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2004 30 July :: 11.55am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Deadstar Assembly YES AGAIN
Machoooo
My mom said something about her taking me to Kentucky for the weekend to see some horses. Then she passed out on the couch, so I don't know if we're really going, or if she's just hysterical. :|
I am so bored. And it's not even noon yet. Pfft. If anyone wants to be bored with me, or just talk, IM me. DruggedUpHooker on AIM. You know the way, foo. I'll love you forever. Promise.
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2004 28 July :: 7.14am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Deadstar Assembly...again.
COWZ IN MAH FACE.
Well I'm going over to Emily's tonight so I guess I'll catch you all later, homies.
I have a Red Bull in the fridge waiting for me and life is grand. Hasha.
I'm off to go take a quick nap.
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2004 27 July :: 12.44pm
:: Mood: Starscream
Just Like Heaven
Barely slept at all again last night. My dad made this huge ordeal over me going over to Emily's Wednesday. He said I don't spend much time with my grandmother anymore (Wednesday is when we go over there) and that I can always see my friends. My grandma isn't going to be here that much longer, he says. Pile the 'ol guilt trip up on me, Dad. Gee.
I think I've eaten too many eggs. Are eggs fatening?
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2004 26 July :: 2.49pm
:: Music: Bleeding Through
One more nail in the coffin and it's all for you.
Well I spent the last two nights at Ashley's house. We went to the Warren County Fair on Friday so her father could meet his whore that he met off the Internet. We had to babysit her little son.
The woman looked like a piece of bacon. She had spent WAY too many years in the tanning bed. =/
Anyways, I got a call from the job I applied to. Haven't called them back yet though, it's funny how late in the summer they call me. Oh well.
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2004 24 July :: 7.44pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: fall out boy
hey... im goinn away tomorrow! for like a whole week! and i have no way to check my emails since no one in my family owns a laptop so there will be NO UPDATES until next saturday or next sunday, we aint sure when we're coming back.. so you can call me if you need me, 917 836 1661.. thats my cell.. i gotta go since im still not packed and im leaving tomorrow and its after 73o.. i might be on again tonight to update one last time but if i aint, see ya'll when i get back.. later!!!
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2004 23 July :: 4.51am
:: Music: Deadstar Assembly
SLEEP = GOD
I finally slept. And it was the most gorgeous, joyous experience of my whole life. I'm about to do it again. It's so awesome I'm about to ARGASM. :|
Well I met him yesterday, and he said he still has "feelings" for me. IT WAS A KODAK MOMENT. And then somehow I timed it PERFECTLY, and said, "Yes, I know what you mean. I have feelings for you too."
"Really?" he said.
"Yes." At this point I belched. "Oops, there they went."
Ugh. I should have never even met up with him. He just made me depressed. He always makes me depressed. Sleep time. I can't believe how hilarious it worked out. HEE HAW. You all should have been there.
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2004 22 July :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: happy!!!
:: Music: cassidy - get no better
whoaaa hold up!
im sooo psyched right now im like havin' a great day and all i did was work on my ipod and watch movies lol.. i dunno why it was so great but im having a great day! lol.. anyway! ROAR! teehee! i gotta call ash again tonightt i loved talkinn to her last nightt... we havent talked like that in awhile and i miss it... cant leave a long update cuz i gotta sign off but i thought i'd update since im gunna be at the beach tomorrow wit ali.. omg gunna be one sickk day!!! laterrrrrr .. more bout my day another time!
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2004 22 July :: 5.29am
I haven't slept all night. And I can't sleep all day, or else I won't sleep tonight. It's a lovely cycle that just keeps going.
I'm supposed to meet my ex boyfriend at the library tomorrow. He just called me out of the blue and told me to meet him there, because he has something to tell me. Pfft.
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2004 21 July :: 11.57am
:: Music: give it up - midtown
What song...
Fits your life as it is currently the most?: the used, buried myself alive...
Reminds you to be grateful for the little things?: i dunno...
Makes you wanna get up and dance?: flavor of the weak... american hi-fi
Makes you reach for a box of kleenex?: yellowcard, believe
Reminds you of something you've lost?: um
Is the one you secretly like but would NEVER admit?: oh gosh... lots of stuff...
Reminds you of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend?: i aint crushinn on anyone nd im single so that doesnt really apply to me
Is the most depressing?: i know ALOT of depressing songs... umm but i mostly find songs depressing cuz of the videos... but i'll do videos... brad paisley, whiskey lullaby and AFI silver nd cold
Can put you in a horribly depressing mood?: gosh i just answered that
Can put you in a hyperily happy mood?: songs i havent listened to in awhile...
Causes your imagination to soar?:the rasmus, in the shadows
Makes you want things you can never have?: this is hard...
Inspires you?: give it up, midtown
Makes you kinda horny?: cassidy, get no betterrrrr
Is your all-time favourite?: lit - umm oh whats the name of that song lol... i cant think of the name of that song lmao
Makes you calm and rather content?: behind blue eyes, limp bizkit
Has personal meaning to you?: on the way down, ryan cabrera
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2004 21 July :: 11.16am
:: Mood: i dont know!
:: Music: i dunno what song this is... i think its madonna...
i've talked to ashley lots much lately... like we used to talk... i love it! i missed talking to her like that soooo much... my big sis! <3 love you babe... ur the best big sis everr!!!
i really need to talk to tim... well, i dont need to, but i havent talked to him in awhile so.. yea.. andrew too... every time i call his phone, he doesnt answer... so im like..yea.. i think im gunna go to the park with kaitlyn today... i havent even asked her if she could go but im sure she can so whatever... have you ever had a dream where something happens but then throughout the dream, the people that the things happen to change? i had a dream that something happened to this chinese lady nd then the lady turned into lorraine nd then later on what had happened to lorraine happened to this guy that looked really familiar but i dunno where hes from lol... but like i talked to him like i knew him.. grr i need to call jessica too... i'm good to go, and I'm going nowhere fast, it could be worse, i could be taking you there with me...i'm good to go, but it looks like I'm still on my own... gosh i wanna see the bourne supremacy... and like, now!... grr... maybe we'll go on friday when it comes out... if not, saturday... cuz i NEED to see it... the bourne identity was such a GREAT movie dammit tonight is all about 'we miss you'... 'we miss you'... i have to do school stuff... im outt... laterrrrrrrrr... oh and ali, if ur reading this entry... read the comments for the third entry from the top... cuz if u dont read what i have to say to your fucking ridiculous comment, i might explode... i dont think you'd mind that though...
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2004 21 July :: 4.12am
NO MAKEUP BRRRR
I took some new (dark) pictures of my bangs. Well, what you can see of them.Keep in mind, they're not fully styled, and my hair is in a ponytail. =P
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2004 21 July :: 1.32am
Well, Emily came over last night, and we went to the mall and out to eat and whatnot. Then today we went to Kings Island. Wahoooo.
I cut my bangs. They're not short, really. The shortest point is near the bottom of my ear, and it's cut diagonally with the longest point ending at my jawline. It looks cool if I say so myself. I'll try and take pictures of it soon.
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2004 20 July :: 10.13am
my line from my new song:
'And we would look hot as a couple, cause you shaped so beautifully, and you almost as cute as me!'
i <3 this song! lol... and its cassidy! ::gasp:: lol but its a great song! nicole's the one that got me hooked lol its her nd anthony's song... but its my new fav lol come on that line is SO something i'd say lol
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2004 18 July :: 4.33pm
:: Music: the rain on the windowsill
my pissy mood!
everyone who lives will someday die
and die alone.
thats the truest thing i've ever heard...
im back... nd im freakin exhausted...
i dont wanna deal with people... i wanna hang out with the people i havent hung out with in awhile... nd i just wanna forget about the people i normally do... now this is SO probably just PMS but its how i feel right now so fuck all people
i need my midol...
people i want to talk to: tim, andrew, jessica, ashley, chrissy, emily, julia, erin, lil katie, liz, RoRo, molly & coco, matt nocco, i NEED to call lauren's friend matt..., paul, sophia, steve... nd thats it... but thats alot lol... im gunna call all of these people soon but not now cuz im too tired... if i went outside maybe i'd wake up but its raining and rain doesnt make me happy...
im gunna pass out from tiredness...and thats not cool...
i miss tim soo much... hes like one of my best friends but like in such a stupid way like we laugh so much nd make fun of each other like crazy nd i miss it... lol... when he comes back from breezy, we're definitely hangin out...
<16>ROAR
sry... i like to roar though... i wanna be a tiger like ash ;]
i wanna hit something... hard... either that or i wanna blow up at someone... maybe i'll call ali... she still hasnt seen my last post... the whole thing with me yelling at her...
im really really really looking forward to tuesday... its gunna be madd fun... im gunna see if maybe erin can stay over cuz we like never talk anymore nd i wanna see whats up, ya know? sooo, yeah.. anyway... im out... need a nap... later
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2004 18 July :: 12.44am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: "Confessions Pt. 2" - Usher
Cut My Star
This has been one of the best days I've had in a while.
First of all, I made $70 off the garage sale. I put $20 back for that DSA shirt though.
So my mom took me out to dinner to O'Charleys, and then we went to Best Buy.
I got the new Usher CD (love it <_<) and the Cure's Greatest Hits. Wahooo.
Then we went to Barnes and Noble, where I got two books and we got some STARBUCKS. <3333
Finally, we went to see Mean Girls at the Dollar Theatre. It was even better the second time I saw it. Hope you all had as good a night as I did.
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