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2008 5 February :: 6.10pm
i feel like i dont have a best friend anymore
i know i'll always have nicole, but its hard because she lives across the state.
i just want someone to talk face to face to
someone who will actually listen
and not try to kiss my ass or sound all nice by giving me false sympathy
i dont fucking want your sympathy
i just want someone to listen
and realize how retarded i feel lately
i feel so alone
and i keep trying to tell that to people
but no one is there to listen
i wish nicole were here
or that someone was here for me
because i dont know what to do
i feel so pathetic
and lost
and worthless
and i dont want to anymore...
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aerii
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2008 5 February :: 6.28am
i just want to leave this town already.
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2008 26 January :: 2.03pm
it's not worth it.
i'm not worth it.
so fuck it.
nothing is ever going to go right for me.
no one is ever going to be there for me.
this is pathetic
and i'm pathetic
and i hope she's fucking happy.
i hope you're all so fucking happy.
when the hell is it going to be my turn?
i'm sick of feeling like shit and hating myself. sick of freaking out over nothing and crying like a baby. i'm sick of people thinking that it's okay to be an asshole and make someone feel like nothing. sick of not having any answers. sick of not being able to accept things and of not being able to say what i think or how i feel.
none of this came out right.
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aerii
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2008 15 January :: 5.34am
its always nice when your friends ditch you, ignore you, then replace you.
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2007 15 November :: 8.03pm
So some girl in Liberty Lake is drawing a picture of Nicole, but it's kind of weird because they've never met, and she never asked Nicole if it was okay. It's really freaking good though, and I want to buy it.
So imma find out how much she's selling in for in January, but it's even weirder because she's selling it at the Empyrean.
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I'm stoked. I get to see Nicole on Wednesday. :D:D
It has been far too long since I've seen that girl. It's going to be amazing.
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