The Time Spent Here, Is the Time Wasted elsewhere.
I was asked to say what's on my mind at any given moment.
Below is the excerpts of raw brain power being wasted twisting knots and going in circles.

 

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:: 2004 21 December :: 11.36 pm

Oh...shits goin' down.

Its goin down hard.

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:: 2004 19 December :: 10.48 am

Happy Holidays to all those I wont be seeing till breaks over.

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:: 2004 16 December :: 6.25 pm
:: Music: Weezer- Undone

Celebrations For some.
Well Im back to work. I made some decent cash in tips, so thats all going good.

I the final doctors appointment today for my foot x-rays. Its half healed and starting to bridge the crack, its weird. I had some time to waste since I didnt want to go to 3rd hour and take my test for Andrus's class. So I went to Family Fare and bought some crispy creams. I ate some while wandering the hass for like 30minutes, then went to English for 4th hour. During lunuch I gave out the remainder of the 2nd box to everyone. SO to those who had one, your welcome.

Ive been thinking about how my Birthday and Christmas are so close to each other. I realized that it sucks. My birthday has always been a half-assed thing. My parents dont have alot of money, since they spent it all on Christmas. My brother and sister hardly ever get me something. Then theres the simple fact that I have to wait forever to get anything new, mostly that was because I hadnt had a job until this year.

"If you want to destroy my sweater. Pull this thread as I walk A-way. Watch me unravel; I'll soon be naked. Lying on the floor! Lying on the floor! I've come undone!" -Undone, Weezer

Happy Holidays to everyone out there.

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:: 2004 14 December :: 8.33 am

Back on track
Im working TOnight! Its been a long month and a half, but Im back to work and making money. Ive got Friday and Sunday also to work.

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:: 2004 12 December :: 2.26 pm
:: Music: Canned heat-

Whats going on in my direction
So I went to eDen yesterday. I sold my Dreamcast to them for cash. I think it was a fair trade in. I bought an all day pass with some of it and went to work playing a new game.

Lord of the Rings: Battle for Middle Earth

Its so simplistic I can dominate at it. Me Jay Matt, and another Jay played another team of four. We won and got 2 hours of free time and t-shirts sponsoring the event/premier. THe shirts nice; I now have 2 free eden gaming shirts. :)

I still gotta pay $100 to my parents. I hope I can make them wait, till I can pay.
I go back to work this week, which Im happy about.
5 days of school till break!

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:: 2004 10 December :: 7.30 pm

Another night passes. Im alone. Why wont someone stick me in th back with a rusty knife? I could use some real pain. This kind of pain is too much of a tourment.

Take my thoughts away and you will be thanked.

Sigh.

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:: 2004 9 December :: 9.21 pm

Hot Damn Im bored.

I found alot of Apple Ipods on ebay, who couldnt do that. I realized a bunch of people dont read things properly. A bunch of items were going for like 50cents and tons of people thought it was an auction. THEY WERENT! they were lists of wholesalers...

Im thinking if my partents really want to get me one, then they would tell me to look for one after the holiday seasons. Orders would die down. But I doubt I will ever see one. There like $250-270 on ebay and $300 in stores. Thats no big savings.

Apparently the RoF teams trying to meet up Saturday at eDen. I doubt Im going. Its the money problems. Goddamnit I hate not having money. I mean I still owe my parents $100 for car insurance. But I cant pay them. Ive got $59 in the bank and no cash in my pocket.

F******! Son of a B****! I need to win money and now...I need money and now...I hate myself.

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:: 2004 9 December :: 3.26 pm
:: Music: Foo Fighters- Hey, Johnny Park

The Updates
"Come And Ill take you under
This beautiful rooms colors...

...wish that I had another.
Stab at the undercover.
Was it a change in mind for you?

Its Impossible, I cant let it out.

...Sit and watch your every move."


I like this song...

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:: 2004 6 December :: 10.39 pm

027 Model Train
I felt the Christmas tree needed something more to it. SO I went down stairs and got my Dads old Model 027 Train set out. ITs Prolly about 2-3 tall trains. Neat stuff. I electricuted myself a few times while putting it together, but no worries. Now I smell the nice smell of metal on greasy metal wheels. ITs coomforting to hear that sound, I hadn't heard it since I was 8 years old.

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:: 2004 3 December :: 8.31 am

FAST CASH!
I need money and fast!

I got the statement for my insurance payment. Its 101.18 right now then 98.18 in January to pay for 6 months, which goes till may.

Ive got maybe 55-70 to pay for it. I need to find a way to get the rest fast. Anyone want to make me a loan? Ill pay back, with interest, on my next pay check. That should be December 22nd. Im willing to pay 10 in interest for the person who loans my what I need.

Help me!.... please.

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:: 2004 30 November :: 10.12 pm

Rage Against the Machine- The Ghost of Tom Joad
Apparently its supposed to snow tonight. I hope the roads get locked up. I could use a delay or better yet no school.

The question is if there isnt school, what will I do?

Whats everyone else doing? Dont know, me too.

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:: 2004 25 November :: 8.53 pm

No surprises here. Turkey day played out like it has each year. I sit bored for 3 hours then I eat and continue sitting bored for another 3 hours.

Happy Turkeyday anyway.

I dont get to hang out with any friends this weekend so Im kinda angry. Im almost through my book too, so thats not gonna help stave off bordem in Traverse City.

The best thing I could hope for is a chance that my parents let me go snowboarding at Holiday Hills. I love that place. But its a story in its own. Perhaps another time.

I thought about waking up at 4:30 tomorrow so I could go shopping for myself. Best Buy mainly. Rush in and get the super good deals at 6AM. Wouldnt that be nice? A car stereo for half price?

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:: 2004 23 November :: 2.58 pm

Yawn...Blah. and so forth.


Funny: "Im going to shoot you now...with bullets."

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:: 2004 22 November :: 3.14 pm

Holiday Weekend; Mines Sucks
ITs currently Monday. School. Whoopdee-friggin-doo.

Tuesday brings the say things.

Wednesday is bound to suck. Days off always suck for me.

Thursday brings me to Lansing. Here Im bored for 3 hours then I eat the turkey and all that stuffz. Then I sit bored again for another 2 or 3 hours.

Friday I could stay home and go to eDen or go north with the folks to Traverse City. ITs this thing my dads family does to get together and spend a few days eating drinking and shopping.

Saturday is the same stuff described above.
Or I stay home. Or Stay friday and head north on satuday.
Sunday I would come home. TO be bored.

I suppose I could simply go north satuday morning and come back satuday night. Anyone wanna join me in TC? I could invovle some free food. It wouldnt cost much otherwise.

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:: 2004 20 November :: 12.18 pm

Went to eDen for the last time this eyar most likely unless some big thing that I really feel a need to do comes up.

I got a hair cut this morning and Im going to get my eyes checked so in the near future I can have new lenses on my glasses. Seeing clearly is nice.

So basically my weekend is gonna be crummy. Next week we only have Monday and Tuesday for school. Thats Freaking awesome. 2 days then a nice long weekend.

Blach....Thats my life from now on.

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