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2005 12 April :: 3.49pm
:: Music: The Stones- Till the next goodbye
two faced?
about a month. i am so happy. i feel abandoned, like nobody wants me around, you know i am nicer now than i ever have been and everyone acts like i am a nuissance (sp?). anyways, it is a horrible feeling, and i would appreciate it if you people would stop acting that way. i understand that you have lives too, but most of the people who treat me that way (with one exception coming to mind) are supposedly my friends so hey, if somethings wrong you can probably talk to me not half under your breath say hi and then go whine to someone else. seriously, if that is how it is i might as well just shut back into my shell for the next month. god, high school is dumb.
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2005 11 April :: 5.27pm
:: Music: The Rolling Stones- Shattered
Shattered, shattered
Love and hope and sex and dreams
Are still surviving on the street
Look at me, I’m in tatters!
I’m a shattered
Shattered
Friends are so alarming
My lover’s never charming
Life’s just a cocktail party on the street
Big apple
People dressed in plastic bags
Directing traffic
Some kind of fashion
Shattered
Laughter, joy, and loneliness and sex and sex and sex and sex
Look at me, I’m in tatters
I’m a shattered
Shattered
All this chitter-chatter, chitter-chatter, chitter-chatter ’bout
Shmatta, shmatta, shmatta -- I can’t give it away on 7th avenue
This town’s been wearing tatters (shattered, shattered)
Work and work for love and sex
Ain’t you hungry for success, success, success, success
Does it matter? (shattered) does it matter?
I’m shattered.
Shattered
Ahhh, look at me, I’m a shattered
I’m a shattered
Look at me- I’m a shattered, yeah
Pride and joy and greed and sex
That’s what makes our town the best
Pride and joy and dirty dreams and still surviving on the street
And look at me, I’m in tatters, yeah
I’ve been battered, what does it matter
Does it matter, uh-huh
Does it matter, uh-huh, I’m a shattered
Don’t you know the crime rate is going up, up, up, up, up
To live in this town you must be tough, tough, tough, tough, tough!
You got rats on the west side
Bed bugs uptown
What a mess this town’s in tatters I’ve been shattered
My brain’s been battered, splattered all over manhattan
Uh-huh, this town’s full of money grabbers
Go ahead, bite the big apple, don’t mind the maggots, huh
Shadoobie, my brain’s been battered
My friends they come around they
Flatter, flatter, flatter, flatter, flatter, flatter, flatter
Pile it up, pile it high on the platter
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2005 11 April :: 5.12pm
:: Music: The Rolling Stones- Shattered
hi, you're hot....
lol. i went shopping today, go a cute skirt that looks like a slip. haha, yeah, and then crystal and i went rollerblading. that was fun, and now i have to work out some more. because i feel chunky.
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2005 10 April :: 2.35am
You are sad because of the loneliness in your life
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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2005 10 April :: 2.11am
So, i am going to prom with Mike Fuller. He is really good friends w/ trevor (crystals guy) and they hooked us up. so i get to meet him hopefully this week. i smell like dennis, because he sprayed me with very sexy for men the last time i wore this shirt, and it smells yummy so i don't wanna wash it. lol
so yeah. i hope to have a guy in a pinstripe suit and chucks for prom... that would kik mad ass!
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2005 8 April :: 10.06pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Fionna Apple- Love ridden
It's the perfect ending...
Love ridden i have looked at you; with the focus i gave to my birthday candles....
i wished on the lighted blue flame, under your brow.... and baby i wished for you
Nobody sees you when you're lying in your bed, and i want to crawl in with you but i cry instead
i want your warmth but it will only make me colder when its over....
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okay, so i am for sure, hands down not going to prom with kelly. and to be entirely honest. i am kinda happy, because i am like really random and kinda like to fly by the seat of my pants, and he seems.... dull. idk, he is great but i will have more fun if 1. i go with one of trevor's friends *crosses fingers* or 2. go stag.
granted, going stag will blow, because i hate going to every dance alone but hey, idk like pj says... you never know who you'll go home with. lol. yeah, thats about it.
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2005 8 April :: 10.05pm
irony
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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2005 5 April :: 2.56pm
:: Mood: Psyched
OH YEAH!!!
all the work has finally paid off. i may work all of the time, but i am going to be a manager by graduation. one of the managers got fired yesterday, so i stepped up, and was like i will take the QDI classes to manage at night and Jessy said yes
i am soooo happy, because this will look awesome on my resume. zoinks!!
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2005 4 April :: 1.18pm
my tummy hurts, but it was nice to sleep in. my throat still hurts much not as bad, and i feel less sick except for the damn cramps.
love you all, have a peachy break.
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2005 4 April :: 8.42am
:: Mood: crappy
i doh't feel very good. my nose is all stuffy and my ears are all stuffy and i have a sore throat. i think i am sick, but everyone keeps telling me it is my allergies. all i know, is i friggin hate having to blow my nose every couple minutes.
i feel asaulted, eeeeh.
okay, i am going back to bed.
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2005 4 April :: 12.29am
I just saw sin city. good yet confusing and still a little creepy
LIZ I AM SERIOUSLY WAY SORRY FOR WAKING YOU UP!!!!!
but seriously, i didn't know when you guys closed
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2005 3 April :: 5.58pm
so, i really really really hate dial up. and my birthday is soooon. and then i can buy things and go places, and have more fun. haha, no j/k. but i have to watch out for jail bait. using that term loosely, i am not buying anyone cigarettes-- ever!!!!! yeah. okay, laters.
love you all, and lizzy. you need to call me.
smooches!!
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2005 2 April :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Bad company-- Feel like makin' love
I FEEL LIKE MAKIN' LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dances* whoooo
had to do it. my inner child likes to do random things. i like being random like that...
baby if i think about you, i think about love
darling if i live with out you, i live without love
and if i had the sun and moon they would shine and
i would give you both night and day, lovesatisfying....
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2005 2 April :: 8.04pm
you can't always get what you want....
but if you try; sometimes you might just get what you need
:)
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2005 2 April :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Bad Company-- ready for love
i know i shouldn't but, can i still like him the way i wanted to before everything came out. there are reasons i don't tell people how i feel. this, is one of those reasons.
kisses. and such.
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