joslyn_julia
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2007 12 January :: 9.22pm
i got some booty!!!! yay for 4 day weekends and visiting boyfriends!
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joslyn_julia
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2006 29 December :: 1.39pm
not too much new.
i have a boyfriend again
yay for new mike
he is great. i <3 him.
we both go home on the 2nd
i might be transfering to Illinois institute of arts for Advertising
after school i will be moving to wyoming or seattle
we shall see, i am still lost and wandering
but mike is helping me figure things out, and fight the depression that runs rampid through my veins.
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2006 8 December :: 7.47am
i have feelings for him, and i have to ush him away
i agree with you liz, it is for the best
but it hurts
and i want to push everyone away
i don't know how to explain all of this to him, and i know he doesn't quite grasp the gravity of this situation.
but i am a horrible person, and m. should not want to find anything from me, just as i know in my heart that i can never have anything from a.
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2006 7 December :: 5.53pm
:: Music: Elliot Smith- Twighlight
i feel like a mistress....
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2006 5 December :: 8.29pm
boys will be boys
a: I like it better when the girl is (in control)
a:which is probably why I'm fascinated with you
JoziJewelz : why are you and how are you fascinated with me?
a: because you're different, because you don't take shit
a: because I want you to pin me down
a: and maybe because I want to control you, because you seem so uncontrollable
a: so then it's a challenge
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2006 5 December :: 6.10pm
things i learned today.
kelly still thinks he is better than everyone
honey taste good with cigarettes and potato chips
milwaukee is only 27 miles from kenosha
and
lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off....
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2006 3 December :: 7.47pm
poking smot is great fun.
lol
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2006 2 December :: 8.50pm
sooooooo. i am bored and have been sleeping alot. i got home from work and fell asleep for like 4 hours until my room mate came home. lol, damn.
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2006 29 November :: 10.10pm
umm, my tongue kinda hurts....
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2006 27 November :: 12.12am
and so it is....
i <3 m.w. i don't know if that heart is plutonic or not. but i enjoy the daily (sometimes 3x daily) phone calls, and the plans for winter break, and knowing i have a date to my cousins wedding. and knowing that i will have someone to wrap their arms around me!!!!!!
i love knowing that i only have 2 weeks until fall semester is done, and 3 until zales is not prioritzing my life. and i love feeling loved, by all my friends and people i have been meeting.
i don't miss michigan, but i do miss some people there. and i wish i could stop caring about people that don't want me in their lives, but i can't. and i can't talk to them, but i do care. that's just who i am.
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2006 2 November :: 1.23pm
fuck.
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2006 27 October :: 10.17pm
2 jobs plus being a full time student is killing me.
i don't eat when i work or basically on the days that i work at zales.
i hate knowing more about computers and jewelry than my bosses, aaaand
i really just wish that i could get shitfaced and not have to worry about when i need to get up the next day...
but wait, i never have time to do anything but homework and take brief intervals to vent about how much i hate or love my life depending on the day.
gah. if only life was easier... but wait, i guess then it wouldn't be life. : (
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2006 22 October :: 7.42pm
would getting a third job be comparable to suicide... figuratively?
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2006 21 October :: 11.04pm
:: Music: The rolling stones- luxury
so, i got the 2nd job, and now i just have to wait until life calms down.
i didn't eat for over 24 hours because i was working and then just wasn't given the option. I haven't gotten nearly enough sleep and homework is the only thing making this worse.
I am already distant... now, i may as well be gone to the kids who called me their friend.
I am so insanely busy. the next few months should be interesting. but they will be covered, i won't have to worry about being short on paying my bills... it should all be normal again.
just me, and being a workaholic to stay out of trouble. i like it.
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2006 15 October :: 1.28pm
weeeeellllllllllllllllllllllll.
i don't know how much i have to say other than
I BOUGHT A NEW CAR!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAH!
lol, my dad had heart surgery last week so, i was home. but i didn't see anyone. which is neither good nor bad.
I am now being a hermit in my quiet dorm, where i can peacefully do homework and ignore the girls down the hall. go figure.
anyways, i plan to finish my homework, find a second job, aaaaand paint or knit. something like that.
toodles!
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