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2005 8 March :: 8.32pm
ummmm. i am really tired. liz made our hair and nail appts today i believe. this weekend i am chilling with dennis and doing my research paper and working. i kinda want to hangout but i really have to get stuff done b/c i am neglecting everything. i shouldn't have taken that journalism class that is for damn sure b/c i don't do interviews or schedual things that i think are retarded like these projects she gives us. psych is worth while, ta. is like fun b/c of the kids but also a waste of time b/c i do nothing which is helpful except i can't work on things when i am not doing anything. everything is seeming mudayne.hmmm. well, maybe something good will happen by graduation-- however doubtful this seems in cedar it is a thought, or hope...or whatever
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joslyn_julia
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2005 8 March :: 3.25pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: Fionna Apple- Love ridden
i feel so much better. hmm, off to eat and tan and maybe scrapbook. to all my friends thank you so much for being there, especially lizzy. i love you all so much.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 8 March :: 11.59am
why can't things be simple? that is a question i hear alot lately. i just want to sleep for the next few months and not deal with anything
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2005 7 March :: 9.20pm
The Goddess of Magic and Peace. You are a born
star. Always supportive and influential, you
the centre of attention and you are
exceptionally friendly. You are a classic
beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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Cocktail
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joslyn_julia
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2005 7 March :: 8.17pm
my heart is in my stomach. i am nervous. i can already hear the words that i fear. i can feel the emptiness drawing upon me. at least i wil know the truth, because i am getting too many contradictions. *sigh*
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joslyn_julia
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2005 7 March :: 7.16pm
:: Music: Gwen Stefani- Holla Back Girl
I feel shallow. i am empty and i just did one of the most selfish things i have ever done out of pure spite and vengance. it was funny, but knowing that i did it to you, purely because i was angry, hurts.
all will be well in the end. that is what i keeps saying, that is the drug that i hear everyday in order to console myself. i will confront you eventually, but all is pointless in the end.
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2005 7 March :: 3.03pm
i just feel really pissed right now and i want to go be numb but i have to much shit to do. at least i find ways to get money so i can survive besides my job. god i feel like i am selling myself.
i am mad at him, i am mad at me and i hate everything. fuck. i want to dissapear.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 6 March :: 11.36am
i am bored and tired and the hotel f*ing sucked. i need to figure out who i am going to bring to prom now... andre? dennis? or alex?? i asked chris to bring alex so they can finally meet eachother. hmmm, maybe i will meet some hot and sexy boy with red hair, who likes WoW and changes his mind and decides he does want to be my date....
no that is just a wish. probly won't happen
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i asked dennis and if i don't have a date he will be my date. i love that he is so sweet, but i don't really want to go to prom with him b/c i don't want to lead him on. it would be fun though because he is charismatic and we get along
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2005 4 March :: 4.22pm
:: Music: Butthole Surfers-- Pepper
that sums it up
I don't mind the sun sometimes
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips and
Smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and sugary
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how to look
Through other people's eyes
that would make sense to you if you understood exactly what is going on, but for now you can simply enjoy that as lyrics to a good song
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joslyn_julia
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2005 4 March :: 4.17pm
my godson will be here in a very short time. i work at 6. tomorrow i get to entertain, and my cousin seems pissy. i will talk to you all on monday.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 3 March :: 2.57pm
kelly, you ass....
just kidding
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2005 2 March :: 6.13pm
i don't know how to react. he knows that i like him, and idk i like this but idk about any of it at the same time. i have things that i want to say but can't. maybe i should wait, maybe i should just be happy, and maybe i should just not try.
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2005 1 March :: 8.27am
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2005 1 March :: 8.16am
you know... men are obviously none the wiser as to how to treat a truck. my dad's dodge has a very high torque, so if you get stuck it is a pain in the ass to get unstuck. He took like 30min to get it more stuck and it took me maybe five to get it out of the driveway so i could park. i love how i constantly prove how much more intelligent i am than my egotistical father.
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2005 1 March :: 7.33am
well no school, i can't golf and i have to reschedual or cancle my physical. today should be interesting. also, i am dying my hair a different color!
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