joslyn_julia
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2005 16 May :: 12.01am
i am now amused, annoyed and complete.
got my stuff done to turn in so i don't fail first hour. haha, like a month late tho.
oh well, i have college now and maybe something will develop between andrew and i but, we will have to wait until fall, because he live near chicago.
oh well, justin burt is home this week, god i missed that kid. i am so glad that he will be back tho.
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2005 12 May :: 9.51am
i feel like shit. my head is all congested and i am hacking up green flem. it is so disgusting. and tonight we are going to wisconsin, so tomorrow i can register for classes. uck. i want to sleep again :(
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2005 11 May :: 8.56pm
well, i am basically done with school, except that i have to go back next week now and take my exams. dammit
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2005 8 May :: 8.09pm
so in reply to jackie's comment.... for all of you who would like to come to my open house but i don't see you or know how to get you an invite:
here are the specs!
June 4
1pm- 4pm
my house
(79 E. Beech St., Cedar Springs)
and that's about it.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 7 May :: 4.08pm
so it has come to the last week!!! i am so excited and i get to go to wisconsin on thursday night, so i can register on Friday!!!! oh man, i am so excited!!!
i will see ya'll later and soon enough i will have open house invites
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2005 5 May :: 4.51pm
just out of curiosity...
do i come off as extremely bitchy??
and is it wrong to invite someone to your open house, just to throw it in their face that you still exist?
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2005 5 May :: 4.47pm
what are friends when they just ignore you?
i am so glad to leave. i really want away, let me pay it all off and run far far away. to somewhere exotic or at least with constant weather.
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2005 5 May :: 7.01am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Bright Eyes- True Blue
there is nothng keeping me here, it is so nice.
and i am leaving sooo sooooo soon. i am so excited about registration... the only thing i am leaving behind are my friends and rei, who don't really count because i am always going to be back on vacation.
i just want to graduate, go to college, and finally be happy.
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2005 24 April :: 4.41pm
well, working on homework, and studying for that brit lit test. hopefully i won't fall asleep while trying to finish it, the way i did when trying to start it. lol.
prom is this week and interviews are this week.
oh brother. i can't believe that we only have a very short few weeks left.
yay!
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2005 22 April :: 8.15am
random lyrics
*But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me*
*and i know you have a heavy heart
i can feel it when we kiss
and many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it
but me i'm not a gamble you can count on me to split
the love i sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist *
*we must take all of the medicines too expensive now to sell
set fire to the preacher who is promising us hell
and in the ear of every anarchist who sleeps but doesn't dream
we must sing, we must sing, we must sing *
*If you walk away, I’ll walk away
First tell me which road you will take
I don’t want to risk our paths crossing some day
So you walk that way, I’ll walk this way*
*Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to
you incessantly from the place between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at
school with his feet inside your shoes? Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with
you. Does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched and does he cry
through broken sentences like I love you far too much?*
*I picked you out Of a crowd to talk to you Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you?*
*You write such pretty words
But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt Do you like to hurt? 'Cause I do I do I do This didn't hurt me
Didn't hurt me Oh this hurt me*
okay i am done now. hmmm yeah. love ya'll
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2005 22 April :: 8.11am
:: Music: Bright Eyes-- First day of my life
oh yeah, this is me biting my tounge.
*you f*ing dillhole*
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2005 22 April :: 7.43am
so yeah, i am in journalism. liz and i are drinking a friggin awesome strawberry banana smoothie. yummmmm.
my hair is nice and strait, whoot. so it is down. whoot, no more pony tails!!
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2005 21 April :: 7.21pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes
so after school lisa asked me to go look at prom dresses with her and we had a good time on the 'road trip to rogers'
i feel aweful because i smoked but only because i am not a fan of smoking and i did it just because i was stressed out from the traffic. other than that lisa got this really awesome burgundy dress for like 70 bucks, because i made her try it on and she liked it, plus it was in the price range. my only problem is that i no longer have enough money to get my nails done (shit!) and my mom had given me like 60 bucks to use towards my hair and nails, that i used so i could eat. so i either need to beg crystal to loan me some money or cancel my nail appt, and stress about how i am going to get gas money..
(jenny wanna do a 'drug run') haha just kidding. anyways i am really glad that i got to know lisa a little better and i am happy because tanya and amanda said that i am the most oppinionated girl they know. lol, that makes me giddy.
love ya'll. --josie
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2005 21 April :: 7.52am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Kelly Clarkston- Since you've been gone
is it wrong for me to be so damn cynical about everything with him, i read things... and i get worried and then i read more and i am like.... what an effing loser. idk, it's sort of indecisive. i still kind of like him, but i see so many things in him that i hate and it makes me want to put him in a box and send him to istanbul. lol.
wow, anyways. according to H, I never have a boring day, because every day i have a new story. like today (note that i have hardly been awake for an hour) i didn't have the jeans i was going to wear in my house, so i wore my pajama pants to school and changed in the car. And yesterday, jamie and kat pantsed me in the freshman hall. ah buddy. life just keeps going.
i can't wait till prom next week, i just hope i find a date....
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2005 17 April :: 10.21pm
i can't breathe, baby.
i feel all bruised up, my lungs are compressed. i can't breathe.
my heart keeps randomly skipping beats or racing. i'm not in love, so i just don't understand. my stomach hurts when i eat.
i am going to the doctors next month, after prom so i have extra money. i hope i can be okay till then, if not.... i will have to push my cash and make it work
in other news, my birthday was friday.... so here is what i got!
50 cent- Massacre (from Dennis)
Garden State Soundtrack
20$ towards a movie (from aunt dee)
smothie machine
20$ (for prom??)
lotsa hugs
some cards
and my uncles somehow (cough *dad* cough) got my cell # and called to wish me happey birthday
ironicly enough, nobody from my mom's family has called and wished me a happy birthday, or sent a card. with the exception of my grandma.
go figure.
love ya'll-- Josie
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