The Time Spent Here, Is the Time Wasted elsewhere.
I was asked to say what's on my mind at any given moment.
Below is the excerpts of raw brain power being wasted twisting knots and going in circles.

 

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:: 2004 18 November :: 3.13 pm

This week has sucked. Ive noticed how whenever Im around someone else who likes games all they can do is talk to me about them.

Im not just a gamer...I like other things. Especially music. I like alot of music, unfortunatly most of what I like is the 90's stuff. But still.

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:: 2004 16 November :: 2.24 pm

This day has been...boring to say the least.

I went out to lunch. On the way back some dumb lady drives like 10 in front of a cop, the cop being in front of me, and was pulled over. She almost looked like she was simply going to stop in the middle of the street while being pulled over. Got my lab write out done in AP Chemistry. Then a pile of questions were dumped onto us. I hate science.

I wish it was permenatly a weekend. If not that I wish I wasnt in school.

And on that note Im going to go and think about my pathetic life.

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:: 2004 12 November :: 3.37 pm
:: Music: Pearl Jam- Elderly Woman Behind the Counter in a Small Town

I went to eDen for a few hours to play Halo 2. I was enjoying it, except when I couldnt hit jack shit. I hate Xbox controls. Wheres my mouse cord!?

Otherwise this day is sucking it up.

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:: 2004 11 November :: 1.57 pm

So Lisa wants me to hang out with her tonight. Im not really doing much of anything so, Ill prolly go. That of course means I have a vehicle.

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:: 2004 8 November :: 8.47 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

Shot down.
So my Dad went to confrences. He comes home and does his thing about ranting how I could do better. I could, even I know this, but the thing of it is...I really dont care about school. My mom, being her usuall self, decides to turn this whole thing into a shitty situation about how my lifes over and Im going to end up being a bum working fast food or something of that degree.

Im now restricted on most social rights. Mainly because as the usuall parental tactic goes, they think taking away all your social things that you will some how learn a lesson and change your ways. Also its supposed to make you have time to "do whats important" i.e. homework. Once more: "I dont freaking care!" If your understand the work, then why should you have to further the torment by doing problem after problem. My parents then decide to relate this to a job and "the real world" While they may not see that I do what is expected of me in class, I know this. While on a job, I do whats expected. Homework is exactly as it says, at home. Do you take piles of accounting papers from work home with you to work on, because you want to repetativly do accounting problems? NO! So whats the big fuckign deal?

God damn! I hate this shitty society and its pathetic ideals.

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:: 2004 5 November :: 9.00 pm

Bored
Damnit! I hate this. Its Friday night and I have nothing to do. Nothing.

No one to call. No one to hang out with. No one to talk to, considering Im home alone. Bah!

Excuse my while I slowly die of bored. The one thing no one thought possible.

I made a blogg. www.valothsviews.blogspot.com

I plan to post comical things and words to the wise here.

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:: 2004 4 November :: 7.36 pm
:: Music: Senior Grad. Picks

Helping out, for once.
I thought I might help Liz out with this whole petition thing. So, I looked through all my cd's and all the music I could get my grubby hands on. So with no further ado here they are.

1. Still Fighting It -Ben Folds
2. Here's To The Night -Eve 6
3. 100 Years -Five for Fighting
4. Miles Apart -Yellowcard
5. Dare to move -Switchfoot
6. Return to innocense -Enigma
7. Good Riddance -Green Day (overused song)
8. Celebration -Kool and the Gang
9. These are the days -10,000 Maniacs
10. Sweet Child O' Mine -Guns n' Roses
11. Drops of Jupiter -Train
12. Times like these (accoustic) -Foo Fighters
13. Next Year -Foo Fighters
14. Closing Time -Semisonic
15. Bittersweet symphony -The Verve Pipe
16. The Last Song -All American Rejects

Im looking over the web for top songs of the year, and other schools choices, even choices of other schools all the way back to 1975. So add some others.

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:: 2004 4 November :: 9.18 am

November pains
Finally its over. G.W.B. is el president and I dont have to watch the stupid campain election commercials. Its over, its done. I didnt and still will continue to not care.

I got into the finals of the CoD league. Though as the first round goes, my team is to face the only undefeated team in the league. I hope I win, or at least lose in a blaze of glory. Just no shut outs.

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:: 2004 2 November :: 8.37 am

Thats crap!
I need a better story. The whole falling out of bed thing isnt gonna cut it. Its the crappiest way to say I fractured my foot.

I was in a serious high speed chase and jumped from the car after it caught on fire maybe?...

meh

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:: 2004 31 October :: 3.33 pm

I hurt myself. Crud.
Hurt my foot. Fracture in the left one.


[Edit]

MONDAY AFTER CASTING

Ive got a cast now. Its white, but I had like 15 other colors to choose from. I figured white will allow me to make some neat design on it. My second choice was black.

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:: 2004 28 October :: 2.35 pm

Ive got this huge AP Chemistry test I started today. Its not to hard so far. Im guessing it will increase in its toughness.

I had a test in Mrs. Hansens Mgnmt & spprt clas too. That was kinda easy, except for the essays.

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:: 2004 27 October :: 8.44 am

Whooping-cough.

So my team lost...by a huge margin, all 20 rounds. I put up a fight and took 1 or 2 each round, everyone else had like 3 or 5 kills.

Its 2nd hour and its Wednesday, right now Im playing JA Titan for class. Later today I have to work.

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:: 2004 26 October :: 2.06 pm
:: Music: None

Tuesday
I need money. Its tuesday. I put gas in my car last night and laughed at all those who were willing to pay $2.16 at the pump. I went to Admiral before it went up. Thats 20 cents cheaper.

Im gonna go to the Cedar and maybe the Greenville military surplus stores. Im looking for Vietnam uniforms, preferably airborne ones, for Halloween.

My brother got his Imperial Royal Guard Helm. Its neat-o. I wish I had the money to buy something like that. But all the ones I find are $300 plus. The Master Chief suit from nightmars studios is $3,500. Wouldn't it be neat to have one of those?

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:: 2004 24 October :: 8.02 pm

That thing...where stuff happens.
I got home from work and watched a movie. Then headed out to the usual sunday dodgeball. It was alright. Im still throwing the good shots.


[Edit]
I spent Sunday after dodgeball on ebay. I was watching bids on my brothers imperial guard helm. I had my eyes set on a M42 American jumpsuit uniform of a WW2 Airborne. It was a remake, but still neat.

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:: 2004 23 October :: 10.11 pm

Alone I sit
Cold seeping in.
Flame Dimming...
but trying to burnout bright.

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