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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2005 20 November :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: guns 'n' roses - knocking on heavens door

to much to handle
I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child who's lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away




all this shit is getting to me
i just can't take it...
so many things running through my head [i don't know what to do, i don't understand].. i just wish i knew the answers.



i wish you'd want me again

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2005 17 November :: 3.33pm

bitch what the fuck?
I HATE LITTLE GIRLS


anyways lastnite me and my mother got into it because im tryin to go to a alternative school called phase 4. theres one in washington and one in monesson im tryin to go to either one lol. i would be able to graduate this yr. and i get out at 11:30am. so yeah i mean come on plus the works easier. and i told her i wanted to go back to my old school if she doesnt sign me in or look into a alternative school lmao. it sucks not seeing everyone. hmm


this girl better watch out before i rip her eyelids off. ugh.

^ to a girl i want to rot n die cause i hate her so much with a burning passion

sometimes u gotta let people know whos in charge! :)

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love4skate

:: 2005 17 November :: 12.38pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: nothing.

IM GEED UP FROM THE FEET UP, SON.
so. whats been going on hoes? i got my hair cut... again! Briana did it. its the sweetest. i need to hurry because i have 5 minutes left in here.. yeah sucks. so anyway, i like this new kid Stephen. he knows now because his cousin samantha told him.. but whatever. i like him alot. he has so many things ive been looking for in a guy. :) except for one thing.......... a girl friend. i dont know if he likes me.. next time i update ill put pictures of when he came over. well i think im gunna go...

i only have a few minutes.

PEACE OUT NIGGAS.

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2005 16 November :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: crabby
:: Music: 10 years - wasteland

doodle doodle doodle da da
whoa i need to get back on track and update daily.. sorry kiddos.

Wed- last day of school had a 4 day weekend woop woop.

Thurs- was with kelly

Fri- Went to rolands and played Monopoly from 7pm-12am. haha fun fun.

Sat- Went to wal*mart with my mom and just chilled with my mom,sis,step dad, aunt and cousin.

Sun- Went with jena to the movies to see Saw II. it was real good i liked it alot. but i liked me and jena spending time together; its been awhile since we hung out. i really missed her.

Mon-Went to gay ass school.. came home and slept.

Tues- My aunt and cousin went back home (even thought i got annoyed easily with them i miss them alot). i got to stay home but also i had 2 watch my sissy for a few hours [we had a blast!] hehe. then when my ma came home we went to washington to see my aunt missy and plus my step dad had to remodel her kitchen 'n' shit..so i decided to go to the mall..i got a shirt at dots [green and white with a pocket on the boobie lol] also 3 pairs of really cute underwear!.. (we all know im a undies fanatic. ugh).. then i went to Pac Sun cause there having sales i got a shirt [orange, pink and white]. then Spencers for new gauged earrings. i'm like the only one with my ears gauged in school lol but hey thats meeeeeee. :). also me and mark got into it. hmm what else is new. (i try to get over him but it doesnt work out)

Wed Not having a good day really everything is getting to me. i hate school im not doing well on the second nine weeks. and i'm taking to many xanaxs.. my worlds coming to an end. little girls think they can try and take us cool folks men.. but WRONG-O SISTA!! lmao.. ILL STAB U IN THE FACE BITCH!!!! hahahaha oh yes indeed. :):)
i keep thinking of my ex boyfriend danny, i do miss him, he gets out in march i believe.. i would like to write to him and see how he is but my mom hates him... shes like 'if u get back with that lowlife i wont want to have anything to do with you!' im like 'but mom. i never said i was going to i just wanna see how he is!!!!! ugh she just said "w/e i'll get u a fucking stamp" i doubt she will stick to her word but oh well. i can talk to whoever i want to... also earlier today i talked to my mom on the phone bout another school since she wont let me go back to bentworth; called PHASE 4 not the one in washington but the one in Monessen. i will graduate early and get out of school at 11:30am instead of 2:18pm. and less kids to put up with... i mean ringgold is okay and i did make new kickass friends but i just cant take the 'other' peers and the teachers and the fucking work. i just cant im assuming school isnt cut out for me. never the less. hmm* wel im outtie.

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denation

:: 2005 16 November :: 4.14pm

nothing much

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denation

:: 2005 10 November :: 12.54am

HAHA and I thought I was the weirdest one at BK...

way wrong...

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2005 8 November :: 10.34pm
:: Mood: hopeless

what you gon do? lol
well today is tuesday and i'm rochelle and i don't know nothing at all.

i miss all my old friends but these new ones are cool and all do not get me wrong just i miss everyone, i am tryin to stay intouch with everyone. but in this new school i've been in 3 fights (go figure) cause people are morons and do not know how to stfu, i mean what else is new right? hmmm.. also i am very in need of sexual intercourse lmfao.. jena KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING BOUT! lmao

xxx jena says: guys are f-ing stupid, and if they didn't have dicks. there would be no use for them.
absent x dreams: LMAO
absent x dreams: true
absent x dreams: 'true dat' lol



xxx jena says: I NEED SOMEONE TO HAVE SEX WITH
xxx jena says: I AM SEX DEPRIVED.
xxx jena says: i'm going to die from no sex
xxx jena says: I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!
xxx jena says: DO YOU FEEL THE SAME, OR ARE YOU GETTING SOME?!?!
absent x dreams: IM NOT GETTIN ANY!
absent x dreams: I SWEAR ITS LIKE EVOLUTION!
xxx jena says: IT HURTS..
xxx jena says: AMEN SISTA
absent x dreams: it most certainly does
absent x dreams: LOL
absent x dreams: ammeeeenn
xxx jena says: ahhh.. whatca gonna doo
absent x dreams: go look for honry young boys
xxx jena says: LMFAO
xxx jena says: I WANT AN OLD ONE!!
xxx jena says: sweet.
absent x dreams: LOL
absent x dreams: ya me to i dont really like lil boys.. lol


lmao were retarded

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denation

:: 2005 7 November :: 7.12pm
:: Mood: annoyed

hmp... childish...
the whole situation just pisses me off. i promise myself right now that i will forever forget the idea of it and just move on. cause thinking of the idea only causes more emotional stress and more gossip, which are the two things i hate the most and yet, i can't seem to get away from. sometimes, i just wish that everything in life was right in front of me, and nothing was hidden or secretive.

todd is right. i need to get out.

...three more weeks until im independent...

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denation

:: 2005 4 November :: 12.58am
:: Mood: content

finally, a real (meaningful) entry
everything is good actually. no complaints. well, there are a few here and there, but for the most part, im happy. im on nights, i have my license, and im gonna have a car. and for the first time in my life, i feel accepted. a part of something. i feel included, and its a good feeling.

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denation

:: 2005 3 November :: 1.10am

I'm lovin' nights more and more and more and more.

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denation

:: 2005 30 October :: 6.15pm

why me?

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2005 25 October :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: sleepy

ummmMm
Riding on this satellite
Sun faded and sweaty, but that's alright
Cause I'm still alive
Always stranded in this memory
Your mouth is wide open
You can't scream
Oh you can't scream

And don't take my picture down
And don't erase everything that we had
Don't think I let you down
And I might be gone, we'll meet again
Can't find you, so I'll call your name

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2005 24 October :: 10.46pm

doo woop
nohing to new and exciting here, just got home from chillaxin with mark and his friend mike.. i had a nice time.. i just feel bad cause my mark got unexpected news bout a friend of his that died..:( i feel so bad.

and gosh do i wish it was friday.. im sick of going to school already lol.

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denation

:: 2005 23 October :: 9.24pm

I'm finally done. No more days.

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2005 23 October :: 1.09pm
:: Mood: bored

whoa
stupid bitches just can't seem to keep there mouths shut

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