:: 2003 11 February :: 11.28 pm
:: Mood: dumb

i had a really blond day. i got somemore college crap today - and it made me remember somehting that i had forgotten about. on my PSAT's u gotta fill in the lil circles for ur name...yea, well instead of filling in "jillian" i filled in "jijjian". how dumb is that? i already got 3 letters addressed to "jijjian". god i feel dumb. both my parents laughed at me.

we better have a snow day tomorrow...and if we dont - i blatantly refuse to go to school.

Deren and Ana are soooooo cute. ahhh! i luv em to death.

we still gotta finish our lit project.

Christian is coming in a month! thats gonna be so much fun:)

thanks for givin me a ride home andre...i appreciate it (and thx for understanding too)

well im out - cya

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:: 2003 6 February :: 10.06 pm

this is hilarious
yea i almost pissed my pants reading this...


Subject: Valentine card sayings

These are entries to a competition asking for a rhyme with the most romantic first line but least romantic second line:


1. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss
But I only slept with you because I was pissed.

2. I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother.

3. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.

4. Of loving beauty, you float with grace
If only you could hide your face.

5. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot.
This describes everything you're not.

6. I want to feel your sweet embrace
But don't take that paper bag off your face.

7. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!

8. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife
Marrying you screwed up my life

9. I see your face when I am dreaming
That's why I always wake up screaming.

10. My love, you take my breath away
What have you stepped in to smell this way?

11. My feelings for you no words can tell
Except for maybe "go to hell."

12. What inspired this amorous rhyme?
Two parts vodka, one part lime.



HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

just thought i'd share that w/ u

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:: 2003 5 February :: 1.21 am

im totally awake.

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:: 2003 2 February :: 11.02 pm
:: Mood: geeky

ahhh! they killed francie!!! and doesnt that lennox guy look like a guy that broke into sd-6 a while ago? i think so, yet some ppl apparantly dont.

went to my cousin's baptism today. 15 kids there under the age 10 and 10 of those kids were under the age of 5...lotsa a lil kids :D. yet only 4 families...lotsa kids.

i gotta 4 hour nap today...hehe..im totally awake right now.

hey maybe we wont have school tomorrow! thatd be fun :)

the movie "bring it on" should burn eternally. i probly have every stupid cheer memorized...just be thankful u dont got a lil 13 year ols sister who has her heart set on cheering *shudders*.

ok i dont get this. if our nation is in so much federal debt, why does bush propose to spend over $420 billion? money that we really cant afford to spend. i dont get it.

ladeda.

well im out - cya.

do u love life?

:: 2003 2 February :: 12.26 am
:: Mood: awake

its been a while since i posted...
mom said that i dont haveta take AP govt or AP english next year:D!!!

we're leavin for traverse city in 8 hours for my cousin's baptism.

my baby bro turned 9 the other day. he's growin up too fast *tear*.

i called my lil sister a: fucker, bitch and dumbass in front of my parents...not a good idea.

im bored right now.

According to a quiz on "the spark" im 50% bitchy. (yea im really bored)

life's been ok i guess.

manda's dance team is goin to showcase.

melissa is on court for the midwinter dance.

i played darts w/ my lil bro for like an hour tonite - haha i suck, but its fun :D

no, im not a blond...neither in hair color nor personality (contrary to what my parents think.)

i hate trig with a passion.

well im out - cya.

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:: 2003 26 January :: 5.27 pm
:: Mood: lively

G O R A I D E R S ! ! !

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:: 2003 22 January :: 10.00 pm
:: Mood: giddy

well we got report cards:
exam grades:wings=A, govt econ h=C-, spanish 3=B-, trig=D+, brit lit h=C-
pretty good - better than i thought

final grades: wings=A, govt econ h=B, spanish=A-, trig=B-, brit lit h=B+
ok but still not low enough to get out of nhs...that means i gotta do 29 service hours this semester. ick.

cumulative GPA=3.6something - it went down. MP3 GPA=3.534.

its -1 degrees outside rite now.

conditioning is really painful rite now. me and katelyn were like hobbling up the stairs today. ugh - but hey! we'll be buff by summer lol.:D

talked to mom today. she commented that if she only knew zagar wanted to get into honors govt, i couldve dropped it - gee thx for tellin me a year and a half to late. o well

jessa - we're always here for u

i got school tomorrow. and the next day. but we got late start 2 wks in a row and then midwinter break so i cant complain.

im out. cya

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:: 2003 19 January :: 8.34 pm
:: Mood: mellow

mindless blabbing
wow its cold out

i hope we have a snow day tomorrow

the roads sucked ass takin brandy home - at least i didnt have to drive

those butter pecan shakes are about as good as the eggnog ones

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:: 2003 17 January :: 1.47 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful

misc. thoughts
UNTITLED

"once again she crumbles. once again she crumbles. the earth beneath her is unyeilding as reality strikes another blow.

time is forgotten it is as if she is frozen here forever. vulnreble living her worst nightmare or so she thinks.

memories flash in her mind as oblivion begins to settle in. weightless, floating, bliss. the pain just given no forgotten.

no longer must she live in the torment reality had dealt her. but once again, as always. she must awake and her daily war begins again."

SrS


***a friend of mine wrote that - i find it thought-provoking

i feel like making cookies but we're out of eggs:(

i got 12 hours of sleep!!!:)

still debating on whether or not to go to the game tonite...

rick cant come this weekend

brandy should be home tho

report cards come home wednesday

manda got a car!!!

i think im going to single-handily try to free the world of hunger...starting w/ myself

latas

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:: 2003 15 January :: 10.37 pm

o yea..trista shouldve given jeff a rose - she screwed up.

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:: 2003 15 January :: 10.26 pm
:: Mood: sore

wow, this had to have been like the worst exam week ever. i took my last 2 exams today. gov't/econ was a pain in the ass - 20 pgs!!! and we only had 70 min. needless to say i didnt finish and what i did do was a bunch of crap. i did pretty good on the political parties and such but totally sucked on the histry part- i know i did really bad. Spanish was ok except for the pronoun part - direct and indirect...in spanish?!?! come on, i cant even talk rite in english let alone a totally different language.

plus the fact that i felt like crap the last several days didnt help none. something's goin around and i think i caught it.

it'll be quite a while before i will be able to eat pizza again.

my knee is throbbing again.

rez life was fun tonite.

im contemplating on whether or not to go to the basketball game friday nite. im not a big basketball fan but amanda's dancing at halftime and mandi and weezer want me to...i dunno.

i gotta 4 day weekend:)

well im out. bye all.

do u love life?

:: 2003 14 January :: 1.28 pm
:: Mood: dorky

>Here are 20 other really deep thoughts to ponder on for the new year......
>
>1. Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach that person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks.
>
>2. I'm not 50-something. I'm $49.95, plus shipping and handling.
>
>3. Have you noticed since everyone has a camcorder these days, no one talks about seeing UFO's like they used to.
>
>4. Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday.... lying in hospitals dying of nothing.
>
>5. The other night I ate at a real family restaurant. Every table had an argument going.
>
>6. I read recipes the same way I read science fiction. I get to the end and I think, "Well, that's not going to happen."
>
>7. All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism.
>
>8. Whenever I feel blue, I start breathing again.
>
>9. Have you noticed that a slight tax increase costs you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents?
>
>10. According to a recent survey, men say the first thing they notice about a woman is their eyes, and women say the first thing they notice about men is they're a bunch of liars.
>
>11. In the 60's people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.
>
>12. Politics is supposed to be the second oldest profession. Some have come to realize that it bears a very close resemblance to the first.
>
>13. There is a theory which states that if ever anybody discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened.
>
>14. How is it one careless match can start a forest fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire?
>
>15. You read about all these terrorists--most of them came here legally, but they hung around on these expired visas, for as long as 10-15 years. Now, compare that to Blockbuster: you're two days late with a video and those people are all over you. Let's put Blockbuster in charge of immigration.
>
>16. Every teenager should get a high school education. Even if they already know everything.
>
>17. If you're playing a poker game and you look around the table and can't tell who the sucker is ....... it's you!
>
>18. You know when you're sitting on a chair and you lean back so you're just on two legs then you lean too far and you almost fall over backwards but at the last second you catch yourself? I feel like that all the time.
>
>19. Some people are like Slinkies . . . not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.
>
>20. Doctors can be frustrating. You wait a month-and-a-half for an appointment, and when you finally see him he says, "I wish you'd come to me sooner."

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:: 2003 14 January :: 1.01 pm
:: Mood: frustrated

exams suck ass
well my monday's exams went ok. wings was easy - i know i aced it (we got to do it over the weekend lol). fst was ok - there was only one page i didnt know how to do - i think i pulled a B/C. brit lit - one word 'FUCK!!!!' ok, justin, u and everyone was right when u guys told me her exams are nothing like the review sheet. god, i left so much blank - i know for a fact that i failed. it was mortifying, i didnt know crap. this just ensures the fact that i'll get kicked outa nhs...that'll look great to colleges.

i hate divorces...esp. messy ones that involve kids.

i got gov't and spanish tomorrow - that'll be ok.

happy belated b-day brandy - o and whats wrong w/ bein a dork lol.

latas all.

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:: 2003 9 January :: 9.23 am
:: Mood: relieved

i talked to mr dovick this morning about not having all my service hours done. hes so nice - he said that he'll give me the credit but i still have to make them up. so that went better than i thought.

exams are next week :(

i went to rez life last nite. its so much fun. tony was nice enough o take me home. it was kinda a shock to me. my dad actually bitched me out for giving up $ to go to church (one of my mom's friends, who pays very good, wanted me to babysit last nite and i told her 'no' cuz i had church.) and my dad seriously got pissed. hey money isnt everything. i mean i finally found a church (well it really isnt but kinda) that i actually like going to - and my mom saw that and she was ok w/ it. but for some reason my dad was pissed which is like totally messed up. usually he's the one who doesnt really care but he seemed to this time. huh strange.

o yea, rumor has it that are women's conditioning class next semester is gonna be co-ed cuz only 4 girls signed up...hmmm. i think that could just be a rumor cuz well i dunno.

im getting really tired of all these exam reviews. u know, they really dont help much - either u know it or u dont.

my mom's totally flipping out about like my rides to and from exams. 16 w/o a lisence does have its disadvantages. o well tho it'll work out.

im out - latas.

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:: 2003 6 January :: 9.39 am
:: Mood: relaxed

well back to school.

there is absolutely nothing wrong with wearing a short spagghetti strap dress and flip flops outside in january.

it should be deemed morally wrong to let little brothers wake you up.

i have exactly 6 monthes til my birthday!!!

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