LOVE. . . I'm crazy in it.

LOVE. . . I'm crazy in it.

:: 2006 14 April :: 1.16pm

I've decided to stop using my phone. I'm wasting so much money putting stupid minutes on it that it's just not worth it. If I were to put minutes on it now, I would have spent 60 dollars so far in a months' span on minutes. So, I've decided that what I'll do is save up my money for one of those Visa secured credit cards (it's 300 dollars deposit), then I will use it to establish a credit score. Once I have done that, THEN I will get a phone with a plan, that way I can actually afford it. Plus, it will be nice to have a phone that has unlimited nights and weekends and stuff like that. So, on that note, please call me on my home phone at 616-696-0007. And, you can also get a hold of me at work at 616-696-2164. Oh, and there's also AIM or Yahoo. As far as phone numbers go, 616-510-5945 is DEAD.

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denation

:: 2006 13 April :: 8.39pm
:: Music: "When You're Mad" Ne-Yo

I need to establish credit.

I'm sick of prepaid phones.

Expecially my phone. It's a piece.

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denation

:: 2006 9 April :: 4.50pm

I'm sorry I hurt your heart.

MORE: I would like to wish THE Anne E. Howland a happy 21st birthday. May your following week be filled with fun, perpetual drunkeness, and D-Town mayhem. And please, call me when you are drunk and leave a voicemail. Those are fun to play back when you are sober ;)

MORE: The little fruity half-mirror on my cellphone cracked today. Does that mean that I'll carry around with me 7 years of bad luck?

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denation

:: 2006 8 April :: 9.25am

I'm so tired. I'm rarely ever home to do such things as... sleep. Or... eat.

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denation

:: 2006 7 April :: 4.37am

an explaination...
EDIT: I have a long weekend ahead...

EDIT: Anyone who is worried about me and worried about my actions as of late, I'm fully aware of what I've been doing. And yes, a small part of me is ashamed for some ideas that I had. But, I have to say that most of the time it was exactly what I say it was, harmless fun.

And don't worry, I'll change the way I've been acting. The things I have done lately aren't really my style. I just wanted to be fun. To actually be liked as something else besides the "nice guy."

I got... caught up in the moment.

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denation

:: 2006 6 April :: 10.11am

Last night was great. We blew some hours on payroll, but it wasn't our fault. I wasn't gonna send home Mike or anything, and I needed Allison. So if Stacy has a problem with hours last night, she'll have to get over it. Everything else was good. Waste was... well, there was that mishap where someone must've hit the dial while they were turning the broiler (*cough*AndyDoug*cough*) and made the speed too fast and we wasted about 24 burgers. Yeah, that pissed me off big time. Let's see, I did all my bookwork (days bookwork too because none of it was done). SOS was... high, but only because we were trying to have no waste by the end of the night. Cash was... short, by about $4, but three of it was from daybreak so I really only was short a dollar for my shift.

Wow, I guess it wasn't a good night. I admit it, if Allison wasn't there I'd have probably ripped some hair out. "Not gonna lie."

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denation

:: 2006 5 April :: 1.32pm

Tonight is the night I have to prove that I don't SUCK on nights as a manager. Teri gave me a "pep talk" last night. She's in my corner ;)

I'll do anything to save the night shift from a solid week of NewMike when Annie goes on vaca.

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denation

:: 2006 4 April :: 7.40pm

My week is too busy for my own good. I might die by the end of it.

There's nothing worse than smelling like Burger King when you are in an orgy. Unless someone really wants a taste of that whopper.

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denation

:: 2006 4 April :: 1.42am

Yup, I like them when they are good and engaged.

Doesn't it make the chase much more exciting?!?!?!

*rolls eyes*

EDIT: I guess I need to add a disclaimer saying how I'm just kidding about going for a girl that's already taken. Since some people took it literally *cough*Joe*cough*

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denation

:: 2006 2 April :: 3.57pm

The idea of it ever happening is gone.

And I'm okay with that.

I am. Honest.

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denation

:: 2006 1 April :: 8.46am
:: Music: You're Beautiful - James Blunt

a little loan from mom, and I'm back...
I have minutes on my phone now.

I guess I'm gonna start going to the gym with Traci a couple times a week, maybe even starting this week. I have been a slacker from way backer and this is something that is long overdue. Plus, it's free. So I'll take that. It's better than going to Champion and paying 10 bucks a pop. Fuck that.

I've decided that one of my new favorite songs is Bad Day by Daniel Powter. I have to say, it's pretty awesome...

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

So, tomorrow is finally the Sunday when NewMike comes in at 8 to ruin my life. Which sucks because now I have to put my energy into making sure everything is right instead of making sure that customers get served, not to mention hover over Todd like a vulture. I hope everything goes okay. A lot is on the line with this Sunday. And from what I hear, he's going to work every Sunday now. That's what Stacy said yesterday. Maybe I can just get to the point where I'll hand it over to him and I'll close Sunday nights.

Speaking of Stacy and closing Sunday, this Wednesday I finally get my shot to prove to her that I can be a closer. This may be my only opportunity to show that I know what I'm doing and that I can be effective on the night shift. Days aren't doing it for me much anymore.

I haven't heard back yet from GRCC about my application. Well, I haven't been trying my hardest to talk to them about it either. I decided a long time ago that I wanted to start in the fall. That way I can have the summer off. I can wait and then try to get things moving later.

I still have to get my tux before it's too late. I neeeeeed it. I'll have my ticket money on Monday.

So, it used to be that Diet Pepsi gave me headaches. Now it's starting to be that every pop is giving me headaches. I think it's coming to the point where I'm going to have to cut pop out for good.

Last night was Joe's birthday/His friend's bachelor party. Let's just say we went bowling then went to see Ice Age The Meltdown............. enough said? I just went because Joe is my friend and I don't want to make him feel like I don't care. I slept through the movie though.

Wrestlemania 22 is this Sunday. I wanna see it.

I watched Howard Stern "Private Parts" today. How lame is that? Super lame, that's why I'm so cool. You're jealous, I know.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

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denation

:: 2006 30 March :: 12.50pm

The song started on the radio, and I couldn't stand hearing it. I had to have Jason change the station. Pathetic? A little.

Oh well.

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denation

:: 2006 29 March :: 3.13pm

standing on the brink of reality
Okay. I understand.

EDIT: I am having a horrible day.

EDIT: My phone is out of minutes, and I have no money to fill it. So no one can really call me or text me. Well, I have about .98 cents left. That's about 19 text messages, both recieving and sending. So I'll save those. If you need to call me, call my home phone number 696-0007. Or call me on my phone, I won't answer it but I'll call you back on my home phone.

I'll have money on Monday.

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TheEdgeofYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 28 March :: 9.51pm

:(
fucked up shit right here
i went to the family doctor today.. i have to go for therapy.. for my back and my head trauma i don't remember things because i have short term memory loss.. :(