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mochababy49319

:: 2006 31 August :: 10.42am

Rehersal for band tonight, 1-4. This sucks...

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 30 August :: 10.46am

dream
I had a really crazy dream last night. I can't really explain it. Bill was in it. Nothing bad. Then I got to talking to someone and Led Zeppelin's song Misty Mountain Hop came on and then I was telling them how much Jim Morrison was hot. It was weird.

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 28 August :: 1.15pm

my schedule
My schedule--

1st hour- Intermediate Comp~ Vanderheide
2nd hour- Trig/Pre Calc~ Babbitt
3rd hour- 20th Century U.S. Wars~ Hazel
4th hour- The 1950's and 1960's~ Norkus
5th hour- band~ borst, robuck, and greene

While everyone else is in school until the 6th, I'm there until May 18th. I'm excited!

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 27 August :: 8.49pm

RPG Motivational Posters
Motivational posters I found on-line that I thought were hilarious. I know a few of you will ROFL.

Read more..

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 27 August :: 6.18pm

i fell farther every day this summer.
for the first time in my life, i'm in a real relationship,
with no distance or anything that could ruin it.

school starts back tomorrow.
i'm crying.
i'm stupid.


it's not like i'm never going to see him again.

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 27 August :: 4.54pm

my hamster
I got myself a hamster today. He's greyish brown, furry, and fat. I named him General Grant. After Ulysses S. Grant, the greatest military strategist(sp) of all times. I'll take a picture of him later.

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 26 August :: 4.05pm

my decision
After talking to people, I've decided that not going would be a bad thing. I'd regret not doing it just because it's something I've wanted to do for over 2 years now and now that it's happened I'm having second thoughts. I just have a lot of thinking to do right now. I've already decided, my open house/going away party will be in June of 2007 or sometime after school lets out. I know I've got about 10 months and I'm thinking way ahead but hey, I ship June 21 2007. I can think that far ahead.

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 25 August :: 8.15pm

I am about to cross a thin line of deciding not to ship. It's a long story that I don't want to get into. I'm just sick and tired of everything right now.

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 25 August :: 12.34pm
:: Mood: contemplative

if you really did love me more than anyone else in the world...

you wouldn't let a(n) asshole/douche bag/shit head/dick/jerk/mother fucker/wigger/pot head who thinks he's better than everybody else take you away from me.

and yes, i forgive you. people change, i understand that. people get caught up in things, i understand that as well. just as of now, i don't want you to think i'm going to sit around thinking things are how they used to be, or even okay. i'm sure they can be, eventually. when you're done letting that asshole treat you like shit and walk all over you.

i can't promise that when you're ready to be yourself again there will be some fucking gumdrop-fairy-unicorn land recovery.
(although there very likely could be, considering the kind of people we are.)

i still love you, carly. you'll always be my favourite person. you'll always be in my life. (there is no escaping me, mwahaha.) i'll always be able to come to you when i need you (unless you're with douche man.) and i hope you'll be able to come to me, too. i know you're sad. that's not you. carly is not a sad person. do what it takes to make yourself happy.

if it's staying with an asshole just so you have someone to hold on to, do that i guess.
but if it's breaking up with him and catching shit for it, deal with the shit. then get over it.

you only have one year left here, how do you want to spend it?

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 23 August :: 9.52pm

new e-mail
SGT. Brandt made me an e-mail account.

brittany.lallo@us.army.mil

someone e-mail me from it so I know if it works or not. thanks.

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 23 August :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: apathetic.

my mom tried to run over me yesterday.

i'm wondering why i don't care.

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 22 August :: 10.34am

MEPS
If you all remember Jake Mol, I'm sure you do, I seen him Wednesday at the hotel in lansing when I was there. He was shipping off for the Marines. He's a cool kid. I was happy to see him there. It was a surprise for me seeing him there.

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 19 August :: 4.05pm

SoaP
Last night I saw Snakes on a Plane. BEST MOVIE EVER. It was awesome, action packed, snakes on a plane, Samuel L. Jackson. I loved it.

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 17 August :: 9.06am

Rereading old posts. Most have been about the army and whatnot. I don't really care. This is something I really want to do with my life. 6 years away from home will be a long time and I'm going to miss so many people, but it's something I want to do. It's something I've wanted to do for almost 2 years now. In less than 10 months I too will embark on an adventure just like 2 other really cool kids. I'm going to make the best out of this year. And you should too.

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mochababy49319

:: 2006 16 August :: 5.06pm

lansing
Got back from lansing like an hour ago. I passed my ARMS test that I had to take. I had my initial swear in today. I also had my physical which pretty much sucked. I'm so excited.

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