Death, once again, has been gracious enough to grace me with his presence twice in a month. I feel like shit. Benadryl, you can eff off. You did nothing for me but make me tired. Cold, you can eff off also.
I hate feelings. I hate the way I feel right now. You never cared about me and yet I loved you unconditionally. I know what I did to you and I will never forgive myself. I thought I was over you, I'm not. You will always have a place in my heart. You were my first true love and I was so sure you were the one. I don't know why I'm even trying anymore. Probably because I still feel the same. Hence why I hate feelings.
Teddy got hit by a car yesterday. I just found out my uncle might have colon cancer. Really God? Do you hate me? I'm just waiting to see what else you have in store for me. Really, April is the worst month ever. Wasn't a good month last year and not one this year. Fuck you April.
So, I walked into my bedroom and right in front of my face was a spider dangling from the ceiling...I almost walked face first into a spider. It's ok though. That broom showed NO mercy.
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2010 30 March :: 2.45pm
:: Music: The Company Band
Zombie Barricades
Zombie barricades failing all around you.
Find the final cache, pray it be of value.
Black eyed phantoms dropping laser guided curses.
Backward secret messages disguised in pretty verses.
Bring back the P.M.R.C., I need that motivation.
What do I win? Satisfaction of being right?
Bring back the U.S.S.R., we need that motivation.
What can we win? Eternity of night?
Are you fucking kidding me? They are well protected.
Fry you from miles around. The lot of 'em infected.
Bring back the P.M.R.C., I need that motivation.
What do I win? Satisfaction of being right?
Bring back the U.S.S.R., we need that motivation.
What can we win? Eternity of night?
Your parents, your neighbors, your sister, your brother.
What can we win? Eternity of night?
Your parents, your neighbors, your sister, your brother.
Zombie barricades are failing all around you.
Bring back the P.M.R.C., I need some motivation.
What can I win? Satisfaction of being right?
Bring back the U.S.S.R., we need that motivation.
What do we win? Eternity of night?
Bring back the P.M.R.C., I need some motivation.
What can I win? Satisfaction of being right?
Bring back the U.S.S.R., we need that motivation.
What do we win? Eternity of night?
† hell †
