Tonight I roll out for another night of CoD and maybe some WoW.

Im running 11th in the nation, respectable? In most peoples eyes, no.

Yup its decided, I said it.

Im looking for that thing, that person...something or someone
...My motivation. Whats going to keep me going? Well Im looking for that.

[This Space for Rent]

Still bored!
I want my WoW. :( The hours I could spend playing it are numerous. The hours I am, few and far in between.

PJ you should bring your computer over here and trasnfer your files to my pc.

Other news:

I found out I get to learn some hardware stuff later this year in Computer Specialists. A+ core. Then I can mess with my pc at home then. Maybe even fix my pc. In the mean time, I still say I should replace the memory, video card, and the motherboard. Those are the most ideal of problem parts. Maybe I should see how much that would cost me in the end versus a new Dell. One I buy myself.

Who wants to help me search for some good parts deals?

SO. I was looking around my garage to find out what the dog was chewing on that could turn fur blue. I found a bottle of Southern Comfort. No blue substance.

Senior All-nighter: $100
Estimated Prom Price: $150 (After Tux)
Monthly Payment for WoW: $30 (2 Months)
Things for Car $$$ (Tires, winsheild whipers, oil change)

Bank account holdings: $2.47


Seems like theres a problem here for me. I cant spend a penny more than I need to. I doubt that Ill be buying my new car or computer this summer. I need to go sign up for the MEAP retesting. If I have to take it all over again, Ill be pissed. The MEAP tests are so stupid. Im not sure If Im going to go to prom or the senior all-nighter at this point. Why? Because I dont have the money. If I wanted to go to the all-nighter then I should be paying by the 15th. I wont be able to do that, so Ive got some thinking to do. I definatly know I need to get new tired and all that other stuff on my car; maybe even somenew brake pads too.

Alothough I could tell myself not to go to eden, because that cost money, Ill probably end up going now and then. My hopes are that it wont be too costly.

I wont be going anywhere special or doing anything special for anytime until summer. Even then, I doubt I could. I need to be working and getting those hours in. I should talk to my sister next time she comes home about working at Whitecaps. That should take a week or so, because she lived out of her car like a pack rat. Only coming home to get new clothes or a shower. Otherwise shes off with her friends, doing who knows what.

If I dont work whitecaps then I need to find another job. Something 9-5 for 5 days a week would be nice, too bad theres alot of people without jobs, and I wouldnt get any sort of job like that. If I did find something like that, I would be on it in a heart beat.

The College plan for me is to start second semester at GRCC. I havent applied yet, still. I should do that.

As far as life after college and High school goes, I definatly know I want to move away. Go somewhere more in touch with the world. That means somewhere with a good technology buzz. California, Texas, New York, Georgia; somewhere.

'a' list
--No Specific Order--

Beastie Boys- "So whatcha want"
Beastie Boys- "Ch-check it out"
Beastie Boys- "No sleep till Brooklyn"
Rage Against the Machine- "War within a breath"
Rage Against the Machine- "Maria"
Rage Against the Machine- "Renegades of Funk"
Weezer- "Undone (The sweater song)"
Weezer- "Buddy Holly"
U2- "Elevation"
Beck- "Loser"
Living Colour- "Cult of Personality"
Collective Soul- "Where the River Flows"
Sound Garden- "Spoon Man"
Pearl Jam- "Hail, hail"
Pearl Jam- "Elderly woman behind the counter in a small town"
Foo Fighters- "For all the cows"
Foo Fighters- "This is a call"
Incubus- "Megalomaniac"
Coldplay- "Politik"
Bush- "The people that we love"
Coldplay- "Yellow"
Led Zeppelin- "Stairway to Heaven"
Count Five- "Psychotic Reaction"
Canned Heat- "On the road again"
Deep Purple- "Hush"
The Eagles- "Rocky Mountain Way"
Animals- "House of the Rising Sun"
Pearl Jam- "Yellow Bedletter"
Stone Temple Pilots- "Vasoline"
Collective Soul- "Gel"

--Just good stuff, in my opinion. All other opinions found here are considered void on site.--

So Im sitting her playing some classic call of duty. Yeah, it no fun without the expansion. Oh well. Since my sound doesnt work the game is twice as hard. Every second not looking behind me is another death. I mean I have to give them the first hit, so I know that someone is there. It makes me realize how a deaf person would be cannon fodder in a real war. I need a new sound card.

I say screw it. Buy a new PC this summer with money I make. Maybe get my graduation money together and some cash I make working to buy a new car. Mines running really rough on the shocks. The backdoors are either not working or have child locks on, which I dont think my car has. The trunk never looks closed. The head lights are points to the sides and upwards. I need new winshield whippers, mine leave a huge blind spot in the middle.

Suckorz.

Okay so Ive been using Windows Media player to stream music for along time now. The database has been reset and theres alot more music this time around. Why? Well a new site came out with free streams. cdzlimited.org It good for school. When Im working I can play pretty much any song I know.

Good beats, in a boring world.

In other news Mrs. Hansen blocked Andy's wrap around link to woohu. So again, we lack the woohu spirit at school.

Statements
Of Origins

Of homes

Life is like a piece of wax
that's falling on a termite
that's choking on the splinters

Need I say more? 'Cause I know I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me? Good song, no I'm not in pity me session.

I sat in 3rd hour Stat's class today. As usual Mr. Andrud plays some music, no big deal. Till this song by some country singer comes on. Im going to guess this song is called "Have you forgotten?" All this guy does is say stuff about Bin Laden being evil. Now I can understand how people mess the facts up, but this guy was going on and on about it like Bin Laden personally attacked the World Trade Center Towers. Honestly!? It wasnt him, it was his extremist lackeys. Also another part of it was about how apparently Iraq seemed to also attack us. They didnt! They supplied the lackey extremists.

Then later in the day the I was flipping channels. I see something about Legislation to beef up the Homeland security. Why? I dont see bombs exploding all over. Anyone else see it? They show clips of the Head of the CIA and FBI; these guys read off a paper, they most likely are reading for the first time, and they say crap about putting Counter Terrorist Agents in the places like North Korea and all the other "threats to America." Honestly, it seems all the media can do is tell us dribble stories about our soldiers not comign home, human bombs blowing up on the other side of the world, and the need to put cops on every street corner. Its almost as if Big Brother is moving in on us.

I guess the point Im trying to get at is the pro American way. Its become this message about "stopping terrorism" by attacking any country with an anti-American way of things. Dont get me wrong, I love The Bill of Rights, The Constitution, and Democracy. but is it worth putting American troops in every country? Do we need to start fights with an exucse of "they were trying to buy weapons of mass destruction!" I say no. We tried it, it didnt work, lets move on. There is other things in this world besides war.

Now Im sure that someone will disagree with something Ive wrote here. Honestly, if I actually took the time to read what I just put, I might find a better way to state it, too damned bad. I hate that song, I hate the pro-war/democratic system for all, big brother breathing down you neck attitude. End of story.

Lil'update
Most heartily I think Im going to officially make Fridays my days. No work. Just a trip down to the eDen. I went Saturday this week, and that sucked, alot. All I saw was a bunch of little kiddie cannon fodder. And they all played DDR. BAH! Thats the worst thing ever. Later on good ool' Mike showed up. I havent seen him in along time. Its good to know that old friends dont just fall off the ends of the earth.

Tuesday is the start of the CoD: UO FFA Tounry. I hope to anihilate all those playing at eDen, unless its a fellow RoF. My predictions: a. I get owned like no other b. I slaughter all in my path. c. work over the nubs & be cannon fodder for the elites.

So who went to Swirl? I know I didnt.

Also Happy birthday Liz.