good, but i won't see him untill christmas. i think that will be okay though, everything is wearing off but i will still miss him. i'll post a pic of us as my icon in a few days.
i just wish i could tell him how i feel.
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2005 5 July :: 4.09pm
:: Music: THe Dresden Dolls- Half Jack
in full circle
you would never guess who i saw today.
it's all so strange, seeing people who you used to know and hearing about people that you used to be friends with.
i am excited about all of it.
I think that skyler likes me alot but i am not entirely excited about the prospect. You see he isn't any of the things that i like in a guy. He isn't very talkative and he doesn't like video games, he isn't spontaneous and he is just kinda bland. Anyways, i am back into the video games, i want to skateboard again, and i just want to be one of the guys. Not totally one of the guys, but i want it to be the way that it was when i hung out with the guys. I miss it. I am excited, everything is coming in full circle.
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2005 4 July :: 1.09pm
so out of boredom, i will sleep all day.
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2005 4 July :: 9.51am
:: Music: the good that won't come out of me
i feel sick to my stomach. i am becoming numb to the fact that mike is gone, and that we can never reach eachother. The hardest thing is knowing that he is probably, no he is having sex with other people. It's not something that is a set fact, but i can feel it. Trisha wants me to hook up with this guy Skyler but i really only like him as a friend. I don't want to get into something else, mostly because i don't feel like dealing with the whole leaving situation again. Plus, i do care about mike, so i really want to see him and probably be with him again in august and at christmas and so on. you know? There's an attachment that i just can't break. I wish that he felt the same about me.
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2005 3 July :: 4.09pm
:: Music: Kaiser Chiefs- Everyday I love you less and less
Juliette wanted Romeo
Leave it to him, i gave up. didn't care and was ready to drop it all, and out of the blue he texts me to say that he just found his phone.
And once again i crave old spice and want to be in omaha.
Damn him
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2005 3 July :: 6.42am
is it wierd to turn your air conditioning on to make it really cold, just so you can sleep with a comforter?
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2005 30 June :: 11.02pm
romeo has juliette
and
juliette has romeo
mike has omaha
and
i have my room, to listen to music and miss him
dammit. i need to forget it all
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2005 27 June :: 5.17pm
:: Music: The Beatles-- Here Comes the Sun
One Fine Day
Today was pretty good, i guess. i mean it could have been better but the things to make it better are far away (litterally, i mean like states away). Anyways, i got out of work early because we were dead, my new store manager kinda asked me not to leave, and i got to swim. I mean not swim but lay around on a raft and bask in the sun, while thinking of people and how i wished someone was here to swim with me.
also, my parents are going away for the weekend, and i have to stay home alone. goodie... this is why i wish mike was still here... because he could have come over and i stayed the night-- and i could have woke up in his arms. that would have been nice. But, yeah. I am single and ready to sleep (seriously sleep, you perv).
love ya,
josie
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2005 23 June :: 11.12pm
no more games, this is it
nobody sees when you are lying in your bed, and i want to crawl in with you but i cry instead....
i want your warmth but it will only make me colder when it's over, so i can't tonight....
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