you know you've got everybody fooled

3 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 6 October :: 7.00pm

I'm cold.

:: 2004 5 October :: 5.24pm

i found this entertaining..
BlindedByTears2x [5:07 PM]: heyyy
BlindedByTears2x [5:07 PM]: hows my twin?
BlindedByTears2x [5:07 PM]: im coming to see you on thursday!!!!!
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:08 PM]: lol im goood twin
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:08 PM]: YAY
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:08 PM]: come visit me
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:08 PM]: lmao
BlindedByTears2x [5:08 PM]: lol if you see me in the window you ask to pee or something cuz i dont have a reason to see mrs seminara
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:08 PM]: ill ask for water
BlindedByTears2x [5:08 PM]: ok lol
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:09 PM]: :-D
BlindedByTears2x [5:09 PM]: i didnt mean say to her 'can i please pee?'
BlindedByTears2x [5:09 PM]: lmao
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:09 PM]: lmaooo
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:09 PM]: i know
BlindedByTears2x [5:09 PM]: rofl
syCOsNowbOArDer [5:09 PM]: ill ask for water so i can pee lmfao
BlindedByTears2x [5:09 PM]: lmaooo

:: 2004 4 October :: 7.32pm

no one comments anymore!!! Jena is the only one with an excuse!!! You all are mean..

WE WON OUR SOCCER GAME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT! we're really happy it was our first win lol.. WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO! WE'RE LIKE GUNNA THROW A PARTY!! lol srryy we're just really happy =)

gotta call erin and alexa.. song contest practice tomorrow... GRRRR we gotta be in early again.. oh well..

laterrrr..

if i dont update for awhile.. its cuz i have a latin test on thursday and im busy studying my ass off ::shudders in fear::

mwa call meeeeeee

:: 2004 2 October :: 3.09pm

walk-a-thon yesterday.. omg we had to walk 8 miles uphill i was sooooo tired when i got home i took a nap.. i cant remember the last time i took a nap.. it was sooo much fun though.. i walked with liz the whole time.. well, not really.. like the second lap.. and Jelena for the second lap and most of the first cuz we lost our group and the sophs were gunna get into fights with the seniors, the juniors and the frosh.. it was soo funny cuz they were pissing off everyone around them but not on purpose they were just having fun lol.. and then that night, xaverian dance! lol friends only update coming up in a few minutes! comment on this but read the next one if you're a friend!

1 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 30 September :: 7.37pm

haha today was breakfast day w/our seniors! i love my senior shes sooo sweet... and Tati, omg she was soo funnyy we have like a scavenger hunt and it sounds kinda corny but what we do is so much fun and Tati keeps like grabbing my arm cuz ushes a senior like every time i ask her a question and she finds me the senior i need and she was soo cute shes like grabbing my wrist and running thru the people it was soo funny i love her..

Michelle made me laugh at soccer today.. shes so cute and short =) she always calls sophia 'sofa' lol and sophia was sick today so she was like 'no sofa?!' lol.. we lost but oh well.. we didnt have some of our key players.. and we know who to mark next time we play them.. IT WAS SOOOO MUDDY.. MY JERSEY HAS MUD ALL OVER IT AND SO DOES MY HAIR AND IT GOT ALL OVER MY FACE! oh man, it was bad.. i wasnt afraid to go and run into it to get the ball, i mean, its my job but damnnn after i got the ball outta there i was like eww get it out of my mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

blahhh

i end with that final statement..

blacktears844

:: 2004 29 September :: 4.12pm

Going to see Taking Back Sunday November 5th. <3

1 not real | & you can't save me

5 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 28 September :: 5.08pm
:: Music: takes my pain away - jimmy eat world (((I LOVE THIS SONG!)))

soccer was cancelled today.. too much rain.. today was the day we got hit by Jeanne.. its still raining out too.. grr

game tomorrow and thursday.. tomorrows game is a makeup for the game against christ the king when they cancelled cuz they werent ready or something.. oyy..

saturday is the parade, uncle frank is probably coming in.. i love uncle frank but aunt grace and marigrace are too.. i dunno perfect i guess.. yea im hoping my soccer games for reffing are on saturday cuz sunday is the 3rd avenue festival!!! yayyyy!!! im gunna call lots of people and be like 'yo lets go!!!!' lolol but Kasia, Mary and Lizzie might be in for the day so I guess I'll bring Kasia with me and just make plans this week so its not like I'm changing the plans that were made for my friends lol.. its altering them for her! =)~ I'm probably gunna go with Kait and Erin and Alexa.. and ooh maybe I'll call Sarah too.. And i gotta call some of the old crew.. like the guys i mean.. i talk to all the girls.. need my guys back.. OMGG STEPH BROKE UP WITH PAUL!!! thats like major news cuz theyve been going out for like 2 years and steph tried to cheat on paul with JOE.. his like best friend.. and now steph and joe are goin out.. and its like all messed up.. seriously.. steph was all 'i think i love him'.. and then this happened... BUT IF YOU DIDNT KNOW DONT TELL PEOPLE... THIS IS A POST IN A JOURNAL .. NOT AN ARTICLE IN A GOSSIP COLUMN.. grr i could write so much more, but right now i need to go sleep.. cuz i almost fell asleep during latin and english today..

and john hasnt called with the ref schedule yet.. grrr!!! im hoping for games reffing with either of 2 people.. or if possible, both people.. or games near people so i can fill in for people who dont show with those 2 people hahaha you have no clue what im talking about.. oh well.. sleeping time.. roar.. im gunna call ali too..

bye guys..

3 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 26 September :: 2.51pm

Donk2000 [2:38 PM]: i heard she hoooked up wit some mexican for like a 1 nite stand.
Donk2000 [2:38 PM]: ..
Donk2000 [2:38 PM]: is it true?

roflmao

:: 2004 26 September :: 2.17pm

i saw him down at the field again today =)~ we said all but maybe 10 words to each other cuz my dad's a bitch lol but thats ok.. GRR! HES MAKING ME COACH MY BROTHERS SOCCER TEAM WITH HIM CUZ BRIAN GORMAN CANT HELP HIM CUZ HES ON CRUTCHES! GRRRR!!! i dont wanna do that! i could have talked to him sooo much longer if i could have just practiced against my wall like i wanted to.. im pissed.. im telling him he has to pay me.. cuz i didnt fucking ask for this job.. im really mad at him, im losing my voice cuz im screaming at the stupid fucking kids who dont listen.. i yell "ANTHONY KEEP RUNNING UP TIL I TELL YOU TO STOP" he fucking takes one step.. so i have to yell again.. stupid fucking kids i hate them.. sorry im cursing alot im just really mad.. i cant forget to call Erin tonight.. I have to teach her how to take the train to school lol..

grr im still pissed now i cant talk to him til next week.. fuckkerrrr

:: 2004 26 September :: 2.09pm

dammit matt's a fucking dick he knows how much i fucking hurt about that and he says it to me anyway.. i hope he dies..

3 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 25 September :: 9.04pm

Firedragoon12: 9/11 was hysterical

i hate matt... i HATE him..

:: 2004 25 September :: 7.28pm

haha i ref'd my first games today w/john gavin.. he got nice again!!! lol he used to be really nasty but he got really sweet<3 i think you guys know where this is leading lol.. he's reffing my brother's game tomorrow, game after it, and 2 games before lol hahahaha =) seriously he used to like hate me and he talked to me today lol so yea that was cool... i made 30 bucks dammit! =) i dunno i just thought it was cool that john got nice again.. really cool lmao..

IM IN THE RRC!!! AAAAH!!! I MISS IT!!! im talking to jamie we're having so much fun.. i used to HATE jamie with a passion i fought with her so much lol but yea its kinda funny..

sugarcult performs soo fuckinn well dammit best band i've seen perform live.. well, i didnt see them live i saw them on tv but they sounded really really good

i have my own shirt to ref in =) and i got a whistle!!!! hahahahah wow im hyper i cant stop laughing

wow cellular was really really good last night.. i saw it with Erin and Alexa.. it was like a great kidnapping movie and it had comedy which was great.. and Erin just totally makes fun of so many things and was making me and Alexa laugh soo hard and we were afraid we were gunna get kicked out cuz we were soo loud lol.. damnn the guy in the movie was HOTT!!!!! lol haha.. ERIN!!! ALEXA!!! ITS A DAY SPA YOU FUCKER!!! roflmao wow that was soo fucking funny..

i hadnt laughed that hard all week.. thanks guys!!! <3

Erin's crazy.. she hit a bear with a clown car and it blew into chunks and then she crashed into the wall in the ice cave!!

i know that none of you understand that.. but that's kinda the point.. to make you guys wonder if im insane.. and the answer;s yes.. but that really did happen..

im out.. gotta find out why matt's mad at me..

blacktears844

:: 2004 24 September :: 7.53pm

I got my homecoming dress. =)
I burrowed it from my friend Jenny's sister.
It's black velvet, and it goes all the way to the floor, spaghetti strapped, and at the end part it has like, little folds and stuff and those parts are white or whatever, it's kind've hard to explain. Anyways, it's pretty. And it fits me. That's all that matters. Booya.

:: 2004 24 September :: 4.25pm

stole this from Kalie
01. Who are you? What�s our relationship?
02. How and where did we meet?
03. What's my middle name?
04. How long have you known me?
05. Tell me one good thing about myself?
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?
07. My name?
08. Birthday?
09. My Favorite band at the moment?
10. Color of my eyes?
11. Do I have any siblings?
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?
13. What�s one of my favorite things to do?
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
15. describe me in 3 words?
16. name 5 things I love?
17. do you think im good looking?
18. how would you describe me to someone?
19. would you ever date me?
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did?
21. what do you like most about me?
22. if we could spend the day together, what would we do?
23. have we ever gotten in a fight?
24. do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?
25. give me one nickname and explain why you picked it?
26. what do you think my weakness is?
27. do you think I�ll get married?
28. what makes me happy?
29. what makes me sad?
30. what reminds you of me?
31. if you could give me any thing, what would it be?
32. when's the last time you saw me?
33. do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. if I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. what song(if any) reminds you of me?
38. if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. would you make a move on me?
40. do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
Now, put this on your site, and see what all your friends have to say..

:: 2004 24 September :: 4.10pm

wow! an update!!! i havent been online in soo long school is taking over my freaking life some nights i wanna just sit down and cry cuz im so tired and overworked and it sucks.. but yea.. soccer like every day next week.. besides friday.. i'd kill him if he had practice on a friday.. so Briana fell and hurt her wrist pretty bad and lauren fell and twisted her ankle which appeared to be bad but she was walking fine today so i was like whatever.. andddddddd yea.. oyy theres too much that happened in this past week and a half for me to update about it all.. but this weekend you'll get some interesting stuff cuz i wont be working 24/7 like i have been!!! Me and Erin and Alexa are gunna go see a movie today.. but i dont know which one.. they have to call me back after they decide what they wanna see.. for some reason i dont feel like typing right now.. cuz im tired.. so peace outtttt lol sorrrrry was in the mood to say something like that.. laterr...