you know you've got everybody fooled

:: 2004 2 July :: 3.33pm

well if you wanted honesty thats all you had to say...

:: 2004 1 July :: 7.21pm

im back in brooklyn for all those who even care ... we had fun... lets see... monday... pool, ((totally hott guy there lol)) mall and movies... at the mall i got my new leather belt which ive needed, new rings, nd a bathing suit nd a shirt... movies we saw white chicks... freakinn hysterical movie dammit... i talked to shawn on the phone til like 2 that night lol ohhh and i found out that the hott anthony on meetspot took the pic of his tongue ring off his gallery... GRR!!! anywayyy tuesday... playland... it was pretty fun... went on rollercoasters nd the bumper cars!!! ((sorry i love bumper cars cuz u can slam into other people lol)) nd we went on the thing the girl died on cuz she stood up... it was sooo funny cuz when u first sit down u see a sign "do not stand up" nd then the announcer guy in there says "dont stand up" or "stay seated" like 6 times and the lights used to go off but they stayed on now and i came to the conclusion that they stay on so that if someone stands up the guy can scream thru the mic "sit down bitch!" lmao sorry im hyper... yeah so that was fun... that night i talked to... um... i know i talked to shawn cuz i talked to him every night but who else... ohh yeah we talked to lauren's friend matt all night cuz we were scared cuz we lost some of the power nd he was the only one who would stay up nd talk to us cuz shawn fell asleep! ahem... srry... wednesday... mountain creek... DEFINITELY the best day i spent with them... lemme sum up the day: i went down a slide that was like 100 ft. high nd the drop is like straight down, i jumped off a cliff that was 23 ft. high, i rode in a giant funnel, i was thrown 12 ft. above the water, nd i rode the rapids w/lauren about 8 times lol

i'll edit this entry later nd finish gtg

:: 2004 30 June :: 4.22pm

Well I won't be able to be online for two days. I'll talk to you all later. <33

:: 2004 29 June :: 6.10am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: DSI

DropDeadGorgeousProzacAddicted
My Dope Stars Inc. CD finally came yesterday. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT. <333
I suggest you all check them out. Now. =P
www.dopestarsinc.com HOP TO IT, y0.
Hot damn I love this band.

:: 2004 29 June :: 1.08am

hey hey hey not writing a long entry cuz if i start to, i wont finish til 2 in the morning nd its already 5 after one and im wide awake lol but im at lauren's nd having sooo much fun... see the movie white chicks its sooo funny...i went to pacsun my favorite store of all time! woot! lol nd yeahh we've done some funny shit but i'll update about all of that later mwaaa one

:: 2004 28 June :: 3.43pm

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If there's anyone you love this much on here, re-post this.

4 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 27 June :: 10.32am

The Lovecats
I'M GOING TO SEE THE CURE AUGUST 3RD!!!
<33333
I can't wait.

Read more..

:: 2004 27 June :: 9.27am

im leaving for lauren's today in like 2 hours and i aint coming back til thursday so i dunno if im gunna have a chance to update... if i do, cool, but if i dont, leave me some love to tell me whats been going on with everyone! (that means you ali... call me every single day... btw sry i didnt call u last night i fell asleep....kelli was on the other line nd she got mad cuz i wasnt able to talk for like the past 5 times shes called me... so yeah... anyway leave me a comment nd i'll be back thursday...

'it was me and you when we were together, it was me and you when we were apart, it was me and you in my mind, and its me and you in my heart'

:: 2004 27 June :: 6.59am
:: Music: "Dark of the Matinee" - Franz Ferdinand

Take your white finger...slide the nail under...the top and bottom buttons of...my blazer...
I have this humongus sore on my head. Ouch.

I'm sure you all wanted to know that.

You should all go buy the Franz Ferdinand CD. It's fucking amazing. <333

:: 2004 26 June :: 2.30pm
:: Music: (Cant Get My) Head Around You - The Offspring

deep inside your soul there's a hole you dont wanna see, every single day what you say makes no sense to me... even though i try, i cant get my head around you

deep inside your soul there's a hole you dont wanna see, you're covering it up like a cut with the likes of me, you know i've really tried, i cant do anymore about you

the cut's gettin deeper, the hill's gettin steeper, i guess i'll never know whats really goin on inside you, i cant get my head around you

:: 2004 26 June :: 12.42pm

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES??
lol white
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
no book
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
red...
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
monopolyy lol
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
ym
6. FAVORITE SMELL?
coconut!
7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
alot of stuff...
8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING?
who the fuck woke me up!?!
9. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
two
10 WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
Love
11. FAVORITE SOUND?
music
12. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
both
13. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
I would if I could drive...
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
no
15. STORMS COOL OR SCARY?
cool
16. YOUR FIRST CAR:
dont have one
17. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE:
ryan cabrera!!!!
19. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN & YOUR BIRTHDAY:
gemini - june 7thh
20. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
lol yes
21. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i dont know
22. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT
BE?
any really cool color... it depends... i might want it jet black w/bright blue highlights or red.. like real red... like electric red
23. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
no
24. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
depends...
25. FAVORITE MOVIE?
identity
26. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
pshh no
27. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
so much shit
28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
4! FOUR! WOOOOOOOH!! WHOOT WHOOT, GO #4!!!
29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Hockey!!!
30. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
the people closest to me leaving me
31. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS
TO YOU:
i dont know the person i took it outta a journal lol
32. THE PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I'm not actually sending it to anyone.
33. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO
RESPOND?
Not sending it to anyone.
34. What CD are you listening to in your car stereo
right now?
more like in my cd player... umm in one is lostprophets in another, taking back sunday
35. FAVORITE TV SHOWS?
alias
36. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
ketchup
37. HAMBURGER OR HOTDOG?
both
38. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK?
dont drink soda
39. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
right here in brooklynn<3
40. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW?
no screensaver.. but my wallpaper is... i cant remember its either benson the most ADORABLE puppy in the world or ryan cabrera the most ADORABLE person in the world =]

:: 2004 25 June :: 6.28pm

what color of hair do they say a bald person has on their drivers license?

lmaoooo i thought that was hysterical sorry im hyper

aaah! i got my mini ipod like 10 seconds ago!!! woooot! it finally came! yayy im out to go play with it and stuff lol

mwaa

:: 2004 25 June :: 6.06pm

A little boy walks into his parents room and sees his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The parents stop and the mom quickly dismounts, and hides herself under the covers. "What are you and daddy doing?" asks the lil boy. "Well your dad has a big tummy and sometimes i have to get on top of it to help flatten it", she explains, "you're wasting your time", says the little boy. "when you go shopping the lady next door gets on her knees and blows it back up!"

Loaded words + loaded friends =
Loaded guns to our heads

2 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 25 June :: 5.05pm
:: Music: ryan cabrera - on the way down

im so obsessed but i cant help it... his lyrics are way too true... true, thats the name of the song that i got the first paragraph from...
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited, this is true...

i swear this song that im listening to right now could be dedicated to someone im really close to cuz it totally describes how this person helped me through my depression... ''on the way down, i saw you, and you saved me from myself and i wont forget the way you loved me'' that person saved me from myself nd i'll never forget how much the person cared... cuz it meant so much to me...