"the important things in life aren't always things"

1 people love life | do u love life?

:: 2005 1 March :: 7.43am

I'm here now.

:: 2005 25 March :: 12.20am

She asked if I was okay, if I was upset about what they have been saying about us. I told her no, that I was just stressed out.

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:: 2005 24 February :: 11.19pm

You scored as The Almighty Stage Manager. You are the Almighty Stage Manager, I bow down before you.

The Almighty Stage Manager
79%
Lights
71%
Set
67%
Spot
58%
Sound
42%
Costume Design
42%
Ropes
38%
Choir
33%
Pit member
29%
Dancer
21%
Actor
8%

What part of the theatre world are you?
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You scored as Tongue Piercing. You're a naughty person aren't you? Being with you is probably lots and lots of fun. You're probably totally pimpin' too. Good for you, good for you.

Tongue Piercing
80%
Labret Piercing
80%
Cartilage Piercing
70%
Dirty Piercings
60%
Nose Piercing
60%
Nipples
60%
Earlobe Piercing
50%
Lip Piercing
40%
Belly Button Piercing
20%

What Piercing Are You?
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:: 2005 24 March :: 3.56pm

Slightly stressed out, completely undersexed, suffering from a chronic cold, unmotivated, lacking energy, fed up, skipping class, cramming, swapping notes, being unproductive, constant want of entertainment, missing chocolate, random boners, need to work out, taking naps, taking more naps, avoiding homework, avoiding studying, eating late at night, talking online, checking my email way too much, fantasizing, zoning out, missing people, trying to connect, fearing the silence, fearing next year, not wanting to grow up.

:: 2005 22 February :: 11.55pm

Close every door to me, hide all the world from me
Bar all the windows and shut out the light
Do what you want with me, hate me and laugh at me
Darken my daytime and torture my night

If my life was important I
Would ask will I live or die
But I know the answers lie far from this world
Close every door to me, keep those I love from me

Just give me a number instead of my name
Forget all about me and let me decay
I do not matter
I'm only one person
Destroy me completely then throw me away

:: 2005 17 February :: 12.20am

I know, I'm pitiful...

:: 2005 15 February :: 12.06am

Tears and such...
Happy FUCKING Valentines Day to all you lovely people...
I'm done.

:: 2005 9 February :: 11.11pm

Hi. I'm not dead.

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:: 2005 3 February :: 12.16am

His eyes are on your face
His hand upon your hand
His lips caress your skin
It's more than I can stand
Why does my heart cry
Feelings I can't fight
You're free to leave me
But just don't decieve me
And please believe me when I say
I love you...

:: 2005 29 January :: 11.36am

Post this as a comment:
Put an X in the ( ) for the ones that apply to you:
(x) snuck out of the house?
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
( ) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
( ) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
( ) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
( ) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
( )laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
(x) swore at your parents?
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts?
( )been in love?
( ) been close to love?
( ) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
( ) broken a bone?
( ) been high?
( ) given someone a bruise?
( ) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
( ) flashed someone?
( ) had oral surgery?
( ) saw a therapist?
( ) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
(x) gotten stitches?
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
( ) bitten someone?
(x) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
( ) kissed a member of the same sex?
(x) crashed into a friend's car?
(x) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
( ) been dumped?
(x) shoplifted?
( ) been fired?
( )ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
(x) stole something from your job?
(x) gone on a blind date?
( ) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(x) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(x) Been to Canada?
(x) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
( ) Eaten Sushi?
( ) Been snowboarding?
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been to a moto cross show?
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(x) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
( ) tried killing yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

:: 2005 25 January :: 11.46pm

Post this as a comment:
Put an X in the ( ) for the ones that apply to you:
(x) snuck out of the house?
( ) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
(x) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(x) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
( ) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
( ) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
(x)laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
( ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
( ) swore at your parents?
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts?
(x)been in love?
(x) been close to love?
( ) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
(x) broken a bone?
( ) been high?
(x) given someone a bruise?
( ) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
( ) flashed someone?
( ) had oral surgery?
( ) saw a therapist?
( ) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
( ) gotten stitches?
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(x) bitten someone?
( ) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex?
(x) crashed into a friend's car?
( ) been to Japan?
( ) ridden in a taxi?
(x) been dumped?
(x) shoplifted?
(x) been fired?
( )ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
( ) stole something from your job?
( ) gone on a blind date?
(x) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(x) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
( ) Been to Canada?
( ) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
( ) Eaten Sushi?
(x) Been snowboarding?
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been to a moto cross show?
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
( ) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(x) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
( ) tried killing yourself?
( ) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

:: 2005 25 January :: 12.12am

What Ho?! Doth mine own nose decieve me? or do I doth awake to the heavenly aroma of baking pies? Beshrew me but it's true. Pies there be! Pies fit of the King himself and mine own mouth proves and unworthy vessel for such manner of pastery. But twill serve. Twill serve indeed till the pies themselves have shuffled out of their mortal tins and are vanish. And are no more.

:: 2005 24 January :: 12.05am

We�ve all seen a man at the liquor store beggin� for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange
He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes
Get a job you ****ing slob, is all he replies
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
�cause then you really might know what it�s like to sing the blues

Then you really might know what it�s like...
Then you really might know what it�s like...
Then you really might know what it�s like...
Then you really might know what it�s like...

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love
He said, don�t worry about a thing, baby doll
I�m the man you�ve been dreaming of.
But 3 months later he say he won�t date her or return her calls
And she swear, God damn, if I find that man I�m cuttin� off his balls.
And then she heads for the clinic and
She gets some static walking through the door
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner
And they call her a whore
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
�cause then you really might know what it�s like to have to choose

Chorus

I�ve seen a rich man beg
I�ve seen a good man sin
I�ve seen a tough man cry
I�ve seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I�ve seen the good side of bad
And the downside of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
And smoked the finest green
I stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times
Before I broke their heart
You know where it ends, yo, it usually depends on where you start

I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late
He liked to get shit-faced and keep the pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight and Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45, talked some shit, and wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain
You know it crumbles that way
At least that�s what they say when you play the game
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
�cause then you really might know what it�s like to have to lose

Then you really might know what it�s like...
Then you really might know what it�s like...
Then you really might know what it�s like...to have to lose

:: 2005 19 January :: 5.13pm

You Are 15 Years Old

15

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

:: 2005 16 January :: 1.25am

I leave for chicago in 5 hours and counting. Awww yeah. Break's been alright, but I'll be glad to be back in chi town. I got to see everyone, although most people I only saw once during break. Last night I went to Katie T's house and we played bored games and talked. It was a nice evening. Plus, Katie's thinking about coming to visit me during midwinter break which would be awesome. On top of that, Katie F. is supposed to visit me the second weekend of feburary, Sara Wilson is supposed to come down and check out Loyola, and various other people may stop by. I just hope I can balance it all. Nick stopped by tonight and we played some card games and watched SNL. Tomorrow Brandi said she's gonna come up to Chicago. Even though I want to see my loyola friends and catch up, it'll be exciting if Brandi does drive up. She said we HAVE to go to the something corporate concert. Tickets are sold out but if we can get in..hot diggity. Well, I'm going to sleep or find something to preoccupy my time. Later.