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2004 13 June :: 8.31am
:: Music: I love Rock and Roll ultimix
who are you?
where did you come from?
Are you listening to me?
what do you wanna do with with your life?
LOL
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joslyn_julia
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2004 12 June :: 10.17am
:: Mood: lost and confused
:: Music: Joni Mitchell- Little Green
Lyrics to the above mentioned song:
Born with the moon in Cancer
Choose her a name she will answer to
Call her green and the winters cannot fade her
Call her green for the children who've made her
Little green, be a gypsy dancer
He went to California
Hearing that everything's warmer there
So you write him a letter and say, "Her eyes are blue."
He sends you a poem and she's lost to you
Little green, he's a non-conformer
CH0RUS:
Just a little green
Like the color when the spring is born
There'll be crocuses to bring to school tomorrow
Just a little green
Like the nights when the Northern lights perform
There'll be icicles and birthday clothes
And sometimes there'll be sorrow
Child with a child pretending
Weary of lies you are sending home
So you sign all the papers in the family name
You're sad and you're sorry, but you're not ashamed
Little green, have a happy ending
CHORUS:
Just a little green
Like the color when the spring is born
There'll be crocuses to bring to school tomorrow
Just a little green
Like the nights when the Northern lights perform
There'll be icicles and birthday clothes
And sometimes there'll be sorrow
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my interpretation could be worng but from what i can tell they give the girl up for adoption because neither parent wants her. When i was little my dad said that this was my song and only now do i understand why.
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joslyn_julia
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2004 12 June :: 10.04am
:: Mood: Jaded
:: Music: The Counting Crows-- Color blind
To the Friends:
I don't know where life sits at the moment. i am grounded for the next couple days at least until my parents figure out a schedual that involves me coming home.
Right now my dad wants to kick me out and is throwing around his psyco babble once again.
my life with the boy is confusing and i feel not so happy as i have been because i am not sure that how i feel is how he feels, but i have alot of problems so i am willing to accept that.
justin is trying to get me to eat more because i haven't been eating that much, but i think i will be eating less now. Anyways i have to work in an hour so i need to go get ready.
hugs and kisses, hopes to make it through the day.
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joslyn_julia
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2004 11 June :: 9.48am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Dido-- White Flag
SPORK!!! BWAHAHAHA
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p
What kind of kiss are you?
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you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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2004 11 June :: 9.33am
:: Music: The Proclaimers-- Irish Girls are pretty
bubble bubble--- POP!
i want to explode, i have so much to say but i don't want to rush things so i can't say it and i had an extremely weird dream last night.
hmmm...
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joslyn_julia
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2004 11 June :: 12.21am
i felt on top of the world tonight
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2004 11 June :: 12.19am
i am not so sure about the slave part
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2004 10 June :: 9.24am
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: The Deftones- Change(the house of flies)
so you remember what i said about being happy and having something to live for, well as of 3 am and other events that occured this morning i am pretty sure that i would rather be dead
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joslyn_julia
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2004 10 June :: 9.12am
to anyone that i called and woke up this morning around 9 i am truely sorry.
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2004 10 June :: 3.20am
:: Mood: angry
so i am not allowed to come downstairs at 3 in the morning because it is colder, because apparantly i am on drugs that keep me up all night when i have been SLEEPING until like 2:45 because i don't get any damn air flow through my room.
FUCK YOU DAD, i am sick of you fucking shit!
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2004 9 June :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: giddy
*screams all girlie and gleeful w/ giggles*
i am so happy right now, i feel like i have a reason to live!!!
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2004 9 June :: 1.57pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: MSI-Dickface
I'm like spidey
actually this is sort of ironic seeing as i don't like spiders all that much:
| "ACHTUNG! | | joslyn_julia may actually be a spider-human hybrid |
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2004 8 June :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Zwan-- of a broken heart
Deadly Poisons are concealed in Sweet Honey
i come home from spending the day with friends, only to realize that my life is empty and i only leave the house because it is a false escape.
man i really want something meaningful right now. maybe not even that, maybe sharp pains would suffice to fill the gap of nothingness.
i want some love
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2004 8 June :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: trapped
Molly was a good girl and she knew the reasons why
So when she went back in the bathroom
She would never come outside
She was a good girl
And it felt great to be a liar
She's a good girl
And it felt great to be a liar
She's a good girl
And it felt great to be a liar
Oh!
Liar!
Ohh, ohh!
Oh!
Liar!
Ohh, ohh!
Molly was a good girl and she knew the reasons why
Molly was a good girl and she knew the reasons why
She was a good girl
And it felt great to be a liar
She's a good girl
And it felt great to be a liar
She's a good girl
And it felt great to be a liar
Oh!
Liar!
Ohh, ohh!
Oh!
Liar!
Ohh, ohh!
Oh!
Molly was a good girl
Molly, Molly was a good girl
Molly, Molly was a- Molly was a
Molly, Molly, Molly was a good girl
And it felt great to be a liar
She's a good girl
And it felt great to be a liar
She's a good girl
And it felt great to be a no good, lousy, motherfucking, stupid--
Oh!
Liar!
Oh!
Liar!
Ohh, ohh!
Oh!
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2004 8 June :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: Suffocating
:: Music: MSI--Molly
so, i really don't know how i feel about stuff right now but i plan on not thinking about it as much as possible.
I spent most of the day at justin's again today.i fell asleep on the couch for like an hour and a half.
i had steak for dinner, and that tasted good. but other wise i just don't know
i am questioning alot of things right now and i am trying to loose weight. things are really confusing and i don't let anyone down or make them mad, but by doing so i might be surpressing my own feelings.hmmm
i want to drown. or something, idk just not feel the way i feel now.
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