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2006 25 October :: 4.41am
:: Mood: excited
My parachute didn't open
and when my back up failed
the pixie dust prevailed
and i woke up next to you
all i wanted was to hold you
i was born in a city
however small
it held a hospital
the location where i came into being
it was all down hill from there
what do you do
when your lifes a disaster
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe
what do you say
if someone is right but
you disagree
even if its the truth
i was told you are depressed
by a little bird
that was severly hurt
as it did not notice my window
it just flew wherever the wind blows
as it convulsed on the pavement
it whispered i am hated
your genetic flaws
i said say it all
you cant decipher reflections from reality
but neither can i
i noticed neither can i
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2006 23 October :: 6.01pm
everything is good again prettyymuch.
yeahh. today wasnt that great of a day but you know, everyone has their moments haha.
nicole makes delicious food. eli is good at honking at old people and driving on the wrong side of the road. beau gives me kisses on the cheek. and i met some russians today.
morgan makes me happy cause she likes to talk with me :D thats good stuff
and jordan is a sweetie and i missed brett bretterson so i;m glad i saw him today and gots to hug him and all that jazzy jazz.
i cannot wait till saturday so's i can hang with those supurb designated drivers, hells yeah.
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2006 22 October :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: pollen and salt - daphne loves derby
some days, i just wanna give up.
i feel so stupid and pathetic and needy.
and i just want to be good enough, for him and for me.
but right now i feel like i wont ever be. and it hurts.
and thinking all of this, makes me feel more pathetic.
i just need to drop it.
i wish i could just.. not care anymore.
i wish i could just go with the flow, be cool with everything thats happening around me. but i dunno. it hard for me and i feelsldkjfdsjflsdkjf sdlfksjdflksjdfl like exploding.
arrrrrgggh i dont like this, at all.
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2006 20 October :: 5.59am
so i'm your latest cup of tea to keep your cold hands company.
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2006 18 October :: 4.33am
:: Music: waking ashland- i am for you
i feel stupid again...
i hate it when i get in these moods...
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