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:: 2003 7 August :: 1.01 am
:: Mood: tired

well im done - the paper is finished...all we have to do is present it.

my last day at the nursing home is tomorrow-er well today, im sad...but i'll be back to visit when i can...service hours!

i need another job

i have a doctors appt today too.

i have 5 more classes. 7 if u include massage therapy.

i think i wanna drop a few more pounds...i hit my "feeling self conscious" weight again...too much cheating i suppose...

but im falling into my temporary semi-paralysis state so im off - nite all

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:: 2003 31 July :: 2.13 pm

this paper is jus getting harder and harder...

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:: 2003 30 July :: 11.54 pm
:: Mood: awake

yea im bored...i love it...i get paid to play games....seriously thats all i did today...gotta love old ppl...

i forgot to take my meds las nite....but i ate more today: french fries and a burger with pancakes hehe gotta luv the combo :D

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:: 2003 30 July :: 1.33 am

ok if i laugh any harder im gonna piss my pants...if u guys really wanna see what fremont is like go to:

http://www.geocities.com/fremont_city/

i about died...

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:: 2003 29 July :: 11.30 pm
:: Mood: kinda ditzy

well i did frickin sweet on my midterm - contrary to what i originally thought...i gotta B!!! katelyn poitned out that i seem to be doing better in this college course than i do in school lol. kinda true considering im pulling an A in soc right now.

oyea im halfway done with my paper...2 paragraphs to go. i have yet to start my summer reading but i still got a while...

i noticed one main side effect of INH - im never hungry. like i literally have to force myself to eat. i forced myself to eat a cereal-bowl sized portion of pasta today...i couldnt even finish it. i wasnt hungry. its weird cuz i went from eating 3 meals a day + a couple snacks...now its down to a snack sized meal...its odd. but then again, id prefer not being hungry to painful side effects any day...

but im out *wave* hehe...

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:: 2003 29 July :: 12.02 am
:: Mood: funny/happy

i feel funny right now...not funny haha, funny as in something doesnt feel quite right...perhaps its because i cheated today. (i couldnt resist - there was a package of milano cookies right in front of my face...and later i ate part of an almond joy...i alwaz did struggle with rules and limitations).

i am absolutely ecstatic! manda got a new agency - she has to go to school 1 weekend per month for the next 6 mos and then shes off to pursue her dreams...god im so happy for her i could scream (o wait, already did that) or jump up and down on my bed...(oops-did that too)...ahhh! im so happy for her! im happy for justin too for finding a college that he likes and for the opportunity to go to china. im happy for jami for choosing her pathway in life and staying with it - also, telling ur father was a brave thing to do...he'll get used to it. im also happy for melissa, for standing her ground when her partner decided to be an ass and not pay attention, allowing an inmate to jump her. im happy for my mommy, for realizing that ur never to old to learn and for her determination to accomplish new things.

im such a dork.

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:: 2003 26 July :: 11.30 pm
:: Mood: blah

i dont feel good.

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:: 2003 21 July :: 11.47 pm
:: Mood: dunno

went to a wedding last nite in detroit...very interesting/modern. it was really strange. a friend of ours married a dane and all his family flew in...many new customs.

brandy totaled her car while driving home this morning. shes ok i think but her cars not.

my last day at the nursing home is the 8th unless they decide to hire me on, which i doubt, but i did do an interview with crystal sun over the phone the other day so thats a possibility. i wanna get a job throughtout the school year so that me and manda can go road trippin ova spring break.

i have 3 papers to write and my summer reading to do.

i decided to further complicate my schedule by takin yet another college course: massage therapy. i think this will prove helpful with me working at the nursing home. i think im gunna see if i can use the nursing home as service hours... but im not sure it would count seeings as it isnt none profit. im still going to make a point of trying to go visit there at least once a week...maybe more if i can. it saddens me how many residents dont have visitors. *sigh*

i think im gunna go to community college and then perhaps transfer over to gv or sumthing after 2 yrs. i probly wont get any scholarships and i obviously dont have the cash to go to gv for all 6 yrs, so i think mcc would be my best bet.

but im out...latas.

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:: 2003 9 July :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: relieved

i just finished my paper that was due for soc. it was long and tiring and totally bsed. i jus rambled and rambled and rambled...

uncle jerry's funeral was today. he's one of those guys that isnt technically related to u but u've alwaz called him that. yeah i started balling before the service even began. im such a softie but i hate when ppl die.

ive come to the conclusion that im totally and hoplessly addicted to carbs. im gonna have some serious probs when i go on that medication...or maybe not. mom is gunna talk to her doctor about possibly giving me sumthing else so i dont haveta go on the starvation diet of salad and meat.

but im out i gotta work early otmorrow - cya

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:: 2003 6 July :: 6.35 pm
:: Mood: tired

yea im 17. whoop-dee-frickin-do. i spent the day with my family/relatives. im tired tho.

the 3 doors down concert wasnt that great. our lady peace was better.

i hate yahoo. it wont let me into my inbox. it says my password is wrong when i know for a fact its right. grrr...

i completely died on my ACTs. with my score the only colleges i can get into are baker and community. i definately gotta retake it.

but its like thundering out and shit so im off...latas.

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:: 2003 2 July :: 9.38 pm
:: Mood: exhausted

wow. u'd be surprised how tiring working with older ppl is. im swamped and i only worked five hours. tomorrow we go on a picnic - that should be fun...im excited :D but im also glad that its a morning shift - i notice i get tired quicker working in the afternoon than i do in the morning...but then again i do haveta get up early...o well.

i havent started on my summer reading and dont plan on it. in fact i cant even find the assignment sheet.

i keep getting asked what i want for my birthday...and to be honest - i dunno. any suggestions?

but yea i gotta get up early tomorrow morning (i work at 9!!!) so im out...oyea we dont got class tomorrow so thats cool. latas.

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:: 2003 2 July :: 1.16 am
:: Mood: alright

i absolutely luv my professor...she canceled class thursday cuz she wanted to see the concert at summer celebration...how fun is that?

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:: 2003 1 July :: 11.35 am
:: Mood: i dunno

god so much has been goin on lately. the conference was alright i guess...it almost seems to get slightly repetitive by the third year, but then again my mind wasnt totally there the entire time. fyi jami is alright now...shes just needs her rest...its amazing that it took 5 hospital visits (4 ER) for them to figure out what was wrong...god thats annoying. i hate doctors.

class starts today...just the idea of sitting in a classroom for three hours straight doesnt sound to exciting to me. at least its sounds like its an interesting subject.

oya - i thought that this year i wouldnt leave anything in steubinville as i had done in the past...but yea i realized i forgot something when i woke up late this morning...my alarm clock.

but yea mom wants to go see the concert tonite so im supposed to find something to do afterwards. i have an idea lingering in my head, but i dunno. its one of those things where ur mind is split as to whether u should persue it or not...i reallllly need ot talk to jami about it but she needs her rest. *sigh* i dunno.

but im out - latas.

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:: 2003 26 June :: 12.59 am
:: Mood: enthusiastic

wow seriously, how many ppl can honestly say that they luv their job? its so much fun. i really enjoy being around older ppl...they have been through so much and i could just sit there all day listening to them talk. at the same time, tho, its quite heartwrenching to find out that they have no one left. my mom keeps warning me too that one day i may walk in only ot find a resident, a friend of mine, to be in the back of an ambulance. that deeply saddens me while at the same time i am happy because there is that slight chance that i had made their life somewhat better. *sigh* i luv it tho. working here has just reassured me of my main career choice: geriatric social work. i had so much fun today. the atmosphere is awesome, the staff is fun, and the residents are all happy to see us there. oyea...ive only been working here for several days now and ive already been told by one of the male residents while i was helping with getting their lunches "ur a very attractive young lady...maybe we could talk some more in my bedroom." horny old guys.

im off to steubie this weekend tho. im not really religious at all but tho this is a catholic retreat, i thoroughly enjoy it. its a good way to let out all ur frustrations and just escape life for a few days. anywaz im excited about that tho.

blah class starts next week. i still have yet to call katelyn to see if she's taking the same one i am. im kinda looking forward to it but its gonna make my schedule a hell of a lot busier. o well tho. thats life.

well i got ppl to talk to so im out - cya

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:: 2003 23 June :: 4.47 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful

did u know that there are more side affects for INH (the drug used to cure tb) than the actual symptoms of tb? hmmm interesting...

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