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2007 14 May :: 9.41pm
Tomorrow morning, for good. For sure. I can't wait. Nothing will make me come back. Ever. Well, I won't say nothing, but it will take a lot.
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2007 14 May :: 11.48am
fuck this
Fuck this June 9th shit. I'm not waiting that long. I'm out of school the 18th, I'm not waiting til then. I don't need the piece of shit van that doesn't work and I probably won't get to keep my graduation money anyways. And I'm sick and tired of hearing that it more than likely won't work, you're rushing into things, it's just young love. Fuck that, I know how I feel and I wouldn't change it for anything. I love him and I don't want to lose him over stupid rules.
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2007 14 May :: 5.27am
I guess I'm stuck moving back in. I wish his selfishness kicked in. It's a long story about why I'm back. But I said I'd do anything, and here I am do whatever it'll take.
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2007 13 May :: 5.40pm
ugh
Up in Cadillac right now. Brenton is over at my house helping the nazi out right now. I really can't wait til I get back to Brenton's tonight. These past few days have been amazing and I really hope that things just keep getting better and better.
Also, I moved out and Tim is still coming over to Brenton's yelling at me. Next time I'm going to bring the cops over or something. I don't need the yelling. I'm fine until Tim comes over.
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2007 12 May :: 2.55pm
happy
I'm happy. This has got to be the happiest I've ever been and I couldn't ask for more. I got everything I ever wanted and more.
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2007 11 May :: 8.39am
hmm
I think I'm moving into Brenton's. He let me drive his car today so I can get my shit. Shocker right?
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2007 10 May :: 6.24pm
dear journal.
i made a new friend today.
he is in my boyfriend's band,
and life is really rough for him right now.
i'll try to keep you updated,
but i hope over the next few weeks we'll become good friends.
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2007 9 May :: 8.11pm
hmm
These past 3 days have been great. I really can't wait til the end of this month. Things are going to be so much better. At least for me, I'm a little worried about Courtany.
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2007 8 May :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: blah
I never update here anymore, cause no one ever reads this. I feel that honestly when I update I'm updating for myself because people BARELY comment or read. I'm a pretty busy person but basically I try and get on once a week to comment on all the recent entries. I don't know, I kinda just feel that updating this is pointless.
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2007 8 May :: 2.58pm
:: Music: Finger 11
Paralyzer
I hold on so nervously
To me and my drink
I wish it was cooling me
But so far, has not been good
It’s been shitty
And I feel awkward, as I should
This club has got to be
The most pretentious thing
Since I thought you and me?
Well I am imagining
a dark lit place
Or your place on my place
Well I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you
I hold out for one more drink
Before I think
I’m looking too desperately
But so far has not been fun
I should just stay home
If one thing really means one
This club will hopefully
Be closed in three weeks
That would be cool with me
Well I’m still imagining
A dark lit place
Or your place on my place
Well I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you
(instrumental solo)
Well I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you
Not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you
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2007 7 May :: 7.36pm
Here's the plan, I up and leave with just a note. I'm happy.
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2007 7 May :: 2.55pm
hell yea
I am the duct tape queen.
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2007 6 May :: 8.43pm
Things are better. I'm going to go to bed happy tonight. Tomorrow I will be happy. Tuesday I will be happy. I like being happy. I'm glad by how things are turning out right now. I wouldn't change them for the world. Brenton is amazing.
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2007 6 May :: 6.06pm
I'm not going to lie, it's pretty fucking cold in the house right now.
Anyways, I really hope things are ok. It's a long story.
I also don't feel very good right now. I really have no idea why.
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2007 6 May :: 12.49pm
So much to do and not enough time to do it in. I'm going to be stressing for a while.
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