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2006 16 August :: 1.50pm
yesterday scared me.
i felt... distance.
but as the night went on, it went away.
he never ceases to amaze me.
little things make me happy.
like his mom giving me cap erasers.
and bringing in his baby pictures.
i love him.
...
this is totally off subject.
but i'm looking out of my window at all the people zooming around in their boats...
it's prettier when the boats aren't there.
i want them to crash into eachother.
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2006 15 August :: 12.33pm
my friend and i are trying to get our photos on jones soda bottles.
you could vote if you'd like, it would make me happy.
[mine.]
[mine.]
[mine.]
[aisha's]
[aisha's]
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2006 15 August :: 8.10am
pt test
I leave today for lansing at noon. tomorrow is my pt test. wish me luck.
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2006 14 August :: 10.35am
I go to Lansing tomorrow. Zak is supposed to bring me. Hopefully he doesn't forget. I'm so sick and tired of everything. Maybe I made a mistake. Everyone is giving me shit about signing up. I don't need it. I just want things to be normal right now. I don't need to keep thinking about it. No one gets it.
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2006 13 August :: 9.39pm
I have had so much on my mind. I've got a lot of thinking to do now and before June 21, 2007.
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2006 12 August :: 10.03am
i want my sister back.
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2006 12 August :: 9.25am
My mom signed the papers today. I'm not officially in the army until I graduate and I am swear in on my ship off day. So I can decide not to go in with in this duration. So, there's probably a really good chance that I won't go through with it. It's not because I think I won't make it.
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2006 11 August :: 9.06am
The Army
Went to Lansing yesterday to take the ASVAB's. I passed. When I got back my recruiter looked at the jobs I could get. I can get a job as a computer programer, which would be awesome. I would leave for FT. Jackson in I think he said south Carolina for 9 weeks. I'd leave June-21-2007. After the 9 weeks of basic, I would go to training for my job for 22 weeks. I just hope my mom will see that this is something I really want to do. I'd do anything for this.
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2006 10 August :: 9.45am
Taking the ASVAB's today...wish me luck.
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2006 9 August :: 9.42am
He's gone...it brings tears to my eyes.
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2006 8 August :: 8.58am
I was being stupid last night. A bunch of stupid comments and whatnot. I give up, no matter how hard I try I ruin it for myself.
Had an ortho appointment last night for my knee. Severe patellar contusion and possible meniscus tear. I go in for an MRI tomorrow. Hopefully something shows up. My knee is hurting like an SOB.
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2006 7 August :: 12.40pm
urgent read
Listening to the radio today, apparently BP's Alaskan oil wells has been closed and gas will be close or at $4.00 a gallon. That's insane.
On a lighter note--
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2006 7 August :: 8.07am
Maybe if I wasn't so annoying and had said stupid things, things would have been different. I blew it all and he leaves in 2 days. How shitty is that? I apologize for everything.
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2006 6 August :: 2.36pm
I've thought about everything for a while and I've decided that when I turn 18 I'm going to join the Air Force. It was a lot of debating between the army and the air force and talking with people I decided Air Force is the way to go.
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2006 5 August :: 10.27pm
"The assholes of the world do need to be ruthlessly weeded out. Because they endanger other people's very lives."
Mark Baker- Nam
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