The Time Spent Here, Is the Time Wasted elsewhere.
I was asked to say what's on my mind at any given moment.
Below is the excerpts of raw brain power being wasted twisting knots and going in circles.

 

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:: 2007 9 November :: 2.06 pm

Computer borked.


Was around 11pm last night and it just shut off, hit the power button to turn it back on and it flashed. Hope nothing is too wrong. The status light on the mobo stays on as to suggest its receiving power still.

Going to take it to eden, got the key from Dan, going to test the power supply out see if its just going bad. I sincerely hope everything isnt just fried. I so dont have money to get another one right now. Crud! What am I going to do this weekend!?!!! Ugh!

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:: 2007 4 November :: 11.11 pm
:: Music: Daft Punk

Well

Rachel will be here the midday nov. 20th and staying here over thanksgiving and leaving sunday the 25th midday. I was hoping her to stay till the 30th but whatever. Im fine with this. I get to see her again. I havent since last time at the end of June. WAY too long in between, personally.

So Im a happy camper for November. If Im lucky she can be here again, maybe perma. After the new year. Which would be, if everything goes well, when me and PJ look into getting a place at Ramblewood.


Just need to keep everything else on the up and up and going higher so I can continue to be a happy camper.

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:: 2007 12 October :: 11.52 am
:: Music: Incubus- Deep Inside

Long awaited?
Ok! So...Its been along time since last I wrote.

Ok here is the deal:

-Ill be starting a new job this next Monday working for my current employer at his main full time job. Im getting parttime to start at $9 and hour and around 30hrs a week. I can expect a raise and full time within a month or so.
- Im going to be selling my computer so as to upgrade to a newer one from eDens stock when they close/sell.
-Im looking to sell my Fiero and get something a bit more sensible for all year round. (Dont get me wrong I love this car but its just not worth the troubles I forsee in winter.)
-I will be looking into moving out into an apartment with PJ being my roomate.
-I transfered to a pvE realm on wow since pretty much everyone I played with who I knew personally has abandoned the realm. PJ came with me to Zul'jin where my priest was. Im currently enjoying forward movement on the server.

Things are looking up. I like it. Now I just await this crushing moment where things all just seem to crumble into pieces and Im living the glass half empty again.

Love ya Rachel.

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:: 2007 7 September :: 11.14 am
:: Music: Pure Pwnage - teh n00b song

Nerd
Yup Im a big nerd. I have money for 48hrs and what do I do? I go out to the book store and buy nerdy books and then go to Best Buy and look at pc games but complain to myself because they cost so damn much. Ended up making myself not get Bioshock. It was a 10min sit there and think about it ordeal.

I went to Schuler Books and got 2 World of Warcraft books. "Tides of Darkness" & "Rise of The Horde" Why? Because Im such a WoW lore nut. I enjoy the story and the depth that the Blizzard team puts into it.

Yup Im a nerd.


Anyway enough of that. Its friday and 2 good looking movies are released. Shoot 'em Up & 3:10 to Yuma are out. I think Im going to go see Shoot 'em Up tonight. Its a tough choice. Celebration North naturally.

Give a holler if need be.

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:: 2007 20 August :: 6.51 pm
:: Music: Ohne Dich

Future is cloudy; ask again later.
Dont really know where to go from here right now. Im at a crossroads and I just dont know where to go.

WoW done. No spending money. Nothing to look forward to.

I suddenly feel like Im back to square one out of high school. Needing that "one thing to keep me going."

Looking for "it."








Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht

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:: 2007 13 August :: 5.04 pm

Woah
Curveball from Rachel.

Im totally not sure where we stand with 'us' now. She had things come up with family that will prevent her from being here. Totally not sure what to do now.

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:: 2007 5 August :: 2.16 pm

zeitgeistmovie
"Muck Rake"

Its run time is approx 1hr 56min 23sec long so if you plan to watch this, set aside the time to be able to do so.

It makes alot of points on different things. Set into three parts youll see things from religion, to money, and even into conspiracy.

I dont want to believe most things that people spout out of their mouths but this certainly is a time of new muck rakers. I totally stand by them too. They choose to ask questions and expect answers.

I would seriously suggest that if you wish to question higher powers then you open your mind and watch it.



My thoughts: We as human beings like to define our space, add walls to help define who we are, what we do, where we are going. If we could just but stop, step back and simply accept what things we would be much better off. We are humans, no better than the other, just humans. Ask questions and dont set barriers.

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:: 2007 29 July :: 12.23 am

Sigh
Havent really gotten to talk to Rachel in awhile. Its got me down. I hope she doesnt think Im avoiding her or something =S Guess she had a busy week with the church and house sitting thing. Goats being torn to shreds, children with bathroom needs, parent aggro, heck even having to help the people she was watching a house for get their money check out after a theft incident.

I went to see Simpsons the movie on Friday, it was funny yes, but I wasnt really impressed. It as a long simpsons episode to me. The only thing that got to truely like it was the audience all laughing together.

Found a internet gem: Jail house Rock!
I think its priceless. Id also like to note that Pure Pwnage has a new episode out that for lack of better ways to show the extremes of people against and for video games are. As a fellow WoW'er I could easily relate to things that were in it. The episode is entitled "Lifestyles" and should be on the front page.

Shortly after watching this I was reminded to do my normal weekly episode of Naruto Shippuuden and a few episodes of Red vs Blue. I havent gone and watched them in awhile Ive got some catching up to do.

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:: 2007 25 July :: 8.20 pm
:: Music: Razorblades!

Emo Crybaby Rant of Immense Shame!
So last night during my down time while raiding in wow - Yes Im a wow player - I saw this video on the G4 AOTS session "Around the Net" The movie is entitled "Emo Crybaby Rant of Immense Shame" Its a long one. Over 9min. If you happen to make it all the through it take some time to watch the other ones Ive posted. Theyll respond do this crazy and emotionally unstable girl.

The basic story is that she watched the news - OMG! I know right!? - and overheard a story about 'emo/scene' kids being picked on in school and decided to rant. What ensues is a 9 minute bi-polar rollercoaster of crying and yelling from this little nut job. As for part 2 of the rant its what became of her after being told of, shut down, and harrassed all around.


Emo Crybaby Rant of Immense Shame


Response 1 "Mustache man!"


Emo Crybaby Rant #2 "I give up"

I wanted to post more of the responses but I cant seem to find the ones I liked anymore.

Oh ya! Heres a few of the mock videos that pretty much sum up everything.

Video 1 (5sec summary):
Laughter

Video 2 (3min summary):
Poster Girl!




Thats enough out of me. Hasta

,Valoth

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:: 2007 4 July :: 2.37 pm

Happy 4th everyone.

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:: 2007 2 July :: 12.31 am
:: Music: Ram Jam - Black Betty

Half-way
Well Rachel has come and gone. It was great to have her here. I couldnt have been happier. Unfortunately now we have another two full months of waiting till were back together.

With any luck I think Ill be going down there for like a weekend or more to help her get packed up and then drive up here with her things for college. That should be a good trip. One thing Ill try to do though, since Ive seen how long Rachel took to get here is I think Ill get on a plane. Pay the price for taking ALOT less time.

Anyway. Im kinda being blah at the moment since she is gone so soon. Oh well.

<3 Rachel

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:: 2007 25 June :: 7.55 pm

Count down much?

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:: 2007 23 June :: 3.08 pm

So its saturday and for no good reason I didnt seem to wake up till about 15min ago. I was only up till 2:30 too. Thats not late. Oh well.

Well Rachels almost gonna be here! Ill pick her up Wednesday afternoon! Due to the complications without a new job shes gonna be back at eden with me, I know Im a bit of a bummer like that, but if nothing else its time I can be with her. :)

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:: 2007 30 May :: 2.04 am

I havent talked to Rachel since..well awhile. She was on for like 20min last night but that so was random and did not count.

Football at Bills was fun, but Im afriad Im still paying for it. My left thigh, my right upper arm, my head, my middle right foot toes, and bottom ribs. All of these locations are sore and bruised. I gave out hits and took a good number back. Good fun though.

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:: 2007 24 May :: 1.37 pm

Saturday morning eight fourty-five
Light shines off the white walls to your eyes
The kitchen sink throws a pitiful smile you're way out of time
You're way out of time

Sit down, coffee blue cheese, and cereal
Living the day is a God given miracle
Living the moment is more than a life away, more than a life away.

Saturday morning nine twenty-one
You read of a war in the east that was already won
By humiliation and panic the bombs came tumbling down, came tumbling down
Oh for the papers, the people in offices,spreading the news unaware of the consequences
Living the moment is more than a life away, more than a life away

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