The Time Spent Here, Is the Time Wasted elsewhere.
I was asked to say what's on my mind at any given moment.
Below is the excerpts of raw brain power being wasted twisting knots and going in circles.

 

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:: 2006 15 June :: 12.08 am

Well its official I got my glasses in, got em on now. Totally nice.

Got them then went to eden, hung out with Shane, Andy, Ryan, and Dustin. Good times. Shane wanted to go golfing or something tomorrow. Ya...not gonna happen. Im broke.

Ya so here I am, lookin' around and I have no clue what Im gonna do. I need to get myself together.

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:: 2006 13 June :: 2.35 pm

Sounds like may just be considering this server transfer off warsong. Sounds like a plan to me. If we can continue to raid, heck ya. Freedom from queues.

Anyway back home now. Tired as hell still. Good fun though. I think I actually gained some skill in UT for that lil' trip. Beat both Moq and almost got Fury. 10-8 against em.

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:: 2006 9 June :: 11.21 pm

Moving onto 48 hours no sleep. I didnt trust the people driving enough to let them drive without someone wake with them. I dunno, thats just me. So I stayed up. Im here, Im safe, {DS} guys havent changed too much. Still like a frat house basically.

Talking to that crazy cool Andrea girl...no wait..."that andrea girl"

Might play some CS:Source with the guys now.

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:: 2006 6 June :: 8.04 pm

Got a hair cut, feeling good. Gotta do some laundry, then get rid of this headache.

Phili with no sight! Sweet!

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:: 2006 4 June :: 8.59 pm

Water
Went out on Silver lake, just down Belding Rd. Got on a jet ski did a few laps wasnt tryin' to do anything super. Went through a boats wake and lost my glasses as a giant wave nailed me from the left front side.

Im now blind! Cant really do much. Im gonna look into contacts, but Ive gotta be quick on this, I leave thursday afternoon - evening.

Damnit...Really bad timing.


Its like Im supposed to lose everything and just start over. Square one. Ive lost alot, I need to get that thing that just makes me snap. Change my life. I can sit here and say it, I just need the motivation for it all....

...where is it....?

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:: 2006 3 June :: 10.32 pm
:: Music: Incubus- Glass

Things that are, and things that will be.
Got back from Bill's Grad 'party'. It was a good time.
Whos that Andrea girl, shes not to bad lookin'.

So anyway...cant wait till this weekend. It should be interesting. I have to give big thanks to Frag and the other guys of Downward Spiral for helping to get me there.

Seriously, thats friggin great.

Anyway. Im almost positive even trying to talk to Mindy will make her think Im tryin to stalk 'er or something. Whatever.

Oh good song! <3 Incubus, gotta go, I got some things to do around the house.

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:: 2006 1 June :: 11.09 pm

I wanna get out of the house. Go do something. Have some fun...with someone..idk who...

...Just out of the house.

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:: 2006 31 May :: 4.14 pm

Okay, so heres the deal.

Im thinking of trying to get 5-10 people and go to cedar point. This would be at the end of of July most likely. The weekend of the 28th.

If your remotely interested, post saying so.

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:: 2006 27 May :: 3.02 pm

Emo dump?

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:: 2006 25 May :: 3.53 pm

X-men 3 sometime Friday night, if your interested, leave a note.

Celebration.

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:: 2006 24 May :: 5.07 pm

Im over it.



Goin' to see "thank you for smoking" later tonight. Ive got a Art Craft employee summer thing to go to tomorrow if I want. I havent decided yet.

Its kinda sad that it ended like that. Knowing Mindy, and the way she is, I would say that shes made her mind up. Shes a very independent person. Would I say Im THAT different than her? Not really. Do I think she knew me at a bad time in my life, yes. Would I like to be with her still, very much so, but thats not how it is. Im moving on, and I would say she has/is.

Off and away I go. Lifes a bitch, it needs a mental institution big enough for itself.

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:: 2006 22 May :: 11.58 am

The question is now, what do I do? How?

Please? no.


God damnit. Why?!

Another thing I fucked up. Nice, way to go me. Whats next in this shit stain of a life?

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:: 2006 22 May :: 11.53 am
:: Music: Coldplay- X&Y

No...please?
I got off the phone with Mindy a few minutes ago.

...She broke up with me....

Im trying to fight it, I really am. I dont know what to do, what to say, I just want to fix it.

I loved you Mindy, I really did. Im sorry it didnt work out, in your view.

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:: 2006 16 May :: 2.33 pm

Screw Nymphet.
Ran aq20 last night after watching some tv with the parents. We got to the 2nd boss. I ended up with with codex: prayer of healing (rank5). Now the guildies, who I was informed disliked me, have decided to push this item against me. Why? Because the priest who was highest dkp earned was there on his warrior. You play that character you get the loot for that one. We all need the new ranks of spell in there, so if you come on one character then you should be willing to give up loots for the other.

Another reason to /gquit after a trial with < fusiØn >. Nymphet I hate you. You can go play kissy face with your good pals on Sotesko's vent. Ass hat.

In other news, Im waiting for mindy to arrive. I just made $20 for helping a neighbor hook up a new comp. I didnt get selected for Jury duty. But I have until the end of June to be called for a sitting.

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:: 2006 15 May :: 8.31 pm

:( I wanna see Mindy. I didnt really get to see her all weekend.

>.<

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