The Time Spent Here, Is the Time Wasted elsewhere.
I was asked to say what's on my mind at any given moment.
Below is the excerpts of raw brain power being wasted twisting knots and going in circles.

 

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:: 2004 15 September :: 4.36 pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Count Five- Psychotic Reaction

I want...
..My BFV CD.
...Lots of money.
....Something to do. Or something to do with someone.

Wheres Kelly's slice of life in the pie? Huh?! Where!?

Anyway. This first half of the week is/was boring. Ive got alot of things I can feel that will soon come barreling towards me. How I can overcome,react, and what-not to them I dotn know.

Ive gone ahead and got the Call of Duty team and league shiz out. So since Ive got my choice as the primary choice of persons to have play, nick(drifter) and his friend mason, won't be playing. SOmething about that kid enrages me....maybe its the fact that he cant keep drool in his mouth?

Lately things have been boring around home. And since I have next to no social life, I cant do much of anything anywhere anytime.

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:: 2004 13 September :: 10.26 pm

Walking along and...
...You get shot.

...You trip into a puddle of mudd then someone stomps on your head, crushing your face.

...You keep walking.

...You stop and decide that walking is comformist and decide to go to the tallest building near by and "fly" off of it.

Your choice.

OKay that was purely out of bordem. But anway, my homework is gonna suck. I need to have someone there to push me into getting it done. I need to graduate. I need to get beyond all the drama that is High School.

Switching topics, some what, I was eating dinner late. My mom comes up and slaps down some papers. She says," I want you to have a plan for your future by dinner tomorrow, or else..." She was serious and then again not. Strangely Im reminded of a "that 70's show" episode...

enough of my rambling. Life moves onward!

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:: 2004 12 September :: 10.36 am

Saturday
IT was a nice long day. I woke realy but, that wasnt a big deal. I went to Justins to try and wake him up...he wouldnt wake...so I went to eDen alone for the customer apperciation party. I got 6 hours free. After that I went to Rivertown Crossings Mall. Got a shirt and went back to cedar.

Got to Cedar and played some dodgeball. Good fun.

Good day.

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:: 2004 10 September :: 9.37 am

Mucho cash need apply only.
So Ive been thinking. I figured out what I need to get, and want to get.

$1-5 for a new ignition key to my car. the one I have is worn down, almost all the way.

$20-25 For an oil change, Im overdue. Doing it myself sounds like a good idea but, I need a place to put the oil afterwards.

$26.95+tax For a new pair of jeans I like and want.

$ X + Tax for food and gas over the next week.

$ X + Tax For a possible cd I would like to get. I know theres the new Green Day cd, The Jet"get born" cd or The offspring cd, that Ive wanted.

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:: 2004 7 September :: 10.51 pm

Ah...that could be good morning breath.
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:: 2004 7 September :: 3.27 pm
:: Music: Cold Play- Politik

First Day of school
Its the friggin first day of school. Ive gotten threw all the nonsense B.S. that each teacher feels the need to give to us each year. I got my first hour switched from Physics to The Nazi Germany/Hitler/Holocaust class I wanted. Then I realize I need to figure out what class to have with it for 2nd semester. Or maybe I can simple come home for an hour.

!st : Nazi Germany/Hitler/Holocaust.
2nd : JA Econ
3rd : AP Stats
4th : Modern Lit. & B lunch (the crappy one)
5th : AP Chem. (See Below)
6th : Management 1

AP Chem will prove to be usefull or extremely terrible to me. The way it went today was like this: Its the basic training for a marine and everyones waiting for you to ring the bell to quit.

If you make it through this gauntlet then you can take a $75-$90 test to avoid a freshmen college class. Thats good. We all got the books. Thats bad. There like bibles. Big sized, small text, and incomprehensible stuffz. Plus right now theres 3 males in the class. 3!? 2 of which want AP Bio instead. So this is should be a long year.


38 Weeks & 3 Days incouting.

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:: 2004 6 September :: 2.27 pm

MASTER CHIEF MAN!
http://www.bungie.net/images/games/halo2/wallpapers/BrigadeDamaged-800.jpg

Found this Picture. Its a must have. Ive never seen the big MS himself look so battle torn and ready to kick heavy metal ass.

EDIT: Ive taken the liberty of making this a simple 'selftype' link. I hate how my journal looks for friggin wide.

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:: 2004 4 September :: 2.43 pm

Join the hype that is Gmail
^_^ 6 gmail invites? anyone want one?

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:: 2004 4 September :: 2.36 pm

Saturday
Finally Im not working. Finally I have a Saturday to myself. But theres nothing to do. No one has cash. No one wants to do anything.

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:: 2004 3 September :: 7.04 pm
:: Music: Green Day- American Idiot

ANother day passes.
Its almost 7. Gee...whoopy....Does it matter? Nope. Theres nothing to do. Theres no money to do anythign with. Exciting, no?

Im such a happy fun person, cant you tell? Wait....Why the would anyone care about me?

Fools! all of you! Including my piece of shiz PC that made me have to rewrite this crap like 3 times.

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:: 2004 1 September :: 11.06 am

Schoo isnt coo....
Well! Im screwed, royaly.

Im pretty sure it started when I put my 2 weeks notice in. Bad idea. Im not gonna go ahead and do anything towards explaining much of anything.

Then my school schedule arrives. I didnt get anything I really wanted to get. And for no reason I have 2 science classes. WHO wants 2? honestly someone really must have had half a brain to be scheduling like this.

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:: 2004 26 August :: 11.59 am

The winners Goods.
I stopped by eDen last night, after work. I was the last person to pick up there winnings from the league. I recived my plantrionic headset and a XL ATI/BFV Tour shirt. Its neat and all...but to fit into it I would need to add another 150lbs. and perhaps grow another 6inches taller.

I got home and plugged in the headset. It sounds great. Im planning to tyr out the headset later. If it works, and well, then IM gonna be feelin' fine iwth second place.

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:: 2004 25 August :: 2.41 pm

Well its midway through the week. I had managed to get Tuesday off. Now it seems in my moment of being happy with that, then I get a call. I work Tonight. Tomorrow. The day after that, and that, and that. So alothough its supposed to be 5 hour shifts. Its annoying cause I never really have chance to sit down and breathe.

I like the cash. But I put my 2 weeks notice in. Big mistake. I guess Ive got some thinking to do.

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:: 2004 22 August :: 5.44 pm

Joining the Band Wagon so to speak.

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:: 2004 22 August :: 5.02 pm
:: Mood: enraged
:: Music: Collective Soul- Where the river flows

Bullshit in the Family
Well Its Sunday. End of the week. Im glad that Im off work till Thursday. But I noted while clocking out I heard a familiar voice of Camron in the dishroom saying "Kelly does fucking nothing." and plenty more.

Thats why Im glad I put in my 2 weeks notice. I may come back to Timbers but, from what Ive seen so far. Everyones out to put me down, for anything and everything. Im freaking sick and tired of it, thus the 2 weeks notice to quiting. I told my parents but, as usuall there parents so they dont understand me. I tell them what I can put into words. The rest is my brooding that stays in my head.

SO either way I do it Im screwed. Since ive told my mom she has flipped. She says she wont half the second half of the insurance, to renew it for the next 6 months, if I dont have a job. Thats Freakin bullshit!!! The deal was I pay for repairs, they pay for insurance. The other thing is she wont give me money for gas. Ive never asked for gas money since Ive driven! Theyve given money to my sister and brother when they drove! But apparently Im not given this. So really I can blame this all on my brother and sister for there fucking horseshit problems theyve had. Theyve had so much money problems that they sucked my parents dry of money, especially my brother. Im not even going to start talking about that.

Thats enough for now.

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