you know you've got everybody fooled

2 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 16 July :: 7.18pm
:: Mood: menstrual
:: Music: on the way down, ryan cabrera

hola! long time no update... well not really but for me, yea... im leaving at 8 in the morning tomorrow for jersey... again lol... AND IM NOT ALLOWED TO BRING MY PHONE! grr... here's a lil shoutout to ali...

ALI U SUCK YOU NEVER EVER EVER EVER RETURN MY CALLS... EVER! ANYTIME I NEED YOU AT ALL AND WHEN I KNOW YOU'RE ABLE TO CALL BACK CUZ UR MOM TELLS ME WHEN UR HOME... AND THEN YOU TELL ME 'OH I TALKED TO THIS PERSON ALL NIGHT JUST CUZ I FELT LIKE IT' WELL HELLO I CALLED YA FOR A REASON!?! AND THEN WHEN YOU DO CALL ME BACK, YOU DONT LISTEN TO A WORD I SAY... AND YOU CLAIM TO LISTEN BUT THERES A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HEARING AND ACTUALLY PAYING ATTENTION!

i feel better.. ok yeah bad timing to start an update cuz im eating dinner now so yea... maybe i can come on later... if not, i'll talk to ya'll on monday... laterr... leave me a comment about anything... the first thing that comes to your mind, your day, anything...

5 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 15 July :: 6.38pm

Well the garage sale is officially over. For today. Urg.
I haven't eaten anything all day.
And I am contemplating shirts. Which one?
Read more..

I think I like Shirt B better. Arg.

:: 2004 15 July :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Nothing.

Garage saling.
Our garage sale started today.
I've been helping out until now, when the heat was getting to me. We've sold alot of stuff, and I've made about $30 so far just out of CDs and tapes. Partay? I think so.

:: 2004 15 July :: 2.30am

The garage sale is tomorrow. Ugh.
I'm really not looking forward to it.

5 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 14 July :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: fall out boy - homesick at spacecamp

Emkate269 [8:51 PM]: u kno ur icons good!! it looks just lyk ur face

my icon is a banana....lol

Emkate269 [8:48 PM]: heyy! did u kno theres this kid at the camp i wrk at that looks justt like bob the builderr!

shes so gosh darn random!... i love saying gosh darn lol

all of her interesting things to say to me:
Emkate269 [8:47 PM]: ok ok! calm downn my fellow monkey!
Emkate269 [8:50 PM]: ah well me neither u monkey lol watd he say so far
Emkate269 [8:55 PM]: quicklyyy son of a monkeys taill
Emkate269 [8:58 PM]: snappage

lol i got a kick outta the convo

:: 2004 13 July :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: "Bathwater" - No Doubt

Cause I love to wash in your old bathwater...
I got done cleaning a little while ago. It was a MESS. But I finally got it all nice and tidy, and I even dusted my dressers and vacuumed. MAGIC. I was filthy afterwards.

I had never seen so many stuffed animals in my life. :|

I think we might be going to get some wings tonight.

2 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 13 July :: 1.56pm
:: Mood: hi
:: Music: my friends over you - nfg

no updates for awhile
sryy i havent updated im not allowed to be online til i finish part of my summer homework... it might take me awhile lol... come to think of it im not allowed online right now... oyy im in such a colorful mood lol ali saw me last night in denim capris, a green nd yellow tank, a black light jacket, pink flip flops, with my hair in some crazy style that im in love with, and wearing red, purple nd blue bracelets lol... i did somewhat of the same thing today... but im gunna wear sneakers nd im wearing different capris nd a diff shirt... ohh and my nails are black... we know how much kristen loves her nails black... oyyyyyy... i like that word =] ohh well, cant write a long entry like i want to cuz if i get caught i'll probably be in trouble... yea... anywayyyyy... laterr... leave me a comment

:: 2004 13 July :: 10.34am
:: Music: Horrorpops

Miss Take
Well I get the joy of preparing for a garage sale, so I'll probably be downstairs all day cleaning out the basement and pricing stuff. It's like a disaster down there. You can't even move around.
I Love The 90's was on last night and I am ADDICTED. I even stayed up until midnight because I had to watch all the re-runs. It's on ALL WEEK. I'm not going to have a life. I am officially obsessed.

:: 2004 12 July :: 6.08am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: The Cure

I want you more than anyone else.
~~I love the way you love, I just hate the way I'm supposed to love you back~~

I found a a wrist cuff I was supposed to give my ex-boyfriend back in seventh grade. It's all chewed up.

8 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 11 July :: 10.36pm

I'm thinking of dyeing my hair bright orange.

Comments?

EDIT: Ah, it's no between whether chunks or getting the underside done...decisions, decisions.

7 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 11 July :: 6.02am

Here It Comes
The occasional self-loathing whiny entry about my problem with weight. Brace yourselves.

I just wish I was thin. But yet all I ever do is talk about it, and I can never commit myself to keep on exercising, or to keep eating healthy. I lack discipline.
I think I would be 100% happier if I was just 20 or even 30 pounds thinner. I want to be able to find clothes that look good on me. I'm tired of having to hide myself behind black baggy T-shirts and baggy jeans. I hate having to wear tights when I want to wear skirts. I'm sick of it.
Ugh.

:: 2004 10 July :: 6.31pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Dreadful Dollface

Agent Neon
I just made the world's worst brownies.
And they are so good. MOOOOHA.
At least I think so. Everyone else thinks they suck. And then I made some strawberry lemonade that even I admit sucks.

I need to stop making things.

I think I'm going shopping today. Wa-woo.

:: 2004 10 July :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: alright...
:: Music: taking back sunday!

darn the bold/italic thing didnt work...

& you can't save me