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lilkristen

:: 2004 10 September :: 6.30pm

third day of school today.. lets see.. english teacher sucks.. global and math teachers i love.. my math teacher ms darcy is soooo funny... miss draghi's alright.. shes art.. and mr. petty computer.. hes alright.. still havent had classes with mr. darrup and mr. a... oh well.. me and julia have the exact same schedule so thats cool.. i got alot to do i'll write another update later im at mary jo's now anyway.. ttyl..

2 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 8 September :: 5.04pm
:: Music: destination anywhere - sugarcult

first day of school.. im in 9A instead of 9B like i wanted for homeroom.. me and Briana are in HR together but we have NO classes together.. me and Julia havent compared yet.. but we know we have latin together.. met this girl named Maria she seems really cool.. yeah Cassie, Danielle and Julia aint in my HR.. Meghan made fun of me cuz of the HR im in lol shes like haha you should have gotten Ms. Lojo.. Danielle got her.. and Cassie.. and Julia got Ms. Ferrara.. Mr Darrup for Religion.. he's a weirdo lol me and Julia are scared lol tomorrow its the freshman, the juniors and seniors and i dont know them! i know the sophs! they cant save us! lol caitlin or kaitlyn or sofia would have saved us! grr... in St. A's we used to get outta school early on Wednesdays for CCD downstairs and they dont anymore! probably cuz it was their excuse to let our grade out early and now that we're gone they can deal with the rest of them lol hahaha

I'm gunna go.. comments please =]

btw twin, call meeeee please?

1 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2004 8 September :: 2.58pm

Why can't I ever have the person I want?

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lilkristen

:: 2004 7 September :: 10.10pm

joey called me hun 3 times in 5 minutes, shawn is talking to me and ashley wont answer.. where's matt when u need him to complain to lol.. shit there he is!

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blacktears844

:: 2004 7 September :: 4.24pm
:: Music: Yer Mum

I get my doggie back!

SOPHIE <3

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lilkristen

:: 2004 7 September :: 3.40pm

well, kristen saw the doctor today.. its not fractured but he said its probably badly bruised cuz of how much pain im in... i hate orthopedists.. to figure out whats wrong, they move your body in the way that makes it hurt!! he did it like 6 times i was ready to kick him.. he gave me a brace and said no sports.. pshh yea right, no sports, hes gotta be kidding.. soccer season's starting n he expects me to sit? no! haha i thought it was cool cuz hes got a pic on his wall of the rangers winning the stanley cup in '94 (i think) and hes got brian leetch and mark messier's autographs on it.. its cool lol.. anywayy.. my arm hurts.. not the one i hurt though.. the other one hurts cuz im typing with just that arm..

cassie's gunna take the train with me tomorrow.. i hope im in a homeroom with somebody.. cassie, julia, danielle or brianna.. oh yeah me julia n danielle met brianna at soccer shes really cool i like her.. so we're all praying that someone's together..

Jena is like the only one who comments anymore.. and matt who comments like every entry now, thank you i feel loved lol haha.. Kelli comments too but i've lost kalie and erika! Kaitlyn you can comment too!!!oyy so much to write, so little strength in my right arm.. its getting really tired.. im out..

_kristen_

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lilkristen

:: 2004 6 September :: 4.58pm

LAST PERSON...
[-You Touched-] um.. im not sure...
[-You Talked to-] mom

[-You Hugged-] my mom
[-You Instant messaged-] meaghannnnnn woot
[-You Yelled At-] brian

FAVORITE...
[-Food-] burrazos... mmmm, mexican


[-Drink-] water


[-Color-] black, red, gray, blue

[-Album-] take this to your grave, fall out boy


[-Shoes-] DC! woot!
[-Animal-] dunno

[-TV Show-] real world, road rules, alias

[-Movie-] identity, the lion king

[-Song-] tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today - fall out boy...promise - matchbook romance..

[-Cartoon-] the smurfs

ARE YOU...
[-Understanding-] sometimes..
[-Open-minded-] yes

[-Arrogant-] not really.. sometimes a lil..

-Insecure-] no wayy
[-Interesting-] i dunno, you tell me
[-Random-] oh yes

[-Hungry-] yesssss

[-Friendly-] yes
[-Smart-] Yeah


[-Moody] during pms lol


[-Childish-] only around certain people that im comfortable with

[-Independent-] yes
[-Hard working-] Yes


[-Organized-] ehhh

[-Healthy-] i dunno

[-Emotionally Stable-] yes
[-Shy-] Hell No

[-Difficult-] if you're arguing with me, i HAVE to win lol.. except with matt, hes impossible lol
[-Attractive-] im not one to make that judgement

[-Bored easy-] Mhmm

[-Messy-] yes


[-Thirsty-] nah


[-Responsible-] yeah

[-Obsessed-] nah


[-Angry-] everyones angry sometimes


[-Sad-] yes! i just realized if i did fracture my hand i cant try out for softball!!!!!! =[ =[ =[

[-Happy-] yes

[-Hyper-] yes


[-Talkative-] when im hyper

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[-Kill-] terrorists

[-Slap-] aubrey

[-Look Like-] i dunno

RANDOM...
[-In the morning I am-] lazy

[-All I need is-] music

[-Love is-] i dunno what love is

[-I'm afraid of-] lots of stuff
[-I dream about-] my hand is starting to hurt.. is this almost done?
HAVE YOU EVER...
[-Pictured your girlfriend/boyfriend naked-] I dont have a boyfriend

[-Been in love-] no
[-Cried when someone died-] yes.. very recently, too..

[-Lied-] yes

WHICH IS BETTER...
[-Coke or pepsi-] i dont drink soda

[-Flowers or candy-] i dont care
[-Tall or short-] tall

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[-What do you notice first-] appearance, whether or not they're outgoing

[-Worst thing to do-] try to hook up after 5 minutes

[-Turn-ons-] Eyes, Smile, sense of humor

[-Turn-offs-] people who try to be funny and arent, and serious people.. i HATE serious people

WHO...
[-Makes u laugh the most-] i dunno..
[-Makes you smile-] ashh

[-Gives you a funny or good feeling when you see them-] people

[-Who do you have a crush on-] no one

[-Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend-] No one

[-Has a crush on you-] i dunno

[-Is the easiest to talk to-] ashley

HAVE YOU EVER...
[-Fallen for your best friend-] no comment
[-Been rejected-] no

[-Rejected someone-] yes


[-Used someone-] Yes =[ sorry


[-Been used-] Yes


[-Done something u regret-] kinda..

[-Fallen for your best friend's boyfriend-] nooooo
[-Sit on the Internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. u-] not all night but for awhile
[-Cried because someone said something to you -] yes.. but it wasnt something stupid i rarely cry

DO YOU / ARE YOU...
[-Smoke cigarettes-]noo

[-Could you live without the computer-] no


[-Color your hair-] nah
[-Ever get off the damn computer-] yes
[-Have a boyfriend/girlfriend-] Nah

[-Habla espanol-] Kinda.

[-How many peeps are on ur buddy list-] alot.. probably almost the full 200

[-What hurts the most?-] falling from 5 feet in the air and landing on your arm!!!! =[

7 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 6 September :: 1.28pm
:: Music: gc, anthem

what happened to me...
BlindedByTears2x [1:13 PM]: ashhh
ash LiSCiOUS [1:13 PM]: hi
BlindedByTears2x [1:13 PM]: i think i fractured my wrist lol
ash LiSCiOUS [1:13 PM]: ouchh
BlindedByTears2x [1:14 PM]: ok.. i tried to jump over the back of my cousin's couch.. lets just say i kinda missed.. i fell from like 4-5 feet in the air onto a rug but under the rug is cement lol.. its hurts to bad lol
BlindedByTears2x [1:14 PM]: *so
ash LiSCiOUS [1:15 PM]: www
ash LiSCiOUS [1:16 PM]: i mean
ash LiSCiOUS [1:16 PM]: owwww
BlindedByTears2x [1:16 PM]: i did something to my elbow too.. touch your left shoulder with your left hand.. not that hard, right? i cant bend my elbow enough to do it
ash LiSCiOUS [1:16 PM]: did you go get it checked outt/
BlindedByTears2x [1:17 PM]: no ones open its labor day

i figured it was easier to copy n paste than to type it out..

5 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 6 September :: 8.52am
:: Mood: ouch

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i hurt myself yesterday.. im not gunna tell you how yet cuz you'll laugh at me lol... i just thought i'd let you know that im only gunna leave short updates for awhile cuz i basically only have one hand to type with.. my dad thinks i jammed my wrist and my elbow.. my elbow doesnt hurt when i move it, really, but gosh its a bitch to put on a new shirt.. oyy i have so much to update about and i cant cuz it hurts so much to type with my left hand.. yes, its my left hand.. ((im a lefty if you dont know)).. i have to write out my summer homework!!! school starts in 2 days! this sucks!!!! my moms mad at me cuz i kept putting it off and now im gunna complain when i write cuz its gunna hurt really bad.. i cant do anything with it.. i hate it.. its ruining my last days of summer..

sorry no long updates.. will do one as soon as possible..

=[

-kristen

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blacktears844

:: 2004 4 September :: 2.50pm

Last night was pretty fun.
Me, Christina, Jenny, her boyfriend Kyle, and this guy Brandon all went to the movies, and then my friends Mary Lee and Monica came. We found out they weren't playing the movie we WANTED to see (Napoleon Dynamite) so we walked over to our friends Corey's apartment and Chad was there too. So we all walked around back to the movie theatre and we went back inside and decided to see Wicker Park. Well Brandon and Kyle got kicked out, and Jenny followed her boyfriend, so it was just me and Christina watching the movie. Which was a confusing movie at that. So then we left and met back up with Kyle and Jenny and Corey and Chad. Everyone else had left. Then we went home. Hurrah hurrah. That was my night. THE END.

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2004 3 September :: 4.22pm

Well I'm going to the movies tonight and meet some of my friends. I was supposed to go to Emily's but now I can't. Hm.

1 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2004 2 September :: 6.47pm

I so haven't written in here in a long time. Well, long for me. School has taken up my life. Dammit.

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lilkristen

:: 2004 2 September :: 1.46pm

grr i started writing an entry and my mom came in and was like i need the computer go away.. grr alright so anyway, i came back this morning from point pleasant for my soccer tryouts which went good.. julia and danielle came too and yea it was good.. i dont really wanna tell you details cuz i've already said them to like 6 people and im sick of it lol..

Chrissy's gunna get her own dog!!! ((she hates the one they have and he hates her)) shes gunna get a yorkie!

i put so much detail into that last entry that i never got to finish and now i dont feel like putting in the details again..

me and Chrissy listened to the spice girls last night lmaooooo.. we were like 7 and we still know all the words rofl.. and we're listening to a line that goes 'if you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friend' and we're like.. that aint how it works! lol.. yea we had to entertain my brother cuz TJ couldnt come down.. he aint coming down til tonight cuz he had football.. i miss TJ hes funny.. oh well, anyway.. im going back to point pleasant.. staying til saturday now, not sunday.. we'll come back saturday morning.. and then go to lauren's.. im probably gunna like take my point pleasant bag up to laurens and ima wind up staying there instead of lauren staying here.. i hope it doesnt end up that way though.. i want her in brooklyn!!! grrr lol..

comment losers

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lilkristen

:: 2004 1 September :: 12.47pm

sup guys.. im getting ready to go to point pleasant! i may not update til friday, possibly saturday, sunday, maybe even as late as monday, i gotta see.. i may give you some news on thursday since i'll be back for a few hours for my tryouts.. not sure if im getting back friday night or saturday morning but saturday i go to lauren's.. ((yay!!!)) and i might stay there overnight, or shes gunna come stay here in brooklyn.. sunday i go to Kasia's... and mom's mad at me cuz im not packed and we're leaving in like half an hour!! haha lol.. umm.. yea, and all of a sudden today i got really really dizzy and almost collapsed, like out of nowhere.. it really scared me i was like what the fuck is happening to me.. im still kinda freaked out i dunno what happened.. anyway, gotta go.. hope you;re next few days are good...

laterrr<3

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 1 September :: 10.38am

ok, yeah so i went to Kait's last night and Gina was there and we kinda laughed alot.. and Kait pretended to be gangsta and was rappin to 99 Problems and it was pretty funny.. kait, you was doin 55 in a 54! =]~

IF YOU WANT ME BACK, YOURE GUNNA HAVE TO ASK NICER THAN THAT!

'with my foot on your neck, i finally have you right where i want you...'

I got home from Kaitlyn's last night at around 11, and Brian was still in my house.. and he was in my house when I went to bed.. Gosh I can't get rid of the kid.. I'm gunna go watch Fuse.. Warped Wednesday!!! woot!!! laterr..

3 not real | & you can't save me

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