joslyn_julia
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2004 21 July :: 6.43pm
did you know...
take a walk on the wild side is about a crossdresser and that on the cover of lou reed's album david bowie was the girl laying across the bed
the only boys who i really have ever loved are either dead or gay.
my favorite color is pink
i love the movies:
beetleguise
anything with john cusack
or topher grace
pretty in pink
the breakfast club
16 candles
and that
i keep finding more movies that i love
not to mention that david bowie is one of my favorite actors/ singers
i look up to Jackie Burkhart from THAT 70's SHOW and Mary Anne from Cybill
and that i am attracted to mostly skinny white boys... (don't be afraid-- just because you are skinny doesn't mean that i will like you) of course this category also involves many other traits
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2004 21 July :: 6.18pm
:: Music: The Cars-- Goodtimes Roll
i do believe that right now there is nothing better than pizza, beer and the little rascals
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joslyn_julia
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2004 21 July :: 5.06pm
i quit,
i seem to be drawing all of this towards me so i quit... no more friends and no more anything. this is just retarded, i am done with this it's all my fault shit.
you can just go choke on a gd flopper because i am done with you!
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2004 20 July :: 5.24pm
How much do you love him???
It's the second half of Christopher.I was sick of being called Chris all the time.You'll say Hi,My name's Christopher and they'll say,Hi, Chris.I just wanted to be original. It's a cute name.You can pet it.
--Topher Grace
"Eric Forman"
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2004 19 July :: 12.05pm
i hate kayliegh, she can go be with her sirus
i hate you for being a bitch and pretending to be my friend and then going and hurting me like anyone else.
i am sick of being the god damned doll, fuck you all, i am spending some alone time with myself.
i wish i could just buy a plain ticket and fly away from it all, but college will be a good restart for me-- unforetunatly i don't have that new begining for another year.
so if you decide that you want to be friends agian--- fuck off because i don't need you and your bullshit.
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2004 18 July :: 4.51pm
:: Music: HIM-- Join me in Death
Et tu Brute(Kayles)???
i think that i would very much like to die now, but there isn't anything i can do about it. i hate all of those kids that kayliegh talks to in ireland because if it weren't for them she would still be my friend, and i wouldn't feel so betrayed right now
i am just sick of getting hurt you know, i doesn't seem like i will ever find happiness and the thought of that makes me just break down and cry like i am now-- i want to leave but i have no where to go, and i want to scream but no sound will come out.
i just want some solace-- and for people to stop stabbing me in the back
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joslyn_julia
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2004 17 July :: 11.58pm
when the house of cards collapses where do you go from there?
i am so worried for kayliegh right now, and the fact that i want to sick all about me and cry makes everything worse...
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2004 17 July :: 12.26pm
i am soooooo BOOOORRRREEEDDD!!!!!!!!!!
yeah, that's about it-- i am going to schullers to look at spell books today though, and also stopping at best buy to look at cameras and buy the man who fell to earth (David Bowie is in it *grins*) and then going to buy some model paint for the model car that my dad and i bought last year. yay, today should be fun
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2004 17 July :: 1.15am
it always seems the lonliest at night-- why dows that have to be the case? and why is it that you only notice how lonely you are when it is quiet.
i guess i am off to bed because there isn't any reason for me to stay awake
*sigh*
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2004 17 July :: 1.04am
:: Music: Sarah McLachlan--Adia
i feel so strange. i can sense somethings but with justin it seems like now we can't even talk. idk, maybe i am just being weird and girly but grrrrr, i want it all to go back the way it was before this summer began
i just want to feel like my "friends" actually give a shit about me, but maybe they aren't really friends so i shouldn't ask that much to begin with.
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2004 15 July :: 5.02pm
i am sooo bored and confused right now.
but, hey justie-- if/ when you read this contact me because tanya and i are talking about either going to the beach or something this weekend so yeah, contact me so i can talk to you about it...
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2004 15 July :: 4.04pm
and then a hummingbird flew out of the wall attacked me
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2004 13 July :: 11.17pm
:: Music: Eve 6-- Here's to the night
matt is going to hate me, nate and i trashed the theatre in a popcorn fight, but it was fun...
i like matt but he is a playboy and i am a ragdoll and we are both teases.
oh yea and the go cart is off the road for now
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2004 13 July :: 11.00pm
i wish that i had boys who cared for me the way the sye does for kayles. it is very cute. i miss the love of that kind. but yeas oh well, noone can have it all.
or can they???
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2004 13 July :: 10.59am
:: Music: Jane's addiction--Jane says
i can't find my sims game dammit. grrr, i want to play games :(
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