I LOVE YOU JOEY
i went to the movies again last night...this time ben went lol...it was fun...i was glad to get out of the house...i had a rough week & to know that things are better now makes me feel good...we watched the same movies again (jeepers creepers 2/freddy vs. jason)...i'd seen those movies enough times... ;) ...

omg, joey i fucking love you...i was told something last night after an event that had made me blush & feel so loved even as we speak...omg, dude are you serious?... :D ...it's amazing how i've felt ever since i've gotten home...i'm just so infatuated with it...I LOVE YOU JOEY...marry me...lol...

ben hung out at my house last night & we just talked about stuff...dude, i was practically eaten up by fking mosquitos...i did it for you ben...hey by the way...how much you want for the car?...lmfao...

i had a wonderful sleep & now i'm off to think of that special someone in my life...talk later.

la la la la la...

your 7 nation army by the white stripes


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it's all your fault...
might i remind you that YOU left me?...

so why is it that we hurt eachother this way all the time?...

& why is it that you make me feel like it's always my fault & say it isn't?...

forget everything ever said...
ever done...
all those moments...
all the fights...
all the "dates"...
all the memories...
of what used to be great...
& now is lifeless...

i don't need this anymore..."you don't know how you've betrayed me"...you don't help with the situations i'm in...& you wonder why i'm wanting to leave?...

i don't want to be here anymore...

um...huh?

You Are Finger Licking

Not much for the subtle approach, are you?

You like to let your lover know what's up...

Especially since what's up is your roving tongue.



Maybe your tongue will wander further later -

Or maybe you'll keep your mouth in the safety zone.

Either way, your mouth drives your partner wild.



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i know it's stupid, but...
i know this seems like a stupid thing to say esp. after all i went through this week, but...

i really really really really want to get married after high school & before i go off to college...

i want joey to be the one...

to pop the question...

but it's soon to think bout it...

WHICH IS WHY THIS POST IS STUPID...


& i'm really embarassed bout it...talk later.

another long day...
i woke up this morning in a bit of a bad mood...i really needed a smoke & didn't get the chance to...my mom & i haven't been getting along anymore...i dunno what it is, but the friendship doesn't seem to be there much anymore...i kinda got to band late but it was really no biggie...i was left w/o a chair in my gov-econ class...JOSH GO TO FUCKING HELL YOU UNGRATEFUL ASSHOLE...ok...i think i'm a bit better now... :) ...he took my chair w/ no remorse whatsoever, so i sat on the floor for a while until dagan got me a chair from another class...i actually think i did avg. in anatomy...i surprised myself on the tests today, but they still weren't good scores...my bro got 100%...*ugh*...

hey someone is a very cute dork when it comes to driving...a little birdie told me today that joesmith hit a car a bit while parking for lunch today...*lol*...by the way...

I LOVE YOU JOEY!

i guess i had an ok day today...can't remember much of anything else...talk later.

last night's thoughts
i'm so fucking pist right now...i hate everyone who has doubted me & said so much shit to me today...it's not fucking fair to think that you can criticize me like this...& look at your own fucking lives...fucking drink every fucking min you get...get so fucking high & fuck everyone & have no remorse for it whatsoever...fuck you...every one of you little prissy assed bitches who are so fucking preppy & have the fucking life...you don't know what it's like for everyone else do you?...fucking heaven forbid you did though...damn like you'd be fucking caught dead like that...dude...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE CHEERLEADERS NOW?...how about using some fucking common sense & actually ASKING mr. macon to use the fucking room before sticking your fucking snobby asses in there & hope to god that fucking batting your eyelashes & fucking sticking your fake ass boobs is gonna let him use the fucking room...ASK MOTHER FUCKERS ASK!!!...& don't talk shit behind eachothers backs...you all know for a god damn fucking fact that joy has been a fucking asset to the fucking squad...you've all talked shit bout her...& tried to play it off as a joke...or "i'm just kidding"...you've all made fun of her @ one point or another...you've all dropped her during stunts...you've all blamed the fallen stunt on her...you've all given her so much crap & yet she still stays & tries her fucking best to do all that she can to make the fucking squad better...which by the way already sux ass...don't you even dare to think that you can still get away with all your fucking bullshit...sooner or later you're all gonna get what's coming to you...life's a bitch, revenge is sweet...you all are shit to me & shit needs to be flushed...which means you all stink...what the fuck is wrong with everyone...you need to fucking tell me what the fuck is wrong with you right now because i know something's up & it makes me feel like you don't care or you don't need me...you need to fucking stop playing around with me cuz i don't like it anymore & it hurts the way you play around, plus i don't give a flying fuck what you've got now cuz i know you are no better now then you were then, so stop fucking thinking you're so badass cuz you aren't...you need to get off my fucking case cuz you know you have fucking issues of your own; i swear on my life i'll hate you forever if you do it again, cuz you know how i feel bout it, & you know the pain we went through with it, & i know you know it's never gonna change; if you give into it, mark my words: I'M GONE...I'M LEAVING YOU FOREVER...I'M NEVER COMING BACK...I'M RUNNING AWAY FROM YOU & HIM FOREVER...you all stop fucking saying shit to me cuz you don't know shit & you get burned when you play with fire; BURN BITCHES BURN!!!...i just can't take all this shit anymore...leave me the fuck alone...there is already too much shit in this world...i don't need this...everyone needs to fuck off & fucking understand what the fuck i mean...you all only make my life worse with these things..."you're not real & you can't save me"...GOD DAMNIT...SHIT...MOTHER FUCKERS...AGH!...i'm killing myself on the inside & i can only hold up for so long...& i'm so fucking tired of the same shit all the time...GOD...you've all killed me...
"are you happy now?"

another day @ shit&drama high school
*ugh*

why do ppl have to make my day turn to crap?

why do ppl have to be such jack-asses & not give a fucking shit bout ppl's feelings?

*ugh*

today had kinda started out alright...my mom yelled at me bout my cell phone bill coming out to over $120 in just less than a month...that's why i didn't want a fucking cell, but whatever...she then yelled at me saying that i shouldn't be hanging out with my friends & focus on being with joey...she makes it seem like she wants me to get married to him & that's exactly the opposite...so i don't get her with that...*sigh*...i don't understand her & i have a feeling that she's gonna get back with my dad...if she does... :( ...i'm sorry but i lose all respect for that woman if she does...

band was awesome...omg...i'm so excited for this year...i'm actually improving on the trumpet so i hope that 1st chair is mine soon...the music is awesome...we're playing one of my favorite favorite songs from when i was little..."You Can Call Me Al" - Paul Simon...if you've never heard that song it's cute...the video is funny too it has chevy chase in it... lol ... memories...ok whatever, but i'm really excited to be in band this year...

oh yeah i kinda dressed like avril today...i looked so cute...but i knew it would cause a scene today so that's what i unfortunetly had to put up with...

in gov/econ & math analysis today i had to put up with so much shit talk today it wasn't even funny...ppl said shit bout how i seem to be playing around with danny & joey...dude danny is my friend...& joey is my bf...so yeah...whatever...i choose my friends & i know that ppl don't get why i hang out with danny, but you know what...if you choose to see it the stupid way...THEN FUCK YOU!!!...

everything else today was great...i spent lunch with my friends denisse mark & tristan...DUDE, THOSE ENCHILADAS ROCKED!!!...i now am starting to enjoy my classes & actually doing the work...i got to spend the day with joey afterschool which was cool...i hope to be able to hang out with jorge &/or danny tonight...hopefully both...


this just made my day right now though:

What I've felt, What I've known, Never Shined thru in what I've shown, Never free, Never Me, So I dub thee "Unforgiven" says:
hey becky.. i want you to know that i love you and care for you as a friend.. ok?

without the mask where will you hide i can't find yourself lost in your lies says:
i do too, you should know that too

What I've felt, What I've known, Never Shined thru in what I've shown, Never free, Never Me, So I dub thee "Unforgiven" says:
and if it seems like i keep nagging and nagging..its cuz i care about you.. and i do worry about you.. ur a close friend of mine..and if i were to loose u.. i would be even more fucked up.. this all came out of nowhere..but i mean it

without the mask where will you hide i can't find yourself lost in your lies says:
i know what you mean...& to be honest...it makes me feel wanted when ppl do nag...but i don't think you are...but i totally understand & you must realize that exactly the same goes for you too

without the mask where will you hide i can't find yourself lost in your lies says:
& i mean it too


thanx to jorge & danny who have made this day really good for me...& joey too, but i've talked to jorge & danny more (sorry)...i love all you guys man...well i better get going i have h/w...*ugh*...talk later.

stupid retarded bf of mine...
we got in somewhat of a fight today...he accused me of something so stupid...it's just a rumor...i dunno what to do or say anymore...maybe i am gonna leave...i dunno yet...i just know he's stupid...*sigh*...

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You are:	Gomen (sorry)
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hee hee

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bored as usual

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Your age:
Your date:	Joel Madden
What you will drive:	Your mom will drive you.
Will you fuck?	No
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ok...so yeah i'm just kinda bored...

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
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Your real name
Your sex
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Your last words will be...	"i hate you so much..."
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ha...that sux, that means i'd die near someone i hate...oh well...

i was reading this book i have called "Angels from Hell"...it's just a book of like anecdotes i guess...i found this in there:

life is loss, & loss is life. we lose & lose & lose throughout life, until we lose even life. how we know we truly had something if we never lost it? when you hold your breath, it does you no good - you must let it go, unless you're trying to make a point. so, in a sense, when we "lose" something, we actually "have" it. this is what the angels teach us.

cool huh?...yeah i thought so too...it's a funny book & i recomend it really...gosh...i wish i could talk to "miguel" today...i'm waiting to talk to him cuz i enjoy convos with him now...hmm...all i'm doing is waiting...oh well...talk later.

that's a shocker!

You are the American Poet himself...Jim Morrison of
The Doors. Jim (1943-1971) enjoyed the
"pleasures" of life...and he enjoyed
them often. Not only was he a sex god...but he
was very talented and brilliant. Genius
really. Oh and by the way...he died in a
bathtub due to heart-failure. At least he was
clean...


So if you were a dead rockstar...who'd you be?
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