Evening.
I watched this thing about spaceship one yesterday. It was called blacksky. Apparently theres some private sector company making composit space crafts.

They took the idea of composite plans then started to mold these thing to trying to get the first, cheap, private space flight. They pretty much did too. They won a huge cash sum for doing this also. I mean wouldnt travelling 60+ miles above the ground, using a rocket powered on laughing gas, earn the makers some money?

The ship they used was neat too. Its a feather design, and the actuall spaceship one is carried up by another plane. Also neat looking.

On another note, Ive noticed that I found my 2 classes to do miserable in thise year. AP chem and Nazi Germany/Hitler/Holocaust classes. AP chem might do better than I expect because its AP, weighted, but I doubt it. The hitler class simply involves too much outside essay writting. If I wanted an english class I would take another. But on the other hand I do like the subject, the era, the teacher, and the lack of book/buzy work.

Ive got alot to do this weekend. I kinda want to skip out on work, but that wouldnt fly well with anyone at all. Kim wants me to meet this Andrew friday, before I go to work. I wanted to go paintballing on saturday, but work. I got my bank statment and see that I need to cut my costs by making eDen a once a week thing, and at most spending like $30 there a week. Even thats alot still. I need to put gas in my car after school, considering the gauge reads Im almost peged empty.

Rockford has homecoming this weekend, hopefully that means better tips, but not alot mroe business. I think Mines the week after that. Oct. 15 or 16. I wish I knew.

Too much ranting. Bonjour for now.

Freaking noobs!
Okay its now official. My team for CoD sucks. We're 2 and 2 with 29 round wins and 52 rounds lost. Im certainly fine with Mark and Jay. They play magnificently. They both show the ability to communicate and even some leadership. Jay has a bit of a lashing out on crappy players, but otherwise these 2 guys rock.

Mike and Drew havent shown up now for 2 games in a row. I could understand them working. Thats fine. But completely forgeting or going to smoke pot, then forget isnt what I need.

Then theres the 2 dumb noobs for the replacements. Drifter and Agent36. (Names not used for there personal benefit.) First off theres a nice big deal with these 2. I created my own team, Drifter complains that because theres not enough for 2 teams that he should be on my team. Hellz no! Same for Mason. THey may have signed up early on for this, but never completed a roster. Tonight they came to play. I was very scitish about that. But considering that Mike & Drew didnt show, they were allowed to. I was hoping that Shane and Curtis might play in the absence. Nope. So halfway through its evident that Drifter dies in the same spot, same amount of time, by the same person, EVERY SINGLE ROUND! We criticize him and he and Mason out loud speak of tk'ing us. Mason walks away after round 15. Drifter at 16. We make them finish, by force. THere attitude is that if they lose its "just a game." Hellz f**king no! I paid $50 for this COMPETITION/LEAGUE!! Im not willing to accept them simply walking away, hurting the actual team.

I had Mark, jay, and myself go to the back and talk with Dan. That helped release some anger. Not enough though. I wish I had the cash to go paintballin'. That would be a great release. Anyway I need to get ahold of Mike and Drew. They need to play, my team needs to win, and a loss is unacceptable.

Done
I finished my essay on Hitler. Im starting my AP chem stuffz.

Girlfriends.
"I dont have to validate my existence, through the existence of another person." -The wise words of Foamy.

After thinking about this statement. I realize this is true. But it doesnt make me feel any better. You'd think that if your not needing to validate yourself through another, then you should feel better. Well I dont.

This is the barcoded one, looking for his slice of the thing that is life.
~Hasta

The Pain of Meds.
"Walk along to another day, work a little harder, work another way." -Opening section

I dont know the name of this somber song. But I think I shall call it,"Walk along." WHo its by?...you tell me.

Anyway. I hurt my back left shoulder last night at work. The pain was still there this morning. It hurt like no other. So I had my mom call and get me an appointment set up through work and there helthcare. I got some medications and Im restricted. I cant lift more than 15lbs. till after this weekend. Ive got muscle relaxers and some ibprofen 800mg. They make my head feel like Ive got Jack Daniels warming my head. You know that warming sensation you get when you drink it? Well think of that in the head all while its in your system. Im going to take the muscle relaxant later. I cant operate machinery while Im on this. So no midnight driving....darn. *snap fingers accordingly*

School sucks. Work Sucks. Life...well I dont have one really, so that sucks also.

I need money. I want to play some paintball. 2 problems. I dont own a gun nor can I afford to buy paint for the gun, which isn't in my possession. Justin peaked my intrest, along with Jay and chris who have been all over some 3d paintballers game. Also I dont really have any clothes to use for shooting.

Today and the past few.
Ive gone and got another avatar for my journal. Im no longer Master Chief Guy. Im now going with this neato bar code, symbolizing "this thing called life". Why a barcode you may ask? Because in this new "civil" world we are dominated by the barcode. Technology has and probably will bring us to the point that we will have printed barcodes on our arms or some other place that would be easily visible. Identifaction on cheap unrecyclable plastics will disappear. You can see the barcode babies coming in the future, at least I think so...

Anyway In AP Chem. I got to mix zinc with hydrochloric acid. It was neato, but it smelled so unbelievably rank. Now the science wing smells of AP chemistry...Mmmm AP chemistry. Try not to breathe it too much though, it can makey your lungs burn.

In other news I made mucha mulla this last weekend. Closing time on Sunday is 8'o'clock. I was the last one to leave, at 10 o'clock. Kinda sad, no?

Im still selling cd's for $5 a piece. Ive now opened it up to all the music I own now. So if you want a cd and Ive got it, you want a mix of songs and Ive got it, tell me. I can hook'ya up.

Just another loop
Well I started pealing my way through the cd's I got. The Spiderman 2 soundtrack has a few good'n's. Most of its emo/punk, punk/rock, but theres a few good orcasta ones. They put you in a mood, a mood to do something...Heroic.

Justin and Liz have yet to return the apps. to Timbers back to me, so I can turn 'em in.

Ive decided Im going to get an all day pass tomorrow and go to eden for the afternoon and evening. I guess you could say that I feel alone, while playing my outdated games on my shit pc.

Anyway Im gonna go grab the next cd in the stack now.

Buy my CD's!
Heres the deal: Im selling peronalized Cd's. The music on them will be of the Vietnam era, i.e. 1950-1975, Ive got Over 100 Tracks to choose from. Simply contact me and find a time to listen and choose your tracks. The cd will cost $5.

Thats: 20 (+/-) Tracks w/ total time of 80 Minutes of music. For a simplistic price of $5.

$5. Thats all.

Hours of goodies!
Ive got my Vietnam Cd, finally. PLus....plent, and I mean plenty more! I gave my dads friend a 17-20 track list. He sent 3 cd volumes of the music in that era. Then I got:
Best of RHCP
Best of Smashin Pumpkins
Best of Black Sabbath
Morphine 2 cds
Spiderman 2 soundtrack
Dave Matthews
Hoobastank
and some others. Im still grabbin them out of the box as I write this. Im gonna make choice picks and create a best of the best cd.