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mochababy49319

:: 2008 12 February :: 6.13pm

Still in Chicago. Waiting for the train to leave. Today has been a very tiring, cold day. I can't wait to get home.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 11 February :: 9.49pm

Only 2 days. Not even. I can do this. I know I can. I've done it before. I just can't help it. I miss Brenton and Martini.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 11 February :: 4.18pm

At my dad's right now. I miss Brenton real bad right now. I have a horrible headache and I'm tired as hell. But sleeping right now is something I can't do, otherwise I won't fall asleep tonight.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 11 February :: 9.23am

It's freezing cold. I'm tired. I'm going to Chicago tomorrow at 7:30 in the morning. Wednesday I'm getting my hair cut. Thursday Brenton has to work an overnighter which means all alone that night. :(

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 9 February :: 6.08pm
:: Music: Lil Wayne- Seat Down Low

like my seat down low and my window slighty
Crack'd ridin wit a bad hoe and her girlfriend in the back. I
Like to get real high and neva look back and u don't wanna try me don't
I look strapped

I come from the hardest city ain't nobody
Fuckin wit it got a black and gold sole and a fresh new
Orleans fitted , a colared polo and a pair of bally
Bucks young money muthafucka know ya worried
Bout us cash money muthafucka see im all I trust
Neva had my jaw broken but his jaw i bust and i
Probly got ya girlfriend on my bus wat happened
On my bus stays on my bus and that white widdow
Weed out the jar is a must if u gimme a cigar than
A cigar i bust put that white widdow weed in the
Cigar and puff look ma im tryin to make a prono
Starrin us well not just us a couple foreign sluts
We could amke the summer manal n trallin ya'll
And i be wit jim jones and we be ballin ballin yea
Baby we ballin like rawlin and spaldin pint of dj
Screw and that hawiian i am leannin like a three
Legged lion climbin right to the top of the mutha-
Fukcin mountain countin i'm gonna need an accountant
To count it, manny got this fuckin beat poundin it's
Poundin but it was just lost until i found it, found it
Stole it like a scoundrel holly grove hounded put
This bitch to sleep fuckin rite i nite gowned it
Niggas talkin shit tell them niggas pipe down
Bitch bloods in the buildin and evry body sound-
Les beatin up the track like a muthafuckin round fist
Blind, deaf or crazy i will spit like a long kiss
I am just a martian ain't nobody else on this
Planet i know see i live by my only where my
Cheese nigga where my maccoroni baby i get up
In that ass and act a donkey candy on candy nigga
Gripin the grain see i am the only fire that can
Live in the rain i am so so new orleans like 1825
Tulane bitch

[Lil Wayne talking]

See ya gotta be from new orleans to know wat fuck im talkin bout

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 8 February :: 10.50am

My grandpa is in the hospital right now. He's got to have a heart cath. A couple days ago I had a dream he died. I feel horrible.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 7 February :: 1.48pm

I start school the 18th. I'm nervous and excited at the same time. Might be going to Chicago with my dad on Tuesday. Tomorrow is my mom's birthday. Hopefully Brenton and I will be able to go out for Valentine's day. Listening to Lil Wayne right now. hmmm

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2008 14 February :: 10.01pm

john rinka is the sweetest boy ever.
he took me downtown to a restaurant on the riverfront...
it was right at sunset, and the outside seating was heated.

this is the first valentine's day i've spent with a boy,
and i had such a wonderful time.

i love him.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 28 January :: 3.14pm

I don't know. I got nothing.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 26 January :: 10.03am

I'm tired as fuck. I need to start getting better sleep. The trailer is a mess and I need to clean. Well, it's more the bathroom and the bedroom. My clothes and B's cloths are everywhere. I did do some laundry yesterday. There's a load in the dryer. See, it will get folded and left in the bathroom until I decide that it needs to be put away.

Anyways, B's dad stopped over the other night. You probably don't know B's dad, but, he can be very intimidating. But, I guess he wants to buy B's snow mobile. Which is awesome.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 23 January :: 3.52pm

My poor Martini is getting fixed today. I miss her already.

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2008 18 January :: 9.08am

in you i see something pure and beautiful.
in you i see hot tea, coffee, and cigarettes.
in you i see. simplicity.

in you i see white russians and leg warmers,
and dance parties of 4.
i see scrabble and scattegories and mouse trap.

i see good times and good music in your old buick.
i see a nervous wreck,
and i see an angry black woman screaming inside of you.

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2008 12 January :: 9.59am

writer's strike,
please... don't see this as a bad thing.
use this as an opportunity to pick up a book and read.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 11 January :: 11.22pm

Kind of nervous about school...I'll make it though. It's only one year. I love Brenton more than anything.

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mochababy49319

:: 2008 10 January :: 8.07pm

I get the privledge of driving Jay's car tonight. It is his b-day today and you need to wish him a happy birthday.

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